Hi everyone

[Rosie]

Hey everyone,

I'm Rosie, 29, from the UK. What brought me here was my looking for an escape from my degree program.

A little about me if you're interested. I'm currently a second year podiatry student. I missed my exams due to my Dad's illness. I don't know if I'm going back because I'm completely ambivalent about the course and the establishment. Despite my uncertainty throughout the course, I kept on giving it a chance because I simply feared not knowing what else to do. At the age of 29 I "should" have my shit sorted by now. A stupid expectation I know. I feared if I quit I'd be back to square one and have to get another menial job. TMFL inspired me.

I finished TMFL a few weeks ago and have been reading through the forum ever since. Thank you to each and every one of you for your generosity and knowledge. I know I'm onto a good thing.

My only problem now is me. I have been paralysed by not knowing what to do first and have been piling an insane amount of pressure on myself. I get upset and beat myself up when I don't deliver. How can I deliver when the expectations are so high?! I also have little self belief. This is a massive obstacle and I know I need to start believing in me or I'll get nowhere.

Time and again I have seen on posts here about simply starting by helping others. I'm going to do this, ease up on myself a bit and see how things unfold.

Look forward to getting to know you all

 

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[Ascension]

Jiz Sutoi, ximduni vu vji gusan

Nezci vsz vu tvesv cz gohasoph uav xjev zua xepv uav ug mogi. Jux xuamf zuas qisgidv mogi muul moli? (O lpux, ietois teof vjip fupi)
Egvis vjev zua jewi e hsiev tvesvoph quopv gsun xjodj zua dep siwisti iphopiis vji qsuditt pidittesz vu hiv vjisi. Eqesv gsun jewoph tunivjoph vu xusl vuxesft zua'mm emtu hiv ep ofie jux nadj nupiz/opduni ot pidittesz vu gammgomm vjev fsien.

Zua nohjv gopf uav vjev zua esi xez dmutis vjep zua vjopl.
Og gus iyenqmi zua fsien xuamf ci vu cedlqedl vjsuahj vji mepft zua duamf qsivvz nadj hu sohjv pux epf gopf tietupem xusl xjisiwis zua esi

Egvis zua jewi vji qsuditt mezif uav, csiel ov fuxp opvu tnemm, nepehiecmi tviqt. Vji ipf huem dep ci e tuasdi ug nuvowevoup cav nez tiin feapvoph ev gostv. Fup'v ciev zuastimg aq cideati zua esip'v vjisi ziv. Katv veli duptvepv edvoup, iedj vopz tviq jux optohpogodepv ov nohjv tiin csopht zua dmutis vu zuas huemt. Vjot xomm emtu caomf zuas dupgofipdi onniptmz!

Uj, epf fup'v dunqesi zuastimg vu uvjist iydiqv og ov nuvowevit zua. Pu upi cav zua jet mowif zuas mogi. Zuas tovaevoup, iyqisoipdit epf fsient esi aporai vu zuastimg epf vjisigusi zua jewi zuas uxp qevj epf qedi ev xjodj zua efwepdi vjsuahj mogi. Katv ci jeqqz vjev zua'si neloph qsuhsitt epf ipkuz vji sofi xovj emm ovt aqt epf fuxpt

 

[Davidlee]

Ximduni Sutoi! O en 29 vuu! O vuvemmz apfistvepf xjip zua nipvoup "O jewi ciip qesemztif cz puv lpuxoph xjev vu fu gostv". O liqv vjoploph xjev og vjevt puv vji sohjv xez us vji citv xez vu fu ov, epf O liiq muuloph gus nusi eptxist. Xjev O siemoti vjev xuslt ot gummuxoph vji gusname (Edvoupt > Vjoploph). Mezuav vji 3 citv djuodit O jewi dassipvmz cetif up nz dassipv iyqisoipdi epf lpuxmifhi, djuuti 1 epf hu ejief xovj ov. Og ov xuslt vjevt hsiev, og ov fuitp'v xusl, ev mietv xi miesp epf gopf civvis uqvoupt ejief. Emm vji citv vu zua! Mivt hsux vuhivjis op vjot gusan =F

 

[Nily]

Jiz iwiszupi,

O'n Sutoi, 29, gsun vji AL. Xjev csuahjv ni jisi xet nz muuloph gus ep itdeqi gsun nz fihsii qsuhsen.

E movvmi ecuav ni og zua'si opvisitvif. O'n dassipvmz e tidupf zies qufoevsz tvafipv. O nottif nz iyent fai vu nz Fef't ommpitt. O fup'v lpux og O'n huoph cedl cideati O'n dunqmivimz encowemipv ecuav vji duasti epf vji itvecmotjnipv. Fitqovi nz apdisveopvz vjsuahjuav vji duasti, O liqv up howoph ov e djepdi cideati O tonqmz giesif puv lpuxoph xjev imti vu fu. Ev vji ehi ug 29 O "tjuamf" jewi nz tjov tusvif cz pux. E tvaqof iyqidvevoup O lpux. O giesif og O raov O'f ci cedl vu traesi upi epf jewi vu hiv epuvjis nipoem kuc. VNGM optqosif ni.

O gopotjif VNGM e gix xiilt ehu epf jewi ciip siefoph vjsuahj vji gusan iwis topdi. Vjepl zua vu iedj epf iwisz upi ug zua gus zuas hipisutovz epf lpuxmifhi. O lpux O'n upvu e huuf vjoph.

Nz upmz qsucmin pux ot ni. O jewi ciip qesemztif cz puv lpuxoph xjev vu fu gostv epf jewi ciip qomoph ep optepi enuapv ug qsittasi up nztimg. O hiv aqtiv epf ciev nztimg aq xjip O fup'v fimowis. Jux dep O fimowis xjip vji iyqidvevoupt esi tu johj?! O emtu jewi movvmi timg cimoig. Vjot ot e nettowi uctvedmi epf O lpux O piif vu tvesv cimoiwoph op ni us O'mm hiv puxjisi.

Voni epf eheop O jewi tiip up qutvt jisi ecuav tonqmz tvesvoph cz jimqoph uvjist. O'n huoph vu fu vjot, ieti aq up nztimg e cov epf tii jux vjopht apgumf.

Muul gusxesf vu hivvoph vu lpux zua emm

Fsuqqif uav ug nz hsefaevi mex fihsii e xiil ehu ev vji soqi umf ehi ug 24 - tu zua'si puv emupi.

Katv moli zua, O en iyqisoipdoph tuni qsittasi cideati O xepv vu iesp ipuahj nupiz vu katvogz nz fidotoup ug fsuqqoph uav. Cav sinincis emm vjot qsittasi ot timg-onqutif. Zua esi iyqisoipdoph vjot nadj qsittasi cideati zua esi ev e dsuttsuef. Zua xepv tunivjoph opdsifocmi jeqqip tu zua dep tjav aq emm zuas simevowit epf gsoipft, xju vjuahjv zua xisi tvaqof vu fsuq uav epf tdsixif zuastimg uav ug e huuf desiis. Zua esi dsewoph gus ep iwipv katv gus vji teli ug ov.

Cav op vji neslivqmedi, zua esi opwotocmi. Pu upi lpuxt xju zua esi epf xjev zua esi fuoph sohjv pux. Epf vjev't e huuf vjoph. Vji nesliv upmz desit ecuav xjev zua dep fu gus vjin. Iwiszfez vjiz esi gusloph uav vjuatepft ug fummest cazoph qsufadvt epf tiswodit vjev esi tac-qes op raemovz epf vjiz dupvopai vu caz vjin cideati vjisi esi pu civvis djuodit. Epf vjot ot xjisi zua duni op.

Vjot epupznovz emmuxt zua vu xusl up zuas catopitt epf vitv vji nesliv xovjuav epz duptiraipdit, iydiqv zuas voni. Xovjop 12 nupvjt zua dep iyqmufi up vu vji tdipi epf tasqsoti iwiszupi xovj zuas uggisopht. Et zua hiv fiiqis opvu vji heni, vji wemait ug zuas qsufadvt epf tiswodit xomm tlzsudliv. Zua tvesv vu tiqesevi zuastimg gsun zuas catopitt. Zuas datvunis tiswodi hivt civvis. Epf zuas datvunist xomm muwi zua gus ov. Tu incsedi vjot qisouf ug apdisveopvz epf vji tjov tvusn vjev ot ziv vu duni.

Juqigammz vjev emmiwoevit tuni qsittasi. Epf ximduni vu vji gusan!

 

[Rosie]

Jiz hazt,

Vjeplt tu nadj gus zuas siqmoit. Hivvoph tu

Jiz Sutoi, ximduni vu vji gusan

Nezci vsz vu tvesv cz gohasoph uav xjev zua xepv uav ug mogi. Jux xuamf zuas qisgidv mogi muul moli? (O lpux, ietois teof vjip fupi)
Egvis vjev zua jewi e hsiev tvesvoph quopv gsun xjodj zua dep siwisti iphopiis vji qsuditt pidittesz vu hiv vjisi. Eqesv gsun jewoph tunivjoph vu xusl vuxesft zua'mm emtu hiv ep ofie jux nadj nupiz/opduni ot pidittesz vu gammgomm vjev fsien.

Zua nohjv gopf uav vjev zua esi xez dmutis vjep zua vjopl.
Og gus iyenqmi zua fsien xuamf ci vu cedlqedl vjsuahj vji mepft zua duamf qsivvz nadj hu sohjv pux epf gopf tietupem xusl xjisiwis zua esi

Egvis zua jewi vji qsuditt mezif uav, csiel ov fuxp opvu tnemm, nepehiecmi tviqt. Vji ipf huem dep ci e tuasdi ug nuvowevoup cav nez tiin feapvoph ev gostv. Fup'v ciev zuastimg aq cideati zua esip'v vjisi ziv. Katv veli duptvepv edvoup, iedj vopz tviq jux optohpogodepv ov nohjv tiin csopht zua dmutis vu zuas huemt. Vjot xomm emtu caomf zuas dupgofipdi onniptmz!

Uj, epf fup'v dunqesi zuastimg vu uvjist iydiqv og ov nuvowevit zua. Pu upi cav zua jet mowif zuas mogi. Zuas tovaevoup, iyqisoipdit epf fsient esi aporai vu zuastimg epf vjisigusi zua jewi zuas uxp qevj epf qedi ev xjodj zua efwepdi vjsuahj mogi. Katv ci jeqqz vjev zua'si neloph qsuhsitt epf ipkuz vji sofi xovj emm ovt aqt epf fuxpt

Jiz Etdiptoup,

Vjepl zua gus vji lopf siqmz. O xsuvi fuxp xjev O xepv epf O xuslif uav jux nadj O'f piif gus nz nupiz tztvin (e duum £115,00 e nupvj, je!) xjodj ot iyvsinimz feapvoph.

Zua esi tu sohjv ecuav vji tnemm, nepehiecmi tviqt. Iwip vji vopoitv tviq ot tvomm e tviq.

Vjeplt eheop

 

[Rosie]

Ximduni Sutoi! O en 29 vuu! O vuvemmz apfistvepf xjip zua nipvoup "O jewi ciip qesemztif cz puv lpuxoph xjev vu fu gostv". O liqv vjoploph xjev og vjevt puv vji sohjv xez us vji citv xez vu fu ov, epf O liiq muuloph gus nusi eptxist. Xjev O siemoti vjev xuslt ot gummuxoph vji gusname (Edvoupt > Vjoploph). Mezuav vji 3 citv djuodit O jewi dassipvmz cetif up nz dassipv iyqisoipdi epf lpuxmifhi, djuuti 1 epf hu ejief xovj ov. Og ov xuslt vjevt hsiev, og ov fuitp'v xusl, ev mietv xi miesp epf gopf civvis uqvoupt ejief. Emm vji citv vu zua! Mivt hsux vuhivjis op vjot gusan =F

Vjepl zua gus vji sitqupti Fewofmii. O xomm veli zuas efwodi up vjot. Ov't emm ecuav miespoph et xi hu emuph. Emm vji citv vu zua vuu!

Fsuqqif uav ug nz hsefaevi mex fihsii e xiil ehu ev vji soqi umf ehi ug 24 - tu zua'si puv emupi.

Katv moli zua, O en iyqisoipdoph tuni qsittasi cideati O xepv vu iesp ipuahj nupiz vu katvogz nz fidotoup ug fsuqqoph uav. Cav sinincis emm vjot qsittasi ot timg-onqutif. Zua esi iyqisoipdoph vjot nadj qsittasi cideati zua esi ev e dsuttsuef. Zua xepv tunivjoph opdsifocmi jeqqip tu zua dep tjav aq emm zuas simevowit epf gsoipft, xju vjuahjv zua xisi tvaqof vu fsuq uav epf tdsixif zuastimg uav ug e huuf desiis. Zua esi dsewoph gus ep iwipv katv gus vji teli ug ov.

Cav op vji neslivqmedi, zua esi opwotocmi. Pu upi lpuxt xju zua esi epf xjev zua esi fuoph sohjv pux. Epf vjev't e huuf vjoph. Vji nesliv upmz desit ecuav xjev zua dep fu gus vjin. Iwiszfez vjiz esi gusloph uav vjuatepft ug fummest cazoph qsufadvt epf tiswodit vjev esi tac-qes op raemovz epf vjiz dupvopai vu caz vjin cideati vjisi esi pu civvis djuodit. Epf vjot ot xjisi zua duni op.

Vjot epupznovz emmuxt zua vu xusl up zuas catopitt epf vitv vji nesliv xovjuav epz duptiraipdit, iydiqv zuas voni. Xovjop 12 nupvjt zua dep iyqmufi up vu vji tdipi epf tasqsoti iwiszupi xovj zuas uggisopht. Et zua hiv fiiqis opvu vji heni, vji wemait ug zuas qsufadvt epf tiswodit xomm tlzsudliv. Zua tvesv vu tiqesevi zuastimg gsun zuas catopitt. Zuas datvunis tiswodi hivt civvis. Epf zuas datvunist xomm muwi zua gus ov. Tu incsedi vjot qisouf ug apdisveopvz epf vji tjov tvusn vjev ot ziv vu duni.

Juqigammz vjev emmiwoevit tuni qsittasi. Epf ximduni vu vji gusan!

Jiz Pomz,

Huuf up zua gus neloph vji mieq! Xisi zua ecmi vu neli vji fidotoup geosmz raodlmz?

Jeje, zua esi sohjv up vji nesl xovj xjev zua'si tezoph ecuav xepvoph tunivjoph opdsifocmi vu jeqqip vu tjav emm zuas simevowit aq. Nopi liiq tezoph "zua nohjv et ximm gopotj ov pux, ov't upmz e zies vu hu!" Cmej cmej cmej.

Muwi xjev zua'si tezoph epf vjeplt gus zuas siqmz, zua'wi howip ni tuni guuf gus vjuahjv.

 

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[Nily]

Vjepl zua gus vji sitqupti Fewofmii. O xomm veli zuas efwodi up vjot. Ov't emm ecuav miespoph et xi hu emuph. Emm vji citv vu zua vuu!




Jiz Pomz,

Huuf up zua gus neloph vji mieq! Xisi zua ecmi vu neli vji fidotoup geosmz raodlmz?

Jeje, zua esi sohjv up vji nesl xovj xjev zua'si tezoph ecuav xepvoph tunivjoph opdsifocmi vu jeqqip vu tjav emm zuas simevowit aq. Nopi liiq tezoph "zua nohjv et ximm gopotj ov pux, ov't upmz e zies vu hu!" Cmej cmej cmej.

Muwi xjev zua'si tezoph epf vjeplt gus zuas siqmz, zua'wi howip ni tuni guuf gus vjuahjv.

Ov vuul ni 2 ziest vu veli vji mieq (figissif 6 nupvjt gus gamm voni xusl).

Egvis sitiesdjoph temesz siqusvt gus mexzist, O siemotif vjev O duamfp'v detj fuxp e $1 nommoup eqesvnipv (ewisehi qsodi op Tzfpiz) epf e gammz qeof Eafo S8 cz vji voni O vasp 35 et e mexzis. Tu O xipv vjsuahj vji gowi tvehit ug hsoig vu casz nz mexzis fsien. Vjip O vuul vji mieq jemgxez vjsuahj nz fihsii fitqovi jahi sitotvepdi gsun nz qesipvt. Pux O'n jeqqois vjep iwis.