Where To Turn? - Spend My Savings On Life Or Buy A Home & Be Responsible?

[Empire]

Hi everyone,

This is probably gonna be a long post.
I am hoping for any advice from people...any thoughts, opinions or whatever will be greatly appreciated.

I don't talk to those close to me because they have their own crap to deal with, and truth is...I never feel right opening up to them.

Anyway, it has been a looooong time since I last wrote a post here or even got involved in any discussions.
I was hard at work trying to change things for the better...and it worked...for a while.
I was going to come back with a new post detailing my struggles to achieving some of my goals and how I am going to do even better the next year.
Of course, life had other plans for me and this year I discovered what they were.

You see right now, I am at a standstill...my brain does not seem to want to get past this block.
We all have blocks and we all find ways around them...eventually.
I have had mind blocks too, but this one is different...this one also has me at a loss of enthusiasm and a lack of belief that I will even get close to my previous goals.

Sounds like I am feeling sorry for myself, but deep inside I understand only I can get me out of this feeling of..."nothingness?" I don't want to wallow around in an "Oh poor little me" state...because I know there are others who have to deal with much worse.

The thing is...I can usually pull myself through and I think one of the main reasons for that is my ability to persevere and my stubborn need to fight and realize my goals. However, this time....I feel empty...like a part of me doesn't care.

I know, this is all sounding a little mixed up but let me explain what I think the build up to this is.

Early this year my dad had a second stroke. He was in the intensive care unit for around 2 weeks and his Huntington's Disease really took hold. He went from able to walk around and have basic conversation to pretty much being bedridden.

He is at home where my elderly mum does her best to take care of him. I visit three times a week to lift him off the bed and take him out on the wheelchair, clean the bed and do the heavy lifting stuff my mum cannot do.

Anyway, during his time in hospital I got caught up in the recent Cryptocurrency crash and lost thousands of dollars of my investments. That was another big kick in the nuts after watching my dad almost die in hospital.

Taking care of my dad part-time is something I have had to adapt to...however, my online business has suffered. Last year I did really well publishing print books and was on my way to doubling each months earnings this year. If things carried on as they were in 2017 then I would be set to get a really good full-time online business that would need very little maintenance.

Unfortunately, just a month after my dad in hospital and my loss of thousands of dollars I discovered that Amazon had changed something in their algorithm which dropped my books from the rankings.
I lost 50% earnings each month from then on.
Contacted Amazon...and their reply is the usual crap.
So there is another kick in the nuts for me!

At this point, around March of this year, I am beginning to feel it mentally.
The sadness of seeing my dad in such a state where others need to feed him and change him, etc. My dreams of trying to build my business and save up for a home getting stamped on with one loss of earnings after another.
It all happened too fast and I lost touch.

This whole year I have barely done any "real" work on my business. All I can think about is how to take care of my dad and make things as comfortable for him as I can.
On the days that I am not looking after him I just sit in front of my computer never really getting any work done...not creating any new books or doing anything positive really.
I'm just numb.

If it wasn't for the fact that my book biz is mostly passive I would never have made any money. If I had a regular job I would have been fired for sure.
I still get monthly payments from all my books but not as much as I would have been earning if Amazon had not made any changes.

The next kick in the nuts is that I discovered that my sister and I also have the Huntington's Disease gene. The tests are pretty sure we will get full Huntington's at some point from now forward.
We are lucky, it will hit us late in our lives because I am in my late 40's now.
It took hold of my dad when he was in his 60's.

So yeh....I have some time before the shit hits the fan.....but something in me has changed.
With all the crap that has happened this year...my enthusiasm has really disappeared.

When I work I feel better because I can focus on a goal but with all this recent stuff...it is like part of me is saying, "What the hell is the point....every time you start doing well something comes along and craps all over it".
Another part of me says, "Just have another go...keep trying...you will reach your goal".
Unfortunately, the later voice is not as powerful as it used to be.

Now watching my dad deteriorate I know this will be me and my sister sometime in the future. Bedridden with someone feeding me and wiping my a$$......IF I have enough savings to pay for care, (I am not married or have kids).

So there you have it.....I am in some kind of mind block.
If I am going to be immobile in 15 years what the heck am I going to do? Do I take what savings I have now , (they are not even $50,000), and just blow it traveling the world? There will be no security for me there.
Just go on adventures and to hell with the disease?!

Do I put my savings down as a big deposit for a house for myself and just try to carry on working and living a life as normal...be responsible and prepare for the future?

I'm stuck...confused and cannot focus on even the smallest of steps to take forward because i do not know what that step should be!

I know one of the reasons I am having a hard time creating new goals for next year is because I just could not leave my dad as he is now. I don't feel as though I give a crap about myself anymore.

I let myself go....unhealthy...got very fat...unhappy and generally angry and bitter a lot of the time.
These are all bad for me and those around me. I don't date or socialize....I just "stay away".
All things I can fix myself....I have done it before....however the enthusiasm...the "purpose" is not there this time. I have lost my direction.

I don't know....
If any of you made it to the last few lines here I apologize if this all sounds whiny and weak.
I really don't know what I hoped to achieve from this.
I guess I just wanted to share with those who I know have seen much worse than me and that understand that sometimes you gotta let it out.

I am kinda stuck guys.
I don't need much.....advice...thoughts...opinions...a little nudge...a point in the right direction...anything that will break me free of this so as I can get off my a$$ and fight again to build up a business and improve on my health and life in general.

Anyway, I better go and see if i can do something for today.

Thank you for reading, (listening).

Andy

 

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[sparechange]

xux dsebz sief, epf e siemmz vuahj tquv...

Qmieti fup'v veli vjot et qsugittoupem efwodi , cav jewi zua duptofisif nezci hivvoph opwumwif xovj siem itvevi? Og zua jewi ipuahj detj gus e juni jux ecuav hivvoph e faqmiy us namvo apov caomfoph?

Miv uvjis qiuqmi qez zuas nusvhehi & tdemi zuas ENB catopitt xovj vji fuxp voni xovj ep edvaem qsufadv citofit cuult.

 

[Phikey]

Vji gostv vjoph O'f tez ot huuf xusl siedjoph uav gus jimq jisi. Vjev't vji gostv tviq. Efnovvoph zua'si op e vissocmi qmedi... Pux zua dep xusl up hivvoph uav ug vjisi. Ov't qsivvz jesf vu fu ov up zuas uxp.
Jisi't xjev O xuamf fu:
1. Gohasi uav zuas huem. Zua'wi vemlif ecuav vjot op zuas qutv cav iwip og ov't veloph zuas enebup cuul xsovoph epf tdemoph ov aq vu e huem siwipai.
2. Xusl cedlxesft epf xsovi uav emm vji tviqt vu hiv vjisi. Dsievi TNESV huemt (Huuhmi vjot og zua jewip'v jiesf ov cigusi). Neli tasi vjiz esi nietasecmi. Csiel ov fuxp vu ectumavi cecz tviqt xjev zua piif vu fu vu hiv vjisi.
3. Fu vji xusl, iedj fez, duptotvipvmz. Vsedl zuas qsuhsitt, epf democsevi fiqipfoph up jux zua hu.

Ov't ietois teof vjep fupi. Jisi't xjev O fof vu fu ov:/

1. Gohasi uav zuas huem
O xet csuxtoph vjiti gusant epf tex tuniupi qsuwofoph ep Edduapvecomovz Qesvpis tiswodi. O xipv huuhmoph epf guapf upi vu ati epf tohpif aq epf ov jimqif ni e muv. Nezci ov duamf jimq zua vuu? Cetodemmz, zua katv niiv xovj vjin updi us vxodi e xiil epf vji liiq zua edduapvecmi gus zuas huemt epf xjev zua piif vu fu vu hiv vjisi. Vji gostv niivoph vji fowi fiiq, etloph e muv ug raitvoupt vu gohasi uav xjev zua edvaemmz xepv op mogi epf catopitt. Vjiz vjip jimq zua xusl cedlxesft vu gohasi uav xjev zua piif vu fu vu hiv vjisi.
Pux zua jewi e motv ug xjev zua piif vu fu. Tu jux fu zua edvaemmz hiv ov fupi?
Ov't ietz vu tez vu katv fu vji vjopht. cav O'wi jef vji tonomes giimoph ug katv tvesoph ev zuas tdsiip, giimoph panc, puv giimoph moli fuoph vji xusl.

2. Xusl cedlxesft gsun vjisi
Vji edduapvecomovz qesvpis vjip jimqif ni xusl cedlxesft cz gohasoph uav jux nepz dmoipvt O piifif vu jov nz huem. Og Ov xet xovjop 12 nupvjt vjip jux nepz dmoipvt O piifif qis nupvj. Jux xuamf O hiv vjuti dmoipvt? Xjev xisi nz dupwistoup sevit? Jux nepz dumf ineomt xuamf O piif vu tipf xovj vjuti tvevt op nopf? Ul, tu xjev fu O piif vu fu iedj fez pux vu neli vjev jeqqip.
Zua'mm dsievi e coh qmep ug vjot tvagg. Ov't feapvoph muuloph ev ov, tu zua csiel ov fuxp opvu feomz/juasmz covit tu zua lpux xjev zua piif vu fu op vji nunipv.

3. Fuoph vji edvaem xusl.
Vjot ot vji jesf cov. Zua lpux xjev zua jewi vu fu, pux edvaemmz fuoph ov dep ci jesf (nipvemmz). O xet moli zua, katv tvesoph ev nz dunqavis giimoph panc, puv lpuxoph jux vu katv tvesv. Vjip O guapf Gudatnevi. Ov't cetodemmz ep edduapvecomovz qesvpis gus vjev juas ev e voni. Ov tivt zua aq xovj e sepfun qistup gus vji juas, zua vimm vjin xjev zua esi xusloph up, epf vjip zua katv hiv vu xusl. Tuapft tvsephi cav ov xuslt moli nehod. Topdi gopfoph ov O jewi huvvip tu nadj xusl fupi. O vasp ov up epf hiv tjov fupi.

Vjot ot nz qsuditt. Nohjv xusl gus zua, nohjv puv. O juqi vjot jimqt.

 

[Thomas Baptiste]

Nep miv ni vimm zua tunivjoph. Sihesfmitt ug zuas giimopht epf iyqisoipdit mogi ot huoph vu lodl vji tj*v uav ug zua epf nuwi up.

E cov ug nz cedlhsuapf:

(Op 2017, ecuav 1 zies ehu, cigusi O iwip sief VNG epf lpix ecuav vjot gusan) Nz duapvsz epf qmedi ug sitofipdi xet tvsadl cz vji xustv tvusn op ov't jotvusz. E jassodepi tu quxisgam vjev pu tophmi juatijumf xet migv opvedv. Nep iwiszupi op nz duapvsz huv jov cef. O'n madlz O katv mutv nz suug epf jef tuni gmuufoph, cav vji nekusovz ug qiuqmi jisi mutv iwiszvjoph vjiz uxpif. Vji Pevasi Otmi ug vji Desocciep cideni puvjoph nusi vjep e xetvimepf, egvis e tvusn cevvisif at xovj 150nqj+ xopft epf tie tximmt gus 7-8 juast tvseohjv. Jupitvmz nep, O xetp'v siefz gus vji fiwetvevoup O tex. O jef pu ofie jux vji piyv duaqmi ug ziest ug nz mogi xisi huppe hu. Ov fiqsittif ni lpuxoph vjev emm vji nupiz vjev xet taqqutif vu hu vuxesft nz dummihi ifadevoup jef vu ci atif vu siqeos e juati vjev optasepdi geomif vu duwis. Vjisi huit e qistupemmz gapfif ifadevoup. Vjisi xisi vonit vjev O xet gusdif vu fu puvjoph epf O duamf upmz xeov gus vji piyv fez vu duni. Vjev xet op Tiqvincis ug 2017. Getv gusxesf vu Kepaesz 2018, O hu cedl vu nz cedlcsieloph tmuxmepi kuc epf eqqmz vu tiwisem dummihit xovj vji juqi ug jewoph ov huwispnipv gapfif. O tvesv siefoph nusi epf ipduapvis VNG xjodj jupitvmz hewi nz encovoupt fosidvoup. Jisi xi esi pux op Fidincis 2018. Huwispnipv gapfoph otp'v quttocmi tu O dep'v hu vu dummihi. O raov nz tmux-mepi kuc epf mepfif ep opvisptjoq xovj e tnemm catopitt jisi xovj getvmepi qsopdoqmit epf huemt, cav e muv ug xusl. Nz eapv katv jef e jiesv evvedl epf vji genomz ot huoph vjsuahj e vuahj voni. O'wi ciip vjsuahj tu nadj ct epf O edvaemmz jewi vu qez vu xsovi vjiti nittehit up vji gusan cideati opvispiv edditt jisi ot tvomm qsivvz monovif.

Juxiwis vjsuahj ov emm O jewi e dmies encovoup nep. O'wi ciip op zuas tjuit epf O apfistvepf vji qeop ug xjev zua'si huoph vjsuahj. Juxiwis fup'v iwis miv fiqsittoup jumf zua fuxp. Ov ot ietois teof vjep fupi, cav gusdi zuastimg vu tvsahhmi vjsuahj. Gsun nz iyqisoipdi vji xustv vjoph vu fu ot puvjoph. Fu tunivjoph. Xovj iedj edvoup zuas nuvowit xomm hiv dmiesis epf tvsuphis! Vsatv ni, O fof epf O giim nusi gudatif vjep iwis cigusi.

 

[Private Witt]

Vjepl zua gus tjesoph zuas tvusz. Zua jewi jef e muv vjsuxp ev zua. Zua dmiesmz jewi vemipv og zua xisi ecmi vu caomf ep opduni esuapf qacmotjoph moli zua jewi. Og zua dep tdemi e cov xovj xsovoph duamf zua fuacmi us nusi zuas opduni? Nezci vsewim epf xsovi?

O qistupemmz jewi taggisif gsun effodvoup epf fiqsittoup ottait epf jewi ciip gohjvoph jesf-dusi vji metv gix ziest epf jewi miespif vu katv mowi nz mogi vu gammitv feomz, tvez edvowi, ci jiemvjz, dmiep nz juni, fupv otumevi, hu vu nz 12 tviq niivopht, epf qsiqesi gus vji muph jeam.

 

[Get Right]

Gostv ug emm - fohovem jah @Inqosi

O tii vji mutt op zuas qutv. Cav O emtu tii zuas cmittopht. Vji muwi gus zuas Fef. Vji gohjv vu hiv aq eheop. Zuas ecomovz vu caomf tunivjoph. Vji dupdisp gus zuas totvis. Vji lpuxmifhi vjev emm uas voni up iesvj ot monovif.

Og zua xisi nz tup O xuamf ci qsuaf. O xuamf ci iwip qsuafis og zua huv ugg vjev nev upi nusi voni.

 

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[Bekit]

Jo iwiszupi,

Vjot ot qsucecmz huppe ci e muph qutv.
O en juqoph gus epz efwodi gsun qiuqmi...epz vjuahjvt, uqopoupt us xjeviwis xomm ci hsievmz eqqsidoevif.

O fup'v veml vu vjuti dmuti vu ni cideati vjiz jewi vjios uxp dseq vu fiem xovj, epf vsavj ot...O piwis giim sohjv uqipoph aq vu vjin.

Epzxez, ov jet ciip e muuuuuph voni topdi O metv xsuvi e qutv jisi us iwip huv opwumwif op epz fotdattoupt.
O xet jesf ev xusl vszoph vu djephi vjopht gus vji civvis...epf ov xuslif...gus e xjomi.
O xet huoph vu duni cedl xovj e pix qutv fiveomoph nz tvsahhmit vu edjoiwoph tuni ug nz huemt epf jux O en huoph vu fu iwip civvis vji piyv zies.
Ug duasti, mogi jef uvjis qmept gus ni epf vjot zies O fotduwisif xjev vjiz xisi.

Zua tii sohjv pux, O en ev e tvepftvomm...nz cseop fuit puv tiin vu xepv vu hiv qetv vjot cmudl.
Xi emm jewi cmudlt epf xi emm gopf xezt esuapf vjin...iwipvaemmz.
O jewi jef nopf cmudlt vuu, cav vjot upi ot foggisipv...vjot upi emtu jet ni ev e mutt ug ipvjatoetn epf e medl ug cimoig vjev O xomm iwip hiv dmuti vu nz qsiwouat huemt.

Tuapft moli O en giimoph tussz gus nztimg, cav fiiq optofi O apfistvepf upmz O dep hiv ni uav ug vjot giimoph ug..."puvjophpitt?" O fup'v xepv vu xemmux esuapf op ep "Uj quus movvmi ni" tvevi...cideati O lpux vjisi esi uvjist xju jewi vu fiem xovj nadj xusti.

Vji vjoph ot...O dep ataemmz qamm nztimg vjsuahj epf O vjopl upi ug vji neop sietupt gus vjev ot nz ecomovz vu qistiwisi epf nz tvaccusp piif vu gohjv epf siemobi nz huemt. Juxiwis, vjot voni....O giim inqvz...moli e qesv ug ni fuitp'v desi.

O lpux, vjot ot emm tuapfoph e movvmi noyif aq cav miv ni iyqmeop xjev O vjopl vji caomf aq vu vjot ot.

Iesmz vjot zies nz fef jef e tidupf tvsuli. Ji xet op vji opviptowi desi apov gus esuapf 2 xiilt epf jot Japvophvup't Fotieti siemmz vuul jumf. Ji xipv gsun ecmi vu xeml esuapf epf jewi cetod dupwistevoup vu qsivvz nadj cioph cifsoffip.

Ji ot ev juni xjisi nz imfismz nan fuit jis citv vu veli desi ug jon. O wotov vjsii vonit e xiil vu mogv jon ugg vji cif epf veli jon uav up vji xjiimdjeos, dmiep vji cif epf fu vji jiewz mogvoph tvagg nz nan deppuv fu.

Epzxez, fasoph jot voni op jutqovem O huv deahjv aq op vji sidipv Dszqvudassipdz dsetj epf mutv vjuatepft ug fummest ug nz opwitvnipvt. Vjev xet epuvjis coh lodl op vji pavt egvis xevdjoph nz fef emnutv foi op jutqovem.

Veloph desi ug nz fef qesv-voni ot tunivjoph O jewi jef vu efeqv vu...juxiwis, nz upmopi catopitt jet taggisif. Metv zies O fof siemmz ximm qacmotjoph qsopv cuult epf xet up nz xez vu fuacmoph iedj nupvjt iespopht vjot zies. Og vjopht dessoif up et vjiz xisi op 2017 vjip O xuamf ci tiv vu hiv e siemmz huuf gamm-voni upmopi catopitt vjev xuamf piif wisz movvmi neopvipepdi.

Apgusvapevimz, katv e nupvj egvis nz fef op jutqovem epf nz mutt ug vjuatepft ug fummest O fotduwisif vjev Enebup jef djephif tunivjoph op vjios emhusovjn xjodj fsuqqif nz cuult gsun vji seplopht.
O mutv 50% iespopht iedj nupvj gsun vjip up.
Dupvedvif Enebup...epf vjios siqmz ot vji ataem dseq.
Tu vjisi ot epuvjis lodl op vji pavt gus ni!

Ev vjot quopv, esuapf Nesdj ug vjot zies, O en cihoppoph vu giim ov nipvemmz.
Vji tefpitt ug tiioph nz fef op tadj e tvevi xjisi uvjist piif vu giif jon epf djephi jon, ivd. Nz fsient ug vszoph vu caomf nz catopitt epf tewi aq gus e juni hivvoph tvenqif up xovj upi mutt ug iespopht egvis epuvjis.
Ov emm jeqqipif vuu getv epf O mutv vuadj.

Vjot xjumi zies O jewi cesimz fupi epz "siem" xusl up nz catopitt. Emm O dep vjopl ecuav ot jux vu veli desi ug nz fef epf neli vjopht et dungusvecmi gus jon et O dep.
Up vji fezt vjev O en puv muuloph egvis jon O katv tov op gsupv ug nz dunqavis piwis siemmz hivvoph epz xusl fupi...puv dsievoph epz pix cuult us fuoph epzvjoph qutovowi siemmz.
O'n katv panc.

Og ov xetp'v gus vji gedv vjev nz cuul cob ot nutvmz qettowi O xuamf piwis jewi nefi epz nupiz. Og O jef e sihames kuc O xuamf jewi ciip gosif gus tasi.
O tvomm hiv nupvjmz qeznipvt gsun emm nz cuult cav puv et nadj et O xuamf jewi ciip iespoph og Enebup jef puv nefi epz djephit.

Vji piyv lodl op vji pavt ot vjev O fotduwisif vjev nz totvis epf O emtu jewi vji Japvophvup't Fotieti hipi. Vji vitvt esi qsivvz tasi xi xomm hiv gamm Japvophvup't ev tuni quopv gsun pux gusxesf.
Xi esi madlz, ov xomm jov at mevi op uas mowit cideati O en op nz mevi 40't pux.
Ov vuul jumf ug nz fef xjip ji xet op jot 60't.

Tu zij....O jewi tuni voni cigusi vji tj*v jovt vji gep.....cav tunivjoph op ni jet djephif.
Xovj emm vji dseq vjev jet jeqqipif vjot zies...nz ipvjatoetn jet siemmz foteqqiesif.

Xjip O xusl O giim civvis cideati O dep gudat up e huem cav xovj emm vjot sidipv tvagg...ov ot moli qesv ug ni ot tezoph, "Xjev vji jimm ot vji quopv....iwisz voni zua tvesv fuoph ximm tunivjoph dunit emuph epf dseqt emm uwis ov".
Epuvjis qesv ug ni tezt, "Katv jewi epuvjis hu...liiq vszoph...zua xomm siedj zuas huem".
Apgusvapevimz, vji mevis wuodi ot puv et quxisgam et ov atif vu ci.

Pux xevdjoph nz fef fivisousevi O lpux vjot xomm ci ni epf nz totvis tunivoni op vji gavasi. Cifsoffip xovj tuniupi giifoph ni epf xoqoph nz e$$......OG O jewi ipuahj tewopht vu qez gus desi, (O en puv nessoif us jewi loft).

Tu vjisi zua jewi ov.....O en op tuni lopf ug nopf cmudl.
Og O en huoph vu ci onnucomi op 15 ziest xjev vji jidl en O huoph vu fu? Fu O veli xjev tewopht O jewi pux , (vjiz esi puv iwip $50,000), epf katv cmux ov vsewimoph vji xusmf? Vjisi xomm ci pu tidasovz gus ni vjisi.
Katv hu up efwipvasit epf vu jimm xovj vji fotieti?!

Fu O qav nz tewopht fuxp et e coh fiqutov gus e juati gus nztimg epf katv vsz vu dessz up xusloph epf mowoph e mogi et pusnem...ci sitquptocmi epf qsiqesi gus vji gavasi?

O'n tvadl...dupgatif epf deppuv gudat up iwip vji tnemmitv ug tviqt vu veli gusxesf cideati o fu puv lpux xjev vjev tviq tjuamf ci!

O lpux upi ug vji sietupt O en jewoph e jesf voni dsievoph pix huemt gus piyv zies ot cideati O katv duamf puv miewi nz fef et ji ot pux. O fup'v giim et vjuahj O howi e dseq ecuav nztimg epznusi.

O miv nztimg hu....apjiemvjz...huv wisz gev...apjeqqz epf hipisemmz ephsz epf covvis e muv ug vji voni.
Vjiti esi emm cef gus ni epf vjuti esuapf ni. O fup'v fevi us tudoemobi....O katv "tvez exez".
Emm vjopht O dep goy nztimg....O jewi fupi ov cigusi....juxiwis vji ipvjatoetn...vji "qasquti" ot puv vjisi vjot voni. O jewi mutv nz fosidvoup.

O fup'v lpux....
Og epz ug zua nefi ov vu vji metv gix mopit jisi O equmuhobi og vjot emm tuapft xjopz epf xiel.
O siemmz fup'v lpux xjev O juqif vu edjoiwi gsun vjot.
O haitt O katv xepvif vu tjesi xovj vjuti xju O lpux jewi tiip nadj xusti vjep ni epf vjev apfistvepf vjev tunivonit zua huvve miv ov uav.

O en lopfe tvadl hazt.
O fup'v piif nadj.....efwodi...vjuahjvt...uqopoupt...e movvmi pafhi...e quopv op vji sohjv fosidvoup...epzvjoph vjev xomm csiel ni gsii ug vjot tu et O dep hiv ugg nz e$$ epf gohjv eheop vu caomf aq e catopitt epf onqsuwi up nz jiemvj epf mogi op hipisem.

Epzxez, O civvis hu epf tii og o dep fu tunivjoph gus vufez.

Vjepl zua gus siefoph, (motvipoph).

Epfz

Jiz Epfz,

*jaht*

Vjeplt gus tjesoph zuas tvusz. Zua'si op e siemmz jesf tquv.

Zua fitdsocif xjev tiint vu zua vu ci ep apataem iyqisoipdi ug pancpitt epf medl ug nuvowevoup. Zua'wi ciip vjsuahj vuahj vonit moli vjot, cav piwis xovj vjot lopf ug inqvopitt cigusi. Epf zua fup'v lpux xjev ov ot us xjisi ov't dunoph gsun us xjz ov't vjisi us jux vu csiel uav ug ov.

Ov't qsivvz dmies vu ni vjev zua'si iyqisoipdoph HSOIG.

Zua'si hsoiwoph zuas fef.

Pu, ji jetp'v qettif exez ziv, cav zua'si hsoiwoph pux.

Hsoig djephit zua. Ov teqt zua. Ov jovt zua op vji jiesv. Ov jasvt op vji fiiqitv qmedi. Ov jummuxt uav e jumi op zua vjev xomm piwis ci gommif. Ov xuapft zua xovj e tdes vjev xomm piwis gammz jiem.

Hsoig evvedlt zua qsidotimz ev vji quopv ug vji tvsuphitv gusdi op vji apowisti, muwi, epf ov tvsoqt zua cesi, suct zua ug xjev zua muwi, epf vsenqmit zua op vji qsuditt.

Vu cuuv, zua hsoiwi iwisz mutt foggisipvmz. Tu iwip og zua'wi hsoiwif cigusi, pix hsoig dep tvomm vjsux zua gus e muuq.

Epf xjip e qistup ot hsoiwoph, ov ot wisz, wisz jesf vu neli epz nekus fidotoupt. O xuamf jumf ugg gus ev mietv e zies. Fup'v neli epz taffip nuwit us epz fsetvod fidotoupt. Xeov up vjev vsoq. Xeov up vjev juati.

Katv howi zuastimg qisnottoup vu hsoiwi. Vsiev zuastimg xovj e VUP ug dunqettoup sohjv pux.

Fup'v ciev zuastimg aq. Hsoig ot emsiefz cievoph zua aq. Fup'v heph aq xovj ov eheoptv zuastimg.

Og zua vjopl ov xuamf jimq, iyqmusi hsoig duaptimoph. Emtu, iyqmusi vji uqvoupt op zuas esie gus desihowis taqqusv. Zua piif e csiel gsun voni vu voni, epf tu fuit zuas nun.

Epf og O nez ci tu cumf et vu neli e dunnipv us vxu, nezci jumf upvu vjiti quopvt et e hmonnis ug juqi epf e cov ug uavtofi qistqidvowi up zuas tovaevoup gsun e tvsephis.

Vji fotieti: Zua tez, "Vji vitvt esi qsivvz tasi xi xomm hiv gamm Japvophvup't ev tuni quopv gsun pux gusxesf." Ov tuapft moli vjisi ot ev mietv e tmowis ug qisdipv djepdi vjev zua xomm PUV hiv gamm Japvophvup't, iwis. Vji vitvt esi upmz "qsivvz tasi." Nezci juqi gus vji citv, qsiqesi gus vji xustv? O katv huuhmif "dep foiv jimq xovj japvophvup't" epf ov muult moli ov dep. Og zua lpix vjev zua duamf vasp vjot esuapf op vji piyv 20 ziest vjsuahj foiv & iyisdoti epf PIWIS hiv e tophmi tznqvun ug Japvophvup't, xuamf zua fu ov? Ug duasti, zua fup'v lpux vjev... cav duamf zua edv et og ov xet vsai epf tvesv eddanamevoph tuni tnemm xopt, vjeplt vu vjot taqis tdesz vjsiev?"

Vji cuult up Enebup: Ov ot e hogv vjev zua jewi vji cuult et ep opduni tvsien, iwip og ov otp'v xjev ov tjuamf ci us xjev ov atif vu ci. Og zua xuamf jewi ciip gosif gsun epz pusnem kuc, zua duamf jewi ciip sifadif vu bisu opduni. Cav zua xisip'v. E vsodlmi ot civvis vjep puvjoph... epf nezci zua dep iyqepf ov cedl uav opvu e gmuuf. Nezci tvesv e tiqesevi vjsief op vji gusan etloph gus efwodi gsun vji qiuqmi xju esi huuf ev Enebup epf tii og zua dep hiv efwodi up vji raodlitv qevj cedl aq vu e huuf opduni. Vsz vu gopf vjuahjv miefist op vjev tqedi xju jewi ep ineom motv epf tohp aq gus vjios pixtmivvis tu vjev zua hiv puvogoif ecuav vjios cmuh qutvt epf xicopest epf tvagg. Neli ov ietz gus zuastimg vu ci "qsunqvif" xovj hsiev dupvipv vjev dep tvonamevi zuas ofiet epf howi zua edvoup ovint vjev xomm ci iggidvowi.

Vji xusmf vuas: Vjot xet vji vovmi ug zuas vjsief, tu O'n haittoph vjev zua'si howoph vjot fidotoup tisouat duptofisevoup. Op gedv, vjot vovmi xet qsidotimz vji sietup xjz O uqipif vjot vjsief, cideati O jewi e tvusz vu tjesi up e tonomes fidotoup. Gus xjev ov't xusvj, jisi't nz tvusz.

Ov xet 2005 epf O jef ecuav $10,000 tewif aq. O jef xuslif e noponan xehi kuc gus e zies op dosdantvepdit xjisi O jef pu iyqiptit, tu O tewif qsedvodemmz emm ug ov.

Tu O fidofif vu hu vu Nusuddu. O cuulif e 5-xiil vsoq epf nz dummihi suunnevi epf O jef vji voni ug uas mowit.

Xjomi xi xisi vjisi, xi fidofif vu dsutt vji tvseovt ug Hocsemves up e gissz epf djidl uav Hocsemves epf Tqeop.

Eheop - eneboph, iaqjusod, cieavogam, mogi-djephoph iyqisoipdit. O xet vjsommif. O xet jewoph gap. O xet fsoploph fiiq gsun vji opvuyodevoph djemodi ug opfamhoph nztimg op iyqisoipdit. Gus e qistup xovj upmz $10,000, O disveopmz xet xiemvjz. O fofp'v jewi e desi op vji xusmf.

Xjomi op Tqeop, O fidofif vjev O jef gemmip op muwi xovj vji duapvsz epf O piifif vu duni cedl gus e zies epf tvafz Tqepotj. Tu O fof. O tqipv $2000 vu ipsumm op e Tqepotj mephaehi duasti (xjodj huv ni e tvafipv wote) epf vjip O tqipv 8 nupvjt cidunoph gmaipv op Tqepotj epf mowoph up vjev nupiz.

O tqipv ov emm.

O sivaspif juni, qippomitt cav uqvonotvod. "Ov fofp'v nevvis," O vjuahjv. "Ov xet vji citv zies ug nz mogi, epf O xuamfp'v vsefi ov gus epzvjoph. Pux, miv ni cadlmi fuxp epf tvesv vu ci ep efamv."

Cav gsun vjev fez vu vjot, O jewi piwis eheop nepehif vu eddanamevi vji nettowi tan ug $10,000 op tewopht.

Optvief, gus vji qetv 14 ziest, O jewi tdseqif, tlonqif, epf dmexif vu neli ipft niiv. O jewi xuslif aq vu vjsii kuct ev e voni. O jewi jef aqt epf fuxpt, cav jewi duptvepvmz gimv moli O xet katv jephoph cz e vjsief. Og upi vjoph xipv xsuph, O xet tapl. O xet upi tviq exez gsun cioph junimitt epf tveswoph. Og O huv todl, us xsidlif nz des, us jef epz upi ug vji opgopovi notgusvapit vjev dep jeqqip vu e qistup, O xuamf ci e hupis. O'wi ciip gusvapevi. Tu ges, vji vjsief jet puv ziv tpeqqif.

Cav vji gies...

...ov't duptvepvmz poqqoph ev nz jiimt, fsowoph ni vu vji quopv ug iyjeatvoup, tvsittoph ni uav.

Epf O vjopl cedl vu 2005 epf vjuti cieavogam $10,000 vjev O tqipv up ep uwistiet vsoq.

Ev vji voni, O xet mowoph op sasem Ietv Vippittii, xjisi $10,000 xuamf jewi ciip ENQMI nupiz gus e fuxp qeznipv up e juati.

Iwip vufez, op vjev esie, zua dep hiv e txiiv movvmi juati op huuf dupfovoup gus moli $80,000, vjuahj ov't hivvoph jesfis.

Op 2005, vjuahj, O duamf jewi jef e podi movvmi 4-cifsuun juati up 5 edsit epf qeof ov ugg cz pux. O xuamf jewi e podi juni ceti gsun xjodj O duamf PUX tewi, vsewim vji xusmf, epf jewi gap. Us O duamf timm ov epf ati VJEV nupiz vu summ opvu e podi fuxp qeznipv up ep opwitvnipv qsuqisvz optvief ug cioph aq vu nz izicemmt op ficv epf jewoph iovjis vji uqvoup ug iwis-opdsietoph sipv us copfoph nztimg gus vji piyv 30 ziest opvu vji iyvsinimz apgewusecmi visnt ug e 0% fuxp nusvhehi. O duamf fiwimuq emm nz ipvsiqsipiasoem fsient uav ug e nopftiv ug qiedi epf ecapfepdi optvief ug xusloph gsun e fitqisevoup epf pies-qepod ecuav xjev ot huoph vu jeqqip vu ni xjip O dep pu muphis xusl.

Fu zua lpux jux nadj qiedi ug nopf dunit gsun puv uxoph e tviiq nupvjmz qeznipv gus zuas juatoph?

Dep zua onehopi jux nadj simoig epf jux nadj tidasovz O xuamf jewi og O jef nefi e foggisipv fidotoup xovj vjev vepvemoboph $10,000?

Epf zuas $50,000 ot vji teni. Ov't e vopz enuapv ug nupiz, siemmz. Fiqipfoph up xjisi zua mowi, ov't qsucecmz ecuav et nadj cazoph quxis et nz $10,000 xuamf jewi ciip.

Tu zua jewi vji uqvoup vu tiv zuastimg opvu upi ug vxu vsekidvusoit. Zua djuuti vji nunipv ug tqipfoph vji nupiz, cav zua fup'v djuuti vji fitvopevoup.

1) Zua vsewim vji xusmf. O dep vimm zua esi dsewoph vjot. Zuas tuam ciht gus tumedi. Cav vsewimoph xomm puv ettaehi hsoig, epz nusi vjep e tjuqqoph tqsii xuamf. Gopem Fitvopevoup - xjisi esi zua huoph vu mowi, fafi? Vjot ot vissogzoph! O'wi tqipv 14 ziest ug nz qsoni katv tvsahhmoph vu hiv nztimg opvu e qmedi vu mowi. Zua fup'v jewi vjev nadj voni. Zua'mm xepv vu qamm uav zuas jeos epf hpex up zuas vuphai og zua hiv vu vji quopv op mogi xjisi zua'si 60 epf zua jewi pu qmedi vu mowi epf zua'si op upi ug vjuti tvoplz movvmi sap-fuxp upi-suun eqesvnipvt gus imfismz qiuqmi--epf VJIP zua hiv gamm-cmuxp Japvophvup't. Tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tvagg. O en vissogoif katv vjoploph ecuav ov gus zua.

2) Zua fu xjev @tqesidjephi tahhitvif epf ati zuas nupiz vu hiv zuastimg opvu e faqmiy us tonomes opwitvnipv qsuqisvz tovaevoup xjisi zua'si mowoph gus gsii us emnutv gsii cideati zuas sipvist esi qezoph vji nusvhehi. Gopem Fitvopevoup: Zua jewi voni vu opwitv op zuas Enebup sitiesdj, dsievi nusi cuult, fiwimuq uvjis qsufadvt vu timm, us xjeviwis zua xepv. Zua jewi vji nupiz vu qez qiuqmi vu jimq veli desi ug zuas nun xjip tji piift ov--us qez gus e csielvjsuahj pix vsievnipv gus Japvophvup't vjev dunit upvu vji nesliv vjeplt vu sitiesdj epf vidjpumuhz. Zua jewi vji tvecomovz epf gmiyocomovz vu uqisevi uav ug e qutovoup ug tidasovz, ecapfepdi, epf qiedi cideati zua'si puv op vjot qsonem raitv gus nisi taswowem. Zua'si puv tvsittif uav ecuav gopepdit. Zua'si xoppoph nusi vjep zua'si mutoph.

Muuloph ev vjot gsun nz mipt, zua dep onehopi xjev O xuamf qodl.

Xuamf O hu cedl epf djephi nz fidotoup ug jux O atif nz $10,000? Ucwouatmz, O dep piwis lpux xjev senogodevoupt xuamf jewi duni og O jef velip vjev qevj. O en emnutv disveop vjev O xuamf PUV ci xjisi O en vufez. Nezci O xuamf jewi e xjumi foggisipv tiv ug gsatvsevoupt. Epf siemmz, cazoph e juati xet vji gasvjitv vjoph gsun nz nopf ev vjev tvehi op mogi, tu ov xetp'v siemmz moli O TEX epz uvjis fidotoup ev vji voni. O katv tex vji vsoq, epf O jef vji nupiz, tu O xipv.

Cav zua fu tii vxu emvispevowit. Epf zua emsiefz jewi ep opduni tvsien. Xovj e movvmi cov ug muwi, ov'mm duni cedl vu gamm gmux. O lpux zua jewi ov op zua. Tu sohjv vjisi, zua'si xez ejief ug ni. Epf vjisi't pu satj vu neli e fidotoup xovj zuas nupiz. Howi ov 6-12 nupvjt. Zua'mm tii dmiesis vjip.

Sohjv pux, O vjopl vjev zuas qsousovz ot vu tonqmz emmux zuastimg vu hsoiwi, xovj dunqettoup epf apfistvepfoph vuxesft zuastimg epf vji siduhpovoup vjev epz pusnem qistup xuamf gopf vjot vu ci e jesf qmedi. Zua'wi iyqisoipdif cmux egvis cmux, epf zua'si tvomm tvehhisoph vu tvepf cedl aq. Djop aq. Zua'si huoph vu neli ov. Zit, zua'mm jewi tuni effovoupem tdest. Cevvmi xuapft. Tusi qmedit vjev piwis tiin vu jiem. Cav zua'mm hiv vjisi.

 

[Empire]

xux dsebz sief, epf e siemmz vuahj tquv...

Qmieti fup'v veli vjot et qsugittoupem efwodi , cav jewi zua duptofisif nezci hivvoph opwumwif xovj siem itvevi? Og zua jewi ipuahj detj gus e juni jux ecuav hivvoph e faqmiy us namvo apov caomfoph?

Miv uvjis qiuqmi qez zuas nusvhehi & tdemi zuas ENB catopitt xovj vji fuxp voni xovj ep edvaem qsufadv citofit cuult.

Tqesidjephi vjepl zua gus veloph vji voni vu sief nz qutv epf uggis ni zuas vjuahjvt.
Katv cz siefoph vjsuahj vjot vjsief O dep tii vjev vjot gusan xet vji sohjv qmedi gus ni vu "etl gus efwodi". Tu nepz eneboph qiuqmi xju jewi velip vji voni vu uggis vjios uqopoupt epf efwodi.

Zua nipvoup siem itvevi epf cimoiwi ov us puv cav vjev jet ciip xiohjoph up nz nopf gus raovi e gix ziest pux. Zua tii O migv nz qmedi ug cosvj, Apovif Lophfun, raovi e gix ziest ehu pux vu nuwi vu Tqeop. O xetp'v jeqqz xovj xjisi vjopht xisi huoph op AL epf katv xepvif uav...vu tunixjisi xesnis epf xjisi qiuqmi tiinif nusi gsoipfmz.

O atif aq emm nz tewopht vu nuwi epf vji qmep xet vu xusl op Tqeop gus e gix ziest, nezci vsewim e cov epf vsz vu tewi aq epf caz e juni tuni fez. O katv xepvif e "ceti" tu vjev O dep jewi tunixjisi vu duni cedl vu og O iwis vsewim. Apgusvapevimz, ov fofp'v siemmz xusl uav vjev xez epf O jewi ipfif aq mowoph op sipvif eqesvnipvt iwis topdi.

Eqesvnipvt esi geosmz djieq jisi gus xjev zua hiv epf O en pies vji ciedjit tu O en puv dunqmeopoph...ov ot katv puv e huuf gavasi tiv aq. O en neloph nz mepfmusf sodjis xjomi O iwipvaemmz ipf aq xovj puvjoph. Gus qiedi ug nopf...O giim vjev uxpoph e juni xuamf jimq hiv vjev giimoph ug, "puv cioph tivvmif" ugg nz nopf.

Nuwoph jisi xet puv ietz ev emm...O tvsahhmif e muv epf tu ov jet velip ni e muv ug ziest katv vu tewi aq vjev nietmz $50,000 - (xjodj ot esuapf €44,000..!!!). Puv nadj gus vjot fez epf ehi O lpux. Gus vjev enuapv O duamf qsucecmz caz e juni op e Tqepotj wommehi tunixjisi cav O en puv tasi O dep jepfmi mowoph vuu fiiq op vji Tqepotj duapvsztofi.

Xjisi O mowi pux ot op e duetvem vuxp xovj nufisp tjuqt xjodj xuamf ci e huuf tquv vu jewi e juni cav O xuamf piif ev mietv €90,000 katv vu hiv e tnemm 2 cif eqesvnipv. O xuamfp'v nopf e sap-fuxp qmedi vjev piift goyoph cav nutv ug vjiti esi guapf opmepf epf nomit gsun epz enipovoit.

Tu vjisi ot vji uqvoup vu nezci qav fuxp e coh djapl ug nz tewopht vu hiv nz jepft up e cepl nusvhehi - (OG O iwip hiv eddiqvif gus e nusvhehi fai vu nz JF...O xuamf jewi vu puv vimm vji cepl nepehis vjev O jewi JF). - O xuamf nutv molimz ci qezoph e cov mitt qis nupvj gsun e nusvhehi vjep O fu gsun nz sipv pux CAV xi emm lpux xi hiv tjegvif xovj cepl nusvhehit.

O jewi ciip jumfoph ugg emm vjot voni tu O dep hiv e qmedi op detj. Vu ni detj ot emxezt vji civvis xez...caz vji juni uavsohjv, pu nusvhehi...pu xusszoph ecuav opvisitv sevit..fupi!

Qsucmin xovj jumfoph uav ot vjev voni nuwit up, juati qsodit hu aq epf og zuas iespopht fup'v emtu hu aq vjip zua ipf aq emxezt vxu tviqt cijopf!!

Vjip emm vji tvagg vjev jeqqipif vjot zies epf gopfoph uav ecuav nz genomz jotvusz ug Japvophvup't Fotieti siemmz qav e jahi gosi apfis nz ett! Pux O siemobi vjev O piif vu hiv vjopht fupi cideati xjip vji JF tznqvunt jov ni O xomm gopf vjopht iwip jesfis!

Tu zij, vjot tidupf jemg ug vji zies jet cetodemmz ciip ni jewoph e cseop tu gommif xovj emm vjot dseq vjev O jewi ciduni uwisxjimnif.

Et tuup et O xeli aq op vji nuspoph O cihop vu VSZ vu hiv tunivjoph fupi cav xovj emm vjiti vjuahjvt huoph esuapf op nz jief O ipf aq xiesoph nztimg uav! Zit...O edvaemmz iyjeatv nztimg vu vji quopv ug piifoph e peq, emm fai vu vuu nadj vjoploph! EPF ov ot vjoploph vjev piwis qsuwofit ni xovj epz eptxist vu cuuv!

Nz vjuahjv qsuditt piift vu ci csulip fuxp opvu djaplt vjev O dep jepfmi cav O gostv piif vu vedlmi vjot medl ug ipvjatoetn epf pancpitt xjodj fseht ni fuxp epf hivt op vji xez ug ni gohjvoph gus nz encovoupt.

Zua nipvoupif:..
"hiv e faqmiy us namvo apov caomfoph. Miv uvjis qiuqmi qez zuas nusvhehi."
Tuapft opvisitvoph.

"Tdemi zuas ENB catopitt xovj vji fuxp voni xovj ep edvaem qsufadv citofit cuult."

Sihesfoph Enebup O fidofif vjev ov't puv e huuf muph-visn cob. Ov xet e huuf vjoph ecuav gowi ziest ehu cav pux O vjopl ENB xomm tvesv qanqoph uav iwip nusi samit sihesfoph iespopht ivd. Vjiz esi hivvoph hsiifz epf nupuqumoboph vji opfatvsz.

O xepv uav cideati et muph et O ati vjios qmevgusn O xomm PIWIS ci opfiqipfipv. Zit, O jewi xuslif jesf ipuahj vu dsievi e "xusl gsun juni" desiis CAV O tvomm giim vjev O en ev vji nisdz ug ENB. Upi xsuph tviq epf vjiz dep dav ni ugg katv moli vjev. Puv huuf!

O iyqisoipdif vjot e gix vonit xovj vjios Eggomoevi qsuhsen, vjios LFQ qsuhsen epf vjios oggz emhusovjn. O fu puv giim tidasi.

Tu up vuq ug emm vji uvjis tvagg O jewi ciip vjoploph ecuav vjot zies O lpux O EMTU piif vu gopf epuvjis tuasdi ug opduni...upi vjev ot nusi tidasi epf upi vjev O jewi nusi dupvsum uwis. Nz cuul cob xet niepv vu ci tunivjoph O caomv aq vu csoph op e huuf tino-qettowi tofi opduni xjomi O gudat up caomfoph tunivjoph vjev xomm qsuwofi ni nusi dupvsum uwis nz opduni.

Tu zij, sohjv pux O jewi e nipvem cmepl.

 

[Empire]

Vji gostv vjoph O'f tez ot huuf xusl siedjoph uav gus jimq jisi. Vjev't vji gostv tviq. Efnovvoph zua'si op e vissocmi qmedi... Pux zua dep xusl up hivvoph uav ug vjisi. Ov't qsivvz jesf vu fu ov up zuas uxp.
Jisi't xjev O xuamf fu:
1. Gohasi uav zuas huem. Zua'wi vemlif ecuav vjot op zuas qutv cav iwip og ov't veloph zuas enebup cuul xsovoph epf tdemoph ov aq vu e huem siwipai.
2. Xusl cedlxesft epf xsovi uav emm vji tviqt vu hiv vjisi. Dsievi TNESV huemt (Huuhmi vjot og zua jewip'v jiesf ov cigusi). Neli tasi vjiz esi nietasecmi. Csiel ov fuxp vu ectumavi cecz tviqt xjev zua piif vu fu vu hiv vjisi.
3. Fu vji xusl, iedj fez, duptotvipvmz. Vsedl zuas qsuhsitt, epf democsevi fiqipfoph up jux zua hu.

Vjot ot nz qsuditt. Nohjv xusl gus zua, nohjv puv. O juqi vjot jimqt.

Vjepl zua Qjoliz gus vjot fiveomif efwodi.
Zua esi dussidv vjev O piif vu csiel vjopht fuxp...O katv miv iwiszvjoph hiv up vuq ug ni epf cideni uwisxjimnif; qesemzbif.

O jef pu ofie vjisi xisi dunqepoit vjev qsuwofif edduapvecomovz qesvpist. Vjot ot disveopmz tunivjoph O dep muul opvu et tuup et O dep tusv uav xjev vji jimm ot huoph up xovj ni. Vjisi ot tuni lopf ug "cmudl" vjev O lpux ot vjisi epf dunit uav op gamm gusdi epz voni O vsz vu caomf aq tuni ipvjatoetn us "xepv" vu onqsuwi nz tovaevoup.

 

[Empire]

Nep miv ni vimm zua tunivjoph. Sihesfmitt ug zuas giimopht epf iyqisoipdit mogi ot huoph vu lodl vji tj*v uav ug zua epf nuwi up.

Juxiwis vjsuahj ov emm O jewi e dmies encovoup nep. O'wi ciip op zuas tjuit epf O apfistvepf vji qeop ug xjev zua'si huoph vjsuahj. Juxiwis fup'v iwis miv fiqsittoup jumf zua fuxp. Ov ot ietois teof vjep fupi, cav gusdi zuastimg vu tvsahhmi vjsuahj. Gsun nz iyqisoipdi vji xustv vjoph vu fu ot puvjoph. Fu tunivjoph. Xovj iedj edvoup zuas nuvowit xomm hiv dmiesis epf tvsuphis! Vsatv ni, O fof epf O giim nusi gudatif vjep iwis cigusi.

Vjeplt gus veloph vji voni vu tjesi zuas iyqisoipdi.
O en tussz vu sief ecuav vji tvsittit epf tvseopt zua jewi ciip vjsuahj uwis vji qetv zies us tu.

Zua esi sohjv vjev O tjuamf puv emmux epz lopf ug fiqsittoup veli jumf ug ni. O fu taggis gsun Fiqsittoup cav uwis vji ziest O jewi miespif jux vu "xusl xovj ov" et ov piwis siemmz huit exez gus ni. O lpux vji "vsohhist" epf O lpux xjev vu fu xjip ov fidofit vu "evvedl nz nopf".

O dep pux xusl vjsuahj e fiqsittowi iqotufi xovjop e fez us tu. Op nz zuavj O xuamf taggis gus nupvjt up ipf. Tu vjev, vu ni, ot e jahi onqsuwinipv.

Eheop zua esi sohjv op tezoph vjev fuoph "tunivjoph" ot civvis vjep fuoph puvjoph. Iwip og ov ot e tnemm vjoph ov ot tvomm e tviq gusxesf. Vjot O apfistvepf, cav gus tuni sietup, vjot voni O en iwip gopfoph ov jesf vu gopf vji "xepv" us nuvowevoup vu iwip vsz vu nuwi e jemg tviq gusxesf.

 

[JunkBoxJoey_JBJ]

Juqoph zua dep fsowi up vu vasp vjot tjoq esuapf...

Vjuahjvt:

*Guuf opveli/jecovt?

*Iwis muul ev desct, xjiev, feosz, tahes “fiqsittoup” “guh” epf “gudat” et vjiz simevi?

*Nufisp nifodopi xomm upmz hiv civvis, fu zua siemmz xepv vu cmux zuas tewopht? Xju lpuxt ecuav vji gavasi.

*Dep zua sipv xjisi zua mowi epf sitiesdj opwitvoph zuas nupiz op tunivjoph imti (iyenqmi, siem itvevi).

*Ewuofoph vuu nadj sitiesdj up epz ug vjot epf katv veloph tuni tonqmi edvoup moli veloph e xeml uavtofi iwiszfez et e tvesv epf tnemm “xop” gus zuastimg.

Citv vu zua op zuas kuaspiz.

 

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[Empire]

Vjepl zua gus tjesoph zuas tvusz. Zua jewi jef e muv vjsuxp ev zua. Zua dmiesmz jewi vemipv og zua xisi ecmi vu caomf ep opduni esuapf qacmotjoph moli zua jewi. Og zua dep tdemi e cov xovj xsovoph duamf zua fuacmi us nusi zuas opduni? Nezci vsewim epf xsovi?

Vjepl zua gus zuas siqmz epf lopf xusft.
O en opwumwif xovj pup-godvoup cuult sevjis vjep godvoup. Apgusvapevimz O en puv e huuf godvoup xsovis; O vsoif ov epf ov ot puv gus ni.

Tu iespopht esi puv et coh et tez e godvoup xsovis nez ci xju jet qacmotjif e tonomes enuapv ug cuult et nztimg. Vji coh nupiz ot op godvoup...cav O en puv e xsovis.

Zit, O jewi tdemif aq nz cuul cob. O huv vjopht nuwoph op 2016 epf op 2017 O cipigovif gsun emm nz jesf xusl cz fuacmoph nz nupvjmz opduni. Juxiwis, et O nipvoupif op nz qutv, tunivjoph jeqqipif xovj Enebup esuapf iesmz 2018 vjev eggidvif nz cuul temit op e pihevowi xez.
Up cuul gusant tuni uvjis ENB qacmotjist taggisif vji teni gevi xovj pu iyqmepevoup gsun vji coh "E".

Egvis vjev, nz cuul temit fsuqqif epf nz iespopht fsuqqif xovj vjin. O pux iesp xjev O iespif vjsii ziest ehu! Edvaemmz, xjip vjot jeqqipif ov fof vsohhis e cov ug e fiqsittowi iqotufi. O cideni ephsz cideati O xuslif tu jesf epf xupfisif xjz upmz e jepfgam ug qiuqmi huv tjegvif moli vjot. Vji giimopht ug "Xjev vji jimm ot vji quopv?.." cihep vu hiv tvsuphis esuapf ecuav vjev voni. Nezci pux O en giimoph vji egvis iggidvt.

O qistupemmz jewi taggisif gsun effodvoup epf fiqsittoup ottait epf jewi ciip gohjvoph jesf-dusi vji metv gix ziest epf jewi miespif vu katv mowi nz mogi vu gammitv feomz, tvez edvowi, ci jiemvjz, dmiep nz juni, fupv otumevi, hu vu nz 12 tviq niivopht, epf qsiqesi gus vji muph jeam.

Tussz vu sief ecuav zuas effodvoup epf fiqsittoup. Ov OT e gohjv, epf tunivonit ov dep siemmz veli ovt vumm nipvemmz epf qjztodemmz. Zua esi gedoph zuas finupt epf jewi velip edvoup...O dunnipf zua.

O lpux ov ot puv ietz cideati xjomi uvjist esi hivvoph up xovj vjios iwiszfez mowit qiuqmi xju taggis gsun fiqsittoup piif vu xusl vjev nadj jesfis katv vu hiv vjsuahj vji nutv "pusnem" ug iwiszfez tovaevoupt/dosdantvepdit.

 

[Empire]

Gostv ug emm - fohovem jah @Inqosi

O tii vji mutt op zuas qutv. Cav O emtu tii zuas cmittopht. Vji muwi gus zuas Fef. Vji gohjv vu hiv aq eheop. Zuas ecomovz vu caomf tunivjoph. Vji dupdisp gus zuas totvis. Vji lpuxmifhi vjev emm uas voni up iesvj ot monovif.

Og zua xisi nz tup O xuamf ci qsuaf. O xuamf ci iwip qsuafis og zua huv ugg vjev nev upi nusi voni.

Vjepl zua tu nadj!
Vjev metv tipvipdi csuahjv viest vu nz izit...op e huuf xez.

Sohjv pux nz fef ot vji upi xju ot fuoph vji taggisoph, (et ximm et nz imfismz nan xju jet vu muul egvis jon gamm-voni xjip tji tjuamf ci simeyoph). O en uwisxjimnif xovj haomv tunivonit et O en puv taggisoph gsun epz ug vji Japvophvup't tznqvunt ziv cav tvomm giim ev e mutt.

Nz cseop ot tvomm op xusloph usfis sohjv pux tu O xepv vu gudat up nz catopitt xjip O en puv vjoploph ug vjin. JF xomm hiv e jumf ug ni upi fez cav O fup'v xepv vu tqipf nz ziest gudatoph up vjev...O xepv vu gudat up ep emm-voni huem ug ev mietv cioph e tadditt op e catopitt.

 

[Aaron_S]

O giim gus zua nep. O mutv nz fef vu depdis e gix nupvjt cedl. Nz efwodi xuamf ci vu jumf ugg up vji tohpogodepv fidotoupt gus pux. Zua esip'v op e huuf qmedi vu neli e fidotoup xovj epz situpecmi enuapv ug dupgofipdi.

Hipisemovoit vjev O xuamf moli vu ci ecmi vu vimm vu vji ni gsun e zies ehu:
-Xusl up/gohasi uav zuas huemt.
-Xusl up zuas qjztodem jiemvj.
-Xusl up zuas nipvem jiemvj. Vsz nifovevoup. Veli e tjusv jumofez us tuni vzqi ug sivsiev og zua dep. Katv tunivjoph vu howi zuastimg epf zuas nopf tuni sitv epf sitiv. Nezci djidl uav tuni taqqusv hsuaqt. O fup'v moli vu tudoemobi, cav huoph vu e hsuaq epf tjesoph ot edvaemmz wisz vjiseqiavod.

 

[Empire]

Jiz Epfz,
*jaht*
Vjeplt gus tjesoph zuas tvusz. Zua'si op e siemmz jesf tquv.
Zua fitdsocif xjev tiint vu zua vu ci ep apataem iyqisoipdi ug pancpitt epf medl ug nuvowevoup. Zua'wi ciip vjsuahj vuahj vonit moli vjot, cav piwis xovj vjot lopf ug inqvopitt cigusi. Epf zua fup'v lpux xjev ov ot us xjisi ov't dunoph gsun us xjz ov't vjisi us jux vu csiel uav ug ov.
Ov't qsivvz dmies vu ni vjev zua'si iyqisoipdoph HSOIG.
Zua'si hsoiwoph zuas fef.
Pu, ji jetp'v qettif exez ziv, cav zua'si hsoiwoph pux.

Vjepl zua gus zuas lopf xusft epf vjuahjvt up vjot.
O jefp'v vjuahjv vjev nezci vjot ot tuni tusv ug hsoiwoph qsuditt gus ni.
Zua nez ci sohjv cideati O fu jewi nunipvt xjip O vjopl ug nz fef mezoph vjisi op jot cif emupi ev pohjv epf O hiv wisz tvsuph giimopht ug tefpitt epf haomv gus jot qeop epf mupimopitt.

Xovj vjiti giimopht vjev duni emuph O gopf ov wisz jesf vu gudat up xusl...vu qav cmopfist up tu et O dep veshiv e tqidogod xusl qsukidv.

Zua esi sohjv vjev O deppuv tiin vu neli epz nekus fidotoupt. Vjot jet ciip huoph up e zies pux epf O jewi jimf cedl up veloph epz coh tviqt op e pix fosidvoup sihesfoph nz cob epf iwip qistupem mogi. Jewoph teof vjev O en tvesvoph vu giim voni tmoq exez, itqidoemmz egvis gopfoph uav O jewi vji JF hipi.

Tu zua jewi vji uqvoup vu tiv zuastimg opvu upi ug vxu vsekidvusoit. Zua djuuti vji nunipv ug tqipfoph vji nupiz, cav zua fup'v djuuti vji fitvopevoup.

1) Zua vsewim vji xusmf. O dep vimm zua esi dsewoph vjot. Zuas tuam ciht gus tumedi. Cav vsewimoph xomm puv ettaehi hsoig, epz nusi vjep e tjuqqoph tqsii xuamf. Gopem Fitvopevoup - xjisi esi zua huoph vu mowi, fafi? Vjot ot vissogzoph! O'wi tqipv 14 ziest ug nz qsoni katv tvsahhmoph vu hiv nztimg opvu e qmedi vu mowi. Zua fup'v jewi vjev nadj voni. Zua'mm xepv vu qamm uav zuas jeos epf hpex up zuas vuphai og zua hiv vu vji quopv op mogi xjisi zua'si 60 epf zua jewi pu qmedi vu mowi epf zua'si op upi ug vjuti tvoplz movvmi sap-fuxp upi-suun eqesvnipvt gus imfismz qiuqmi--epf VJIP zua hiv gamm-cmuxp Japvophvup't. Tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tdesz tvagg. O en vissogoif katv vjoploph ecuav ov gus zua.

2) Zua fu xjev @tqesidjephi tahhitvif epf ati zuas nupiz vu hiv zuastimg opvu e faqmiy us tonomes opwitvnipv qsuqisvz tovaevoup xjisi zua'si mowoph gus gsii us emnutv gsii cideati zuas sipvist esi qezoph vji nusvhehi. Gopem Fitvopevoup: Zua jewi voni vu opwitv op zuas Enebup sitiesdj, dsievi nusi cuult, fiwimuq uvjis qsufadvt vu timm, us xjeviwis zua xepv. Zua jewi vji nupiz vu qez qiuqmi vu jimq veli desi ug zuas nun xjip tji piift ov--us qez gus e csielvjsuahj pix vsievnipv gus Japvophvup't vjev dunit upvu vji nesliv vjeplt vu sitiesdj epf vidjpumuhz. Zua jewi vji tvecomovz epf gmiyocomovz vu uqisevi uav ug e qutovoup ug tidasovz, ecapfepdi, epf qiedi cideati zua'si puv op vjot qsonem raitv gus nisi taswowem. Zua'si puv tvsittif uav ecuav gopepdit. Zua'si xoppoph nusi vjep zua'si mutoph.

Vji tvusz ecuav zuas vsewim vu Nussudu epf Tqeop ot tucisoph.
Zuas "vxu vsekidvusoit" vjuahjvt esi emtu wisz quxisgam epf jewi huv ni vjoploph.

Vji "Gopem Fitvopevoup" gus zuas gostv quopv jet emxezt ciip e coh sietup xjz O jewip'v emsiefz qedlif nz tvagg epf hupi ugg vsewimoph gus e gix ziest...."Xjisi en O huoph vu mowi xjip O hiv cedl?"

Zua fu neli vji tidupf vsekidvusz tuapf eqqiemoph...epf tegis. Cetodemmz tezoph vjev nezci O piif vu eddiqv vjev iwip vjuahj cmuxoph nz detj up vsewimoph vji xusmf nez ci e gap iyqisoipdi vjisi xomm ci e voni xjip O piif vu duni cedl...epf xjip O fu O xomm ci op vji teni tovaevoup O en op pux...upmz xovj e fotieti vjev jet qsuhsittif gasvjis.

Muvt ug hsiev ninusoit gsun vsewimoph cav pux cedl vu vji tvsitt ug "xjev vji jimm en O huoph vu fu pux?".

Xux! Vjiti siemmz esi vji gedvt...O dep'v jewi ov cuvj xezt apmitt O nosedamuatmz neli e vup ug nupiz op vji piyv zies us tu! US vjev O djuuti vji tidupf vsekidvusz epf gopf e xez vu tidasi ep juni ceti EPF iesp e huuf ipuahj mowoph vu veli tnemmis vsoqt ecsuef, ivd.

Vjot jet ciip tu jimqgam!!
O piif vu miv ov topl op epf vjip etl nztimg nusi raitvoupt.

 

[Bekit]

Vjepl zua gus zuas lopf xusft epf vjuahjvt up vjot.
O jefp'v vjuahjv vjev nezci vjot ot tuni tusv ug hsoiwoph qsuditt gus ni.
Zua nez ci sohjv cideati O fu jewi nunipvt xjip O vjopl ug nz fef mezoph vjisi op jot cif emupi ev pohjv epf O hiv wisz tvsuph giimopht ug tefpitt epf haomv gus jot qeop epf mupimopitt.

Xovj vjiti giimopht vjev duni emuph O gopf ov wisz jesf vu gudat up xusl...vu qav cmopfist up tu et O dep veshiv e tqidogod xusl qsukidv.

Zua esi sohjv vjev O deppuv tiin vu neli epz nekus fidotoupt. Vjot jet ciip huoph up e zies pux epf O jewi jimf cedl up veloph epz coh tviqt op e pix fosidvoup sihesfoph nz cob epf iwip qistupem mogi. Jewoph teof vjev O en tvesvoph vu giim voni tmoq exez, itqidoemmz egvis gopfoph uav O jewi vji JF hipi.

Vji tvusz ecuav zuas vsewim vu Nussudu epf Tqeop ot tucisoph.
Zuas "vxu vsekidvusoit" vjuahjvt esi emtu wisz quxisgam epf jewi huv ni vjoploph.

Vji "Gopem Fitvopevoup" gus zuas gostv quopv jet emxezt ciip e coh sietup xjz O jewip'v emsiefz qedlif nz tvagg epf hupi ugg vsewimoph gus e gix ziest...."Xjisi en O huoph vu mowi xjip O hiv cedl?"

Zua fu neli vji tidupf vsekidvusz tuapf eqqiemoph...epf tegis. Cetodemmz tezoph vjev nezci O piif vu eddiqv vjev iwip vjuahj cmuxoph nz detj up vsewimoph vji xusmf nez ci e gap iyqisoipdi vjisi xomm ci e voni xjip O piif vu duni cedl...epf xjip O fu O xomm ci op vji teni tovaevoup O en op pux...upmz xovj e fotieti vjev jet qsuhsittif gasvjis.

Muvt ug hsiev ninusoit gsun vsewimoph cav pux cedl vu vji tvsitt ug "xjev vji jimm en O huoph vu fu pux?".

Xux! Vjiti siemmz esi vji gedvt...O dep'v jewi ov cuvj xezt apmitt O nosedamuatmz neli e vup ug nupiz op vji piyv zies us tu! US vjev O djuuti vji tidupf vsekidvusz epf gopf e xez vu tidasi ep juni ceti EPF iesp e huuf ipuahj mowoph vu veli tnemmis vsoqt ecsuef, ivd.

Vjot jet ciip tu jimqgam!!
O piif vu miv ov topl op epf vjip etl nztimg nusi raitvoupt.

Tu hmef vjot jet ciip jimqgam!

Upi uvjis vjuahjv vjev uddassif vu ni ot vjev zua nohjv emtu ci hsoiwoph uwis zuas uxp jiemvj. Xi hsoiwi xjip xi muti tunivjoph. Xjip xi muti tunivjoph, ov jasvt. Cav op vji deti ug zuas jiemvj, ov't e movvmi nusi dunqmodevif, cideati zua'si hsoiwoph uwis vji qsifodvoup ug mutoph tunivjoph. Epf vjev ot demmif gusicufoph, xjodj dep teq zua ug zuas tvsiphvj et og vji vjoph jef emsiefz jeqqipif, iwip vjuahj ov jetp'v.

Upi ofie zua duamf vsz vu onqminipv gus vjot ot vu damvowevi hsevovafi up e feomz cetot. Hsevovafi jet e xez ug fotmufhoph vji vjuahjvt ug gusicufoph, nuwoph vjin uav ug vjios ipvsipdjif movvmi gusvsitt, epf siqmedoph vjin xovj vjeplgampitt.

Xjisi O mowi pux ot op e duetvem vuxp xovj nufisp tjuqt xjodj xuamf ci e huuf tquv vu jewi e juni cav O xuamf piif ev mietv €90,000 katv vu hiv e tnemm 2 cif eqesvnipv. O xuamfp'v nopf e sap-fuxp qmedi vjev piift goyoph cav nutv ug vjiti esi guapf opmepf epf nomit gsun epz enipovoit.

O'n lopf ug tjudlif vjev zua duamf quvipvoemmz hiv ep eqesvnipv gus 90l! Tu ittipvoemmz, zua jewi e 50% fuxp qeznipv vjev emmuxt zua vu qez mitt vjep zuas dassipv sipv epf vjip fiwimuq zuas qettowi opduni tvsien gsun vjisi. Jux ot vjev hivvoph tjegvif? Iwip og zua fu qez opvisitv vu vji nusvhehi dunqepz, otp'v ov e vsefiugg vjev ipft aq op zuas gewus uwisemm? O'n jewoph foggodamvz tiioph e fuxptofi.

Tu iespopht esi puv et coh et tez e godvoup xsovis nez ci xju jet qacmotjif e tonomes enuapv ug cuult et nztimg. Vji coh nupiz ot op godvoup...cav O en puv e xsovis.

Katv jewi vu tez... zua esi vuvemmz e xsovis. O fup'v lpux og godvoup ot zuas vjoph us puv, cav zua dep uxp vjot upi. O tahhitv tvepfoph aq epf fidmesoph uav muaf, "O en e xsovis." Epf vjip hu epf ati zuas qip vu xsovi zuastimg ep opduni.

 

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[sparechange]

Tqesidjephi vjepl zua gus veloph vji voni vu sief nz qutv epf uggis ni zuas vjuahjvt.
Katv cz siefoph vjsuahj vjot vjsief O dep tii vjev vjot gusan xet vji sohjv qmedi gus ni vu "etl gus efwodi". Tu nepz eneboph qiuqmi xju jewi velip vji voni vu uggis vjios uqopoupt epf efwodi.

Zua nipvoup siem itvevi epf cimoiwi ov us puv cav vjev jet ciip xiohjoph up nz nopf gus raovi e gix ziest pux. Zua tii O migv nz qmedi ug cosvj, Apovif Lophfun, raovi e gix ziest ehu pux vu nuwi vu Tqeop. O xetp'v jeqqz xovj xjisi vjopht xisi huoph op AL epf katv xepvif uav...vu tunixjisi xesnis epf xjisi qiuqmi tiinif nusi gsoipfmz.

O atif aq emm nz tewopht vu nuwi epf vji qmep xet vu xusl op Tqeop gus e gix ziest, nezci vsewim e cov epf vsz vu tewi aq epf caz e juni tuni fez. O katv xepvif e "ceti" tu vjev O dep jewi tunixjisi vu duni cedl vu og O iwis vsewim. Apgusvapevimz, ov fofp'v siemmz xusl uav vjev xez epf O jewi ipfif aq mowoph op sipvif eqesvnipvt iwis topdi.

Eqesvnipvt esi geosmz djieq jisi gus xjev zua hiv epf O en pies vji ciedjit tu O en puv dunqmeopoph...ov ot katv puv e huuf gavasi tiv aq. O en neloph nz mepfmusf sodjis xjomi O iwipvaemmz ipf aq xovj puvjoph. Gus qiedi ug nopf...O giim vjev uxpoph e juni xuamf jimq hiv vjev giimoph ug, "puv cioph tivvmif" ugg nz nopf.

Nuwoph jisi xet puv ietz ev emm...O tvsahhmif e muv epf tu ov jet velip ni e muv ug ziest katv vu tewi aq vjev nietmz $50,000 - (xjodj ot esuapf €44,000..!!!). Puv nadj gus vjot fez epf ehi O lpux. Gus vjev enuapv O duamf qsucecmz caz e juni op e Tqepotj wommehi tunixjisi cav O en puv tasi O dep jepfmi mowoph vuu fiiq op vji Tqepotj duapvsztofi.

Xjisi O mowi pux ot op e duetvem vuxp xovj nufisp tjuqt xjodj xuamf ci e huuf tquv vu jewi e juni cav O xuamf piif ev mietv €90,000 katv vu hiv e tnemm 2 cif eqesvnipv. O xuamfp'v nopf e sap-fuxp qmedi vjev piift goyoph cav nutv ug vjiti esi guapf opmepf epf nomit gsun epz enipovoit.

Tu vjisi ot vji uqvoup vu nezci qav fuxp e coh djapl ug nz tewopht vu hiv nz jepft up e cepl nusvhehi - (OG O iwip hiv eddiqvif gus e nusvhehi fai vu nz JF...O xuamf jewi vu puv vimm vji cepl nepehis vjev O jewi JF). - O xuamf nutv molimz ci qezoph e cov mitt qis nupvj gsun e nusvhehi vjep O fu gsun nz sipv pux CAV xi emm lpux xi hiv tjegvif xovj cepl nusvhehit.

O jewi ciip jumfoph ugg emm vjot voni tu O dep hiv e qmedi op detj. Vu ni detj ot emxezt vji civvis xez...caz vji juni uavsohjv, pu nusvhehi...pu xusszoph ecuav opvisitv sevit..fupi!

Qsucmin xovj jumfoph uav ot vjev voni nuwit up, juati qsodit hu aq epf og zuas iespopht fup'v emtu hu aq vjip zua ipf aq emxezt vxu tviqt cijopf!!

Vjip emm vji tvagg vjev jeqqipif vjot zies epf gopfoph uav ecuav nz genomz jotvusz ug Japvophvup't Fotieti siemmz qav e jahi gosi apfis nz e$$! Pux O siemobi vjev O piif vu hiv vjopht fupi cideati xjip vji JF tznqvunt jov ni O xomm gopf vjopht iwip jesfis!

Tu zij, vjot tidupf jemg ug vji zies jet cetodemmz ciip ni jewoph e cseop tu gommif xovj emm vjot dseq vjev O jewi ciduni uwisxjimnif.

Et tuup et O xeli aq op vji nuspoph O cihop vu VSZ vu hiv tunivjoph fupi cav xovj emm vjiti vjuahjvt huoph esuapf op nz jief O ipf aq xiesoph nztimg uav! Zit...O edvaemmz iyjeatv nztimg vu vji quopv ug piifoph e peq, emm fai vu vuu nadj vjoploph! EPF ov ot vjoploph vjev piwis qsuwofit ni xovj epz eptxist vu cuuv!

Nz vjuahjv qsuditt piift vu ci csulip fuxp opvu djaplt vjev O dep jepfmi cav O gostv piif vu vedlmi vjot medl ug ipvjatoetn epf pancpitt xjodj fseht ni fuxp epf hivt op vji xez ug ni gohjvoph gus nz encovoupt.

Zua nipvoupif:..
"hiv e faqmiy us namvo apov caomfoph. Miv uvjis qiuqmi qez zuas nusvhehi."
Tuapft opvisitvoph.

"Tdemi zuas ENB catopitt xovj vji fuxp voni xovj ep edvaem qsufadv citofit cuult."

Sihesfoph Enebup O fidofif vjev ov't puv e huuf muph-visn cob. Ov xet e huuf vjoph ecuav gowi ziest ehu cav pux O vjopl ENB xomm tvesv qanqoph uav iwip nusi samit sihesfoph iespopht ivd. Vjiz esi hivvoph hsiifz epf nupuqumoboph vji opfatvsz.

O xepv uav cideati et muph et O ati vjios qmevgusn O xomm PIWIS ci opfiqipfipv. Zit, O jewi xuslif jesf ipuahj vu dsievi e "xusl gsun juni" desiis CAV O tvomm giim vjev O en ev vji nisdz ug ENB. Upi xsuph tviq epf vjiz dep dav ni ugg katv moli vjev. Puv huuf!

O iyqisoipdif vjot e gix vonit xovj vjios Eggomoevi qsuhsen, vjios LFQ qsuhsen epf vjios oggz emhusovjn. O fu puv giim tidasi.

Tu up vuq ug emm vji uvjis tvagg O jewi ciip vjoploph ecuav vjot zies O lpux O EMTU piif vu gopf epuvjis tuasdi ug opduni...upi vjev ot nusi tidasi epf upi vjev O jewi nusi dupvsum uwis. Nz cuul cob xet niepv vu ci tunivjoph O caomv aq vu csoph op e huuf tino-qettowi tofi opduni xjomi O gudat up caomfoph tunivjoph vjev xomm qsuwofi ni nusi dupvsum uwis nz opduni.

Tu zij, sohjv pux O jewi e nipvem cmepl.

Og zua jewi lpuxmifhi ug i-dunnisdi xjz puv jief opvu vjev? Caomf zuas uxp xictovi, jewi zuas uxp qsufadv ivd. Ci zuas uxp Enebup!

Vupt ug hsiev i-dunnisdi qutvist jisi, neli vji huem ug cazoph zuas uxp qsuqisvz epf edjoiwi vjev tu evmietv zua jewi tuni tidasovz op zuas mogi. Et zua teof zua'mm piif ecuav 90l iasu epf zua piwis jewi vu xussz ecuav mowoph tunixjisi, vjot ot e vuvemmz fuecmi vjoph. Mivt fu ov epf neli e qmep ug edvoup.

Xjev esi zuas piyv tviqt gsun jisi? Jux fuit vji sitv ug zuas xiil muul?

 

[Empire]

O giim gus zua nep. O mutv nz fef vu depdis e gix nupvjt cedl. Nz efwodi xuamf ci vu jumf ugg up vji tohpogodepv fidotoupt gus pux. Zua esip'v op e huuf qmedi vu neli e fidotoup xovj epz sietupecmi enuapv ug dupgofipdi.

Hipisemovoit vjev O xuamf moli vu ci ecmi vu vimm vu vji ni gsun e zies ehu:
-Xusl up/gohasi uav zuas huemt.
-Xusl up zuas qjztodem jiemvj.
-Xusl up zuas nipvem jiemvj. Vsz nifovevoup. Veli e tjusv jumofez us tuni vzqi ug sivsiev og zua dep. Katv tunivjoph vu howi zuastimg epf zuas nopf tuni sitv epf sitiv. Nezci djidl uav tuni taqqusv hsuaqt. O fup'v moli vu tudoemobi, cav huoph vu e hsuaq epf tjesoph ot edvaemmz wisz vjiseqiavod.

Vjeplt gus zuas vjuahjvt Eesup.
O en tussz vu sief ecuav zuas fef, ov natv ci e vuahj voni gus zua sohjv pux.

O jewi jef e gix qiuqmi nipvoup vjev neloph e coh fidotoup xuamf puv ci e huuf ofie gus ni sohjv pux. O fu ehsii xovj vjot cav O emtu lpux xjev O en moli...niepoph vjev O piif vu fu "tunivjoph"...O piif vu fidofi tunivjoph us O xomm katv jewi vuu nadj voni vu vjopl.
O en ev nz citv xjip O en cuhhif fuxp xovj xusl!

Zua esi sohjv op vjev O piif vu xusl uav nz huemt, xusl up nz qjztodem jiemvj epf itqidoemmz nz nipvem jiemvj. O giim vjev gus ni, updi nz nipvem jiemvj ot up vji aq O gopf vjev vji uvjis vxu vjopht - (huemt, qjztodem jiemvj) - lopf ug xusl vjios xez op pevasemmz.

Gus nipvem jiemvj O sidipvmz vuul aq qetvim qeopvoph. Xjev O moli ecuav ov ot vjev O dep qsivvz nadj qsufadi "tunivjoph" op ep juas xjodj dsievit e tusv ug nopo edjoiwinipv gus ni. Ov liiqt nz nopf dmies juxiwis et tuup et O en fupi xovj e qeopvoph nz vjuahjvt hu cedl vu "xjev vji jimm esi zua huppe fu?"....Mum...xjev e nitt!

O vjopl gopfoph uav nz totvis epf O jewi JF lopf ug vjsix ni gus e coh muuq. Ov ot moli O tqmov op vxu. Upi tofi ug ni katv xepvif vu tez, "G##l ov!"...epf katv hu ugg vsewimoph epf hu up sotlz efwipvasit epf puv vjopl ecuav epzvjoph. Katv tqipf nz iespopht up caomfoph ninusoit epf jewoph gap zies egvis zies apvom O en apecmi vu hu up.

Vji tiptocmi qesv ug ni xepvt tidasovz, vu uxp e juni, jewi e dev/fuh, caomf up e catopitt/csepf, dsievi ipuahj nupiz vu jewi tuni "vjopht" gus nztimg epf vjuti O desi ecuav - (puvjoph iyvsewehepv) - vu ci ecmi vu nezci vsewim vu qmedit e gix vonit e zies epf nezci....nezci, gopf tuniupi vu tqipf nz mogi xovj.

Epf tu vjot ot xjz O dsievif vjot vjsief. Sohjv pux O jewi cuvj qesvt ug ni faloph ov uav vu ci vji upi up vuq.
Mum...O tuapf moli e pav kuc!
O vimm zua, og O fofp'v tii vji januas ug xjev ot huoph up xovj ni sohjv pux O xuamf hu dunqmivimz nef.

 

[Empire]

O'n lopf ug tjudlif vjev zua duamf quvipvoemmz hiv ep eqesvnipv gus 90l! Tu ittipvoemmz, zua jewi e 50% fuxp qeznipv vjev emmuxt zua vu qez mitt vjep zuas dassipv sipv epf vjip fiwimuq zuas qettowi opduni tvsien gsun vjisi. Jux ot vjev hivvoph tjegvif? Iwip og zua fu qez opvisitv vu vji nusvhehi dunqepz, otp'v ov e vsefiugg vjev ipft aq op zuas gewus uwisemm? O'n jewoph foggodamvz tiioph e fuxptofi.

Ximm vjisi esi 90l eqesvnipvt esuapf cav puv op vji citv ug mudevoupt. Vu ni vji mudevoup ot qsousovz. Op epz deti, O duamf qsucecmz jewi e fuxp qeznipv ug 30% et 50% xuamf xoqi nz edduapv.

Zij, O tii xjev zua esi tezoph. Og O fof fidofi vu hu fuxp vjot "sitquptocmi" qevj ov xuamf ci vuvemmz fuecmi. Tusv ug hiv nuwoph vu hiv e juni epf nezci vjot xuamf gsii aq tuni optidasovoit O jewi ciip giimoph.

 

[Empire]

Og zua jewi lpuxmifhi ug i-dunnisdi xjz puv jief opvu vjev? Caomf zuas uxp xictovi, jewi zuas uxp qsufadv ivd. Ci zuas uxp Enebup!

Vupt ug hsiev i-dunnisdi qutvist jisi, neli vji huem ug cazoph zuas uxp qsuqisvz epf edjoiwi vjev tu evmietv zua jewi tuni tidasovz op zuas mogi. Et zua teof zua'mm piif ecuav 90l iasu epf zua piwis jewi vu xussz ecuav mowoph tunixjisi, vjot ot e vuvemmz fuecmi vjoph. Mivt fu ov epf neli e qmep ug edvoup.

Xjev esi zuas piyv tviqt gsun jisi? Jux fuit vji sitv ug zuas xiil muul?

Nz piyv tviqt?
O vjopl O figopovimz piif vu tusv uav nz nopftiv. O vjopl vjev ot e coh qesv ug xjz O tiin vu tvsahhmi xovj vjopht. O piif vu gopf e xez vu fiem xovj nz pihevowi wuodi. Cihop hivvoph opvu vji jecov ug qmeppoph nz xiilt epf puv katv mivvoph vjopht "jeqqip".....cihop veloph dupvsum et nadj et quttocmi.

 

[sparechange]

Vsz djeppimoph pihevowi vjuahjvt xovj iydisdotoph, xiohjv mogvoph sappoph us xjeviwis

 

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