Hey everyone,
I'm Rosie, 29, from the UK. What brought me here was my looking for an escape from my degree program.
A little about me if you're interested. I'm currently a second year podiatry student. I missed my exams due to my Dad's illness. I don't know if I'm going back because I'm completely ambivalent about the course and the establishment. Despite my uncertainty throughout the course, I kept on giving it a chance because I simply feared not knowing what else to do. At the age of 29 I "should" have my shit sorted by now. A stupid expectation I know. I feared if I quit I'd be back to square one and have to get another menial job. TMFL inspired me.
I finished TMFL a few weeks ago and have been reading through the forum ever since. Thank you to each and every one of you for your generosity and knowledge. I know I'm onto a good thing.
My only problem now is me. I have been paralysed by not knowing what to do first and have been piling an insane amount of pressure on myself. I get upset and beat myself up when I don't deliver. How can I deliver when the expectations are so high?! I also have little self belief. This is a massive obstacle and I know I need to start believing in me or I'll get nowhere.
Time and again I have seen on posts here about simply starting by helping others. I'm going to do this, ease up on myself a bit and see how things unfold.
Look forward to getting to know you all
I'm Rosie, 29, from the UK. What brought me here was my looking for an escape from my degree program.
A little about me if you're interested. I'm currently a second year podiatry student. I missed my exams due to my Dad's illness. I don't know if I'm going back because I'm completely ambivalent about the course and the establishment. Despite my uncertainty throughout the course, I kept on giving it a chance because I simply feared not knowing what else to do. At the age of 29 I "should" have my shit sorted by now. A stupid expectation I know. I feared if I quit I'd be back to square one and have to get another menial job. TMFL inspired me.
I finished TMFL a few weeks ago and have been reading through the forum ever since. Thank you to each and every one of you for your generosity and knowledge. I know I'm onto a good thing.
My only problem now is me. I have been paralysed by not knowing what to do first and have been piling an insane amount of pressure on myself. I get upset and beat myself up when I don't deliver. How can I deliver when the expectations are so high?! I also have little self belief. This is a massive obstacle and I know I need to start believing in me or I'll get nowhere.
Time and again I have seen on posts here about simply starting by helping others. I'm going to do this, ease up on myself a bit and see how things unfold.
Look forward to getting to know you all
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