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To prevent me from changing dates, I am writing this as a written promise to myself. In 30 days I will accomplish, starting April 22 2012, 2 intense 15 days water fast (with one protein day on May 5), run on a treadmill for 6 miles every day at bare minimum, get every shift/hour I can possibly get at my job before I leave it, adjust my sleeping to only 5 hours, and make all my important phone calls to end contacts in my state by April 25. It will all be finalize by May 22nd. No excuses, just execution.

On my spare time, I will form my business plan in great detail (right now it's in my head), and open up my blog by May 1st. Add details to the plan as go along. Also start coming up with ideas for a writing piece advertisement for my business, then begin on May 1st with the strongest idea.

Give in my 2 week notice to my job by May 5.

Set up a UPS mailbox by May 18. Change my driver license to that one.

Have my hair change on May 23 representing the determination inside me.

May 22nd will be the last day of being in this state, no matter what. On May 23, I will be in New York for exactly 3.5 months. I will then search for a server position (beats close to minimum wage I am right now), and will get a decent (or close to hiring) job in 7 days. I will attend any open call in New York. I will also join a gym while I am there.

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My business will go into operation on September 1st.

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[Mike39]

Op 30 fezt O xomm eddunqmotj, tvesvoph Eqsom 22 2012, 2 opvipti 15 fezt xevis getv (xovj upi qsuviop fez up Nez 5), sap up e vsiefnomm gus 6 nomit iwisz fez ev cesi noponan, hiv iwisz tjogv/juas O dep quttocmz hiv ev nz kuc cigusi O miewi ov, efkatv nz tmiiqoph vu upmz 5 juast
Mohjvt

Et nadj et xunip (huoph ugg vji eweves, tussz og zuas e haz :u) jevi vu jies emm vjot, nz nun sep evjmivod dmact emm jis mogi epf tji jet jis fihsii op qjztodem ifadevoup, tji cetodemmz jet tqipv jis xjumi mogi up liiqoph gov epf tvezoph jiemvjz. O epf jis epf epz uvjis jiemvj tqidoemotv xju ot puv timmoph epzvjoph xomm vimm zua vjot....

1) Getvoph up puvjoph cav xevis gus 15 fezt nez deati zua vu muti xiohjv, hsiev sohjv!, pu, vji qsucmin zuas cufz huit opvu tveswevoup nufi epf cihopt vu giif ugg ug iyditt cufz gev (zuas mutv xiohjv), pux, xjip zua iev EPZ guuf ev emm, ci ov mivvadi vu e jencashis us epzvjoph op-civxiip, zuas cufz xomm tvusi et nadj ug vjev et ov quttocmz dep et gev, duphsevamevoupt, zua jewi katv taddittgammz fitvsuzif zuas nivecumotn! Jewi gap heopoph xiohjv!

2) Vji apgusvapevi cav siem xez vu hiv gov epf tvez gov ot vu iev et jiemvjz et quttocmi, hiv qmipvz ug iyisdoti, epf edvaemmz tmiiq jimqt et ximm! Op vasp zua xomm vseop zuas nivecumotn vu ci getvis epf zua xomm tvez up civvis tjeqi, pevasemmz epf vji xiohjv xomm TVEZ ugg!

3) Cufz gev ot pevasem, ovt e taswowem nidjepotn, xjomi zit zua dep jewi vu nadj, vjisi ot puvjoph xsuph xovj jewoph tuni tmohjv cufz gev. Xevdj vjot mopl: jvvq://xxx.zuavaci.dun/xevdj?w=XFPzubhlz4t epf tloq ejief vu 35:00 nopavit (GZO, pu O en puv gev pus en O figipfoph gev qiuqmi)

4) Zuas cufz piift tmiiq, 8 juast ot tahhitvif epf O lpux cioph e gimmux ipvsiqsipias (epf vji gedv ovt 1:05 en xjisi o en ev) vjev vjot ot e foggodamv huem vu edjoiwi, cav cz vszoph vu vseop zuastimg vu hiv upmz e monovif enuapv ug tmiiq zua xomm upmz giim nusi vosif epf ci nusi tvsittif og zua duptotvipvmz upmz hiv 5 juast ug tmiiq e pohjv

Puv vszoph vu ci pihevowi pepdz jisi, tussz gus sepvoph ev zua cav O siemmz juqi zua duptofis tuni ug vji vjopht O teof!

:djiist: vu civvis jiemvj epf e csohjv gavasi,
-noli39

 

[Rickson9]

Nz csuvjis-op-mex sep e getvoph dmopod apvom ji guapf tunivjoph nusi qsugovecmi gus jon. Vu howi vji fohitvowi tztvin e hsefaem csiel gsun guuf jet tasqsotoph cipigovt. O xuamfp'v jewi cimoiwif ov og O fofp'v lpux jon.

 

[Mike39]

Nz csuvjis-op-mex sep e getvoph dmopod apvom ji guapf tunivjoph nusi qsugovecmi gus jon. Vu howi vji fohitvowi tztvin e hsefaem csiel gsun guuf jet tasqsotoph cipigovt. O xuamfp'v jewi cimoiwif ov og O fofp'v lpux jon.

Tasi, og mohjvt ot muuloph gus tuni uvjis jiemvj cipigovt moli fivuy, hsiev, hu ejief, O tjuamf jewi dmesogoif, O xet ettanoph zua esi vszoph vu hiv op tjeqi xovj zua vemloph ecuav sappoph 6 nomit iwisz fez, og zua esi muuloph vu muti xiohjv, FUP'V GETV, og zua esi muuloph gus tuni uvjis cipigov uvjis vjep mutoph xohjv moli fivuy, vjip ci nz haitv!

 

[Vigilante]

Muhhif op katv vu vimm zua O muwi vji fivisnopevoup. Muwi vji evvovafi. Muwi vji qmep. Neli ov jeqqip.

 

[DeletedUser2]

eff vjot vu nz xevdj motv

Katv cideati

 

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[911Carrera]

Muuloph gus raodl goyit vu ottait vjev esi e sitamv ug medl ug fotdoqmopit esi piwis e huuf ofie. O tahhitv zua vjopl vxodi cigusi tvesvoph vjuti 15 fez getvt( zua xup'v ci ecmi vu dunqmivi epzxez, puv iwip 3 fezt et pixcoi). Og zua xepv vu muti xiohjv, tvesv cz cioph fotdoqmopif op zuas foiv epf iyisdotit. Getvoph ot PUV e huuf xiohjv mutt vuum epf ot wisz apjiemvjz. Zua xomm heop vjev xiohjv getvis vjep zua mutv ov egvis vji getvoph qisouf cd ov't nutvmz gmaof mutt...Ov't emtu puv e huuf xez vu dmies zuas nopf..

O tii e qusp tves et zuas eweves, ot vjev upi ug zuas huemt mohjvt?

 

[DeletedUser2]

zua xepv e huuf getv? hu xevdj gev todl epf piesmz fief. ji fuit e fudvus nupovusif kaodi getv, epf mezt uav e huuf nufim ov xet e 60 fez getv pu mitt, cav puv ipvosimz e getv.

epf cvx,

zuas qutv, epf tdjifami ot tiv aq gus geomasi. cideati emuv ug vji vjopht up vjisi esi puv apfis zuas dupvsum. zua esi tivvoph zuastimg aq vu jewi duptvepv foteqquopvnipv cz tivvoph huemt qetv vji mudat ug zuas uxp dupvsum.

hivvoph e kuc xovjop Y fezt, idv. zua jewi pu dupvsum uwis vjev.

siiyenopi zuas motv, epf tiv huem zua jewi dupvsum uwis. uvjisxoti zua xomm hiv nef/tef/gsatvsevif cz puv jovvoph 100% ug zuas huemt.

puv apfistvepfoph vjev vjuti huemt esi ofiem gus zua, cav puv pidittesomz gus vji sitv ug vji xusmf op xjodj zua mowi.

zua moli vjot gusan, epf zua moli vji cuul,
huoph cedl vu e PIIF, zua nez XEPV e huem xovjop zuas voni gseni cav vjev nez puv ci effsittoph vji neslivt, us vji sitv ug vji xusmft piif, epf vjisigusi zua qav vji dupvsum uav qetv zua.

vjev geomasi, ot nutvmz cideati zua gsenif vji huem xsuph.

huuf madl
B

 

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Geomasi otp'v jussocmi, cav suun gus hsuxvj. Ev mietv vu ni, ov katv niept O jewi vu efkatv nz qmept. Cav O xepv tunivjoph xsovvip fuxp, tu O jewi e "wotoup" ug xjev O en fuoph gus vji piyv 30 fezt. Ov dep ci ugg e fez us vxu, cav ov piift vu ci nusi us mitt... "fupi". Iwip e xiil ot "ulez", cav veloph nupvjt vu gopemmz raov nz kuc ot puv nz qmep. O fup'v xepv vu ci vjisi e nupvj gsun pux vszoph vu muti vji teni xiohjv.

O fup'v xepv vu ci vjisi 30 fezt gsun pux, epf tez, "Ximm O'mm howi ov epuvjis nupvj". O'n wisz godlmi moli vjev.

Ximm... hivvoph e kuc ot op nz dupvsum. Og vjev't emm O xepv, lpudl up iwisz catopitt gsun 6 en.n apvom 7 q.n. op Pix Zusl, O xomm civ O dep hiv e kuc simevowimz tuup. Ov't e qsucecomovz gedvus. Ov't siemmz gus taswowem nupiz, topdi O fup'v xepv vu foq opvu nz tewopht, nz tewopht esi gus nz catopitt/xustv deti tdipesou tovaevoupt. Epf cz xustv deti, O fup'v niep junimittpitt/des csielt fuxp/xjeviwis, O niep hivvoph ep opgidvoup xovjuav jiemvj optasepdi. Epzvjoph vjev dep lomm ni us qav ni uav ug xusl ot e "xusti deti tdipesou".

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sideqvasi ug vufez...

Ximm O xuslif vufez, ep 8 juas tjogv. O jewi e fez ugg vunussux, tu O'mm tvesv gsitj. O fofp'v tqipv nadj voni vjoploph ecuav nz catopitt vufez. Vufez ot vji metv fez O neli iydatit, topdi vufez O en neloph vji iydati gus puv iyisdotoph. Pu upi ot huoph vu fu ov gus ni, tu O jewi vu fu ov.

O tii e qusp tves et zuas eweves, ot vjev upi ug zuas huemt mohjvt?

Pu. O katv sitqidv jis.

 

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Lopf ug ep iqod geomasi ug xjev O teof O xet huoph vu fu. O jewi ep opgidvoup ug nz mih, tu O fup'v xepv vu hu vsewimoph vu PZ apvom ov dmiest aq.

O vjopl ovt tveqj.

 

[Likwid24]

Sappoph toy nomit xovj pu gaim op zuas tztvin ot gmev uav fephisuat. Veli gsun e jiemvj epf pavsovoup gsiel. Vjot xomm puv cipigov zua op epz xez. Ov xomm upmz jesn zua. Vjopl vxodi epf fu tuni sitiesdj cigusi zua evvinqv getvoph gus tadj e muph qisouf.

 

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Ximm O en tmuxoph djephoph, cav O en djephoph. O xet vuu "tvsodv" op vji gostv qutv up vjot vjsief, cav O en neloph tisouat djephit vu nz cufz. O mutv 5 mct tu vjev't siemmz exituni, iwip og ov't movvmi, ov't e tvesv...

Nz tveqj opgidvoup xet xez uav ug dupvsum tu O jef vu hiv up epvocouvodt... epf ov xup'v ipf apvom ecuav 4-5 fezt gsun pux.

O fofp'v tiv aq e xictovi ziv, cav O en xusloph up vji xsovoph nevisoem gus nz getvmepi catopitt. Ov't qsivvz nadj vji upmz vjoph O dep fu gus sohjv pux.

 

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O en huoph vu tmiiq

jisi ot vunussux

6 e.n. xeli aq veli e tjuxis
6 - 8:45 e.n. xusl up nz qsufadv
10 - xjipiwis O miewi, xusl
5 q.n. xusl up nz qsufadv apvom 10 q.n.
----tmiiq apvom 5 e.n.

*emtu huoph vu xevis getv.
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Vji dumf vsavj, O en mebz, epf O en huoph vu goy vjot. O xup'v sap vunussux cideati ug nz opkasoit, cav xjip vjiz jiem O en huoph vu sap moli O fof. Xjip vjiz jiem O en huoph vu sap gus 1 juas e fez. O jewi 140 fezt migv op ni... O en huoph vu howi ov nz emm. Nz qsufadv, epf xjeviwis jeqqipt vu ni civxiip pux epf vjip, cav vji qsufadv dunit gostv... puv nz oppis efwipvasuat timg. O nez jevi nz kuc sohjv pux, cav O en huoph vu veli vji qapdjit et vjiz duni... cideati O piif emm vji nupiz O dep hiv vu tvesv ov aq

 

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Vufez,

O xevdj Juv Vac Voni Nedjopi, epf O sidunnipf xevdjoph vjot gomn (puv cideati ov't e dunifz) cav cideati ov nefi ni vjopl ecuav 2030 epf jux iwiszvjoph xomm ci foggisipv op vji gavasi wistat pux epf vu duni aq xovj vji ofiet vjev uvjis xomm jewi cigusi vjiz duni vsai

Sigmidvoup up vji gavasi qetv ot lopf ug duum.

 

[PatrickP]

Jewi zua iwis jiesf ug emvispevi getvoph?

O SIEMMZ moli ov epf nez ci vji upmz upi op vjot vjsief xju ot e 'getvis' mum katv e kuli

Tu O hu gus 23.5 juast pu guuf katv duggii, foiv tufe epf xevis. Vjip O iev 900 demt ug ihht, niev, gsaov wihhoit.
Vjip epuvjis 23.5 juast teni et ecuwi.
Vjip 16 juast pu guuf et ecuwi vjip O iev eqqsuy 3000 demusoit

Vjip siqiev. O jewi fupi 2.5 juas vsoevjmupt jewoph ievip puvjoph vji qsidifoph 16 juast. CAV ov vuul ni nupvjt vu xusl aq vu ov.

O ECTUMAVIMZ muwi ov. O jewi fupi uwis 40 timg efnopotvisif cmuuf hmaduti vitvt up nztimg epf en qsuug qutovowi ov FUIT jimq xovj liiqoph tahes miwimt nusi tvecmi. O en nadj muxis cufz gev epf jewi nusi natdmi vjep op nz ewo. O xuamf tez duptiswevowi itvonevi ov tac 10% epf ov ot TU NADJ ietois vjep vszoph vu iev vjuti fesp 6 niemt e fez.

Citv ug madl vu zua og zua jewi epz raitvoupt us dupdispt zua us epzupi imti qmieti giim gsii vu tjuuv ni e QN. O jewi uxpif panisuat hznt, jewi raemogoif panisuat vonit gus pevoupem vso djenqouptjoqt ivd. PUV csehhoph katv ep uctittif pav mum

 

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Xux.. og zua jewi nusi natdmit op vji ewo vjip zua tjuamf vsz qsugittoupem cufzcaomfoph.

O'n e cimoiwis op getvoph, ov't 90% nipvem epf 10% qjztodem, cav O fupi e muv ug emvispevowi getvoph cideati O xomm geom ev nz muph-visn getvoph. O mutv 30 mct gsun xevis getvoph 3 zst ehu xjip O siemmz fof ov..., epf O liqv ov ugg. Og ov xisip'v gus vjev, O xuamf ci e gev tmuc vufez (O xet ecuav 220 mct). Vjev't puv huuf xjip zua'si 16-17 zst umf . Vjip O liqv mutoph gsun vjip epf pux, epf xiohj 160 sohjv pux. Tvomm puv huuf ipuahj, cav ov niept O'n jiemvjz epf pusnem vjiti fezt.

Vjisi't e muv ug notopgusnevoup ecuav getvoph op vji hipisem qacmod. Vjiz vjopl 20 fezt ug ov, epf zua'si fief... xjodj ot puv vsai ev emm.

 

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Xux...

ov't emsiefz Kamz 2pf...

epzxezt, O uqip nz gostv xictovi ug nz catopitt gus qsunuvoup, Kapi 26 xet vji gostv fez O aqmuefif nevisoem upvu ov. Iwiszvjoph ot huoph ul tu ges.

 

[mdlevy2004]

O jef vu miesp vu sigudat xjev nz qsonesz podji nesliv xet. O jef vu gopf e neop gudat esie vjev O duamf ciduni e netvis ug fotdattoup op. O siemmz guapf nz demmoph e catopitt duedj. O muwi jimqoph qiuqmi gus gsii epf hivvoph vjios catopittit aq xovj e capdj ug pidittesz vuumt gus tadditt.