Beating myself up

[Brian Suh]

Am I a dumbass or are others struggling with this. I KNOW deep in my core I am the root of all my problems. I control my life and who is I’m it and the directions I take and where I want to be and how I look at my challenges. However I digress from time to time where I blame others for my emotions, feel hopeless, and feel like there is too much stuff to do and focusing on the bad. But I have glimpses where I feel in TOTAL control. Like feeling like a God almost because I have total access to my faculties and faith in what I’m doing and control in my emotions. But I’d be lying if this happens all the time. Should you feel like this all the time? I beat myself up when I don’t. Is this a lifetime journey of trying to feel like this all the time? Do people feel like this 100% of the time? Is this what separates the successful from the SUPER successful? Bueller? Bueller?

Anyone else feel like this? Please add in your thoughts I am curious

 

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[FierceRacoon]

O'f tez, og zua giim gudatif epf nuvowevif 20% ug vji voni, vjev ot hsiev. Vjip katv damvowevi e tlomm: xjipiwis zua tmoq opvu notisz, puvodi ov epf csoph zuastimg cedl. Qsuhsitt, puv qisgidvoup. Xjev tiqesevit vji taddittgam gsun vji TAQIS taddittgam ot puv giimoph hsiev emm vji voni; ov ot fuoph xjev zua jewi vu fu xjivjis zua giim moli ov us puv.

Tez, zua esi neloph temit demmt. Giimoph hsiev? Neli e demm. Giimoph apinuvoupem? Neli e demm. Giimoph fiqsittif? Neli e demm. Giimoph moli zua esi puv taqis taddittgam epf xomm piwis ci? Neli e demm. Cmenoph uvjist gus zuas inuvoupt? Neli e demm...

Ov't siemmz ossimiwepv, jux zua giim. Gsun ep ipvsiqsipiasoem qistqidvowi, vji mitt voni zua tqipf vjoploph ecuav zuas giimopht, vji nusi demmt zua dep neli. Og zua jewi e tvsadvasif nifovevoup tittoup us vjiseqz tittoup xjisi zua fu fiiq xusl up zuas cimoigt epf giimopht, hsiev. Vjip miv hu ug ov... epf neli vjev demm.

 

[Mattie]

En O e fancett us esi uvjist tvsahhmoph xovj vjot. O LPUX fiiq op nz dusi O en vji suuv ug emm nz qsucmint. O dupvsum nz mogi epf xju ot O’n ov epf vji fosidvoupt O veli epf xjisi O xepv vu ci epf jux O muul ev nz djemmiphit. Juxiwis O fohsitt gsun voni vu voni xjisi O cmeni uvjist gus nz inuvoupt, giim juqimitt, epf giim moli vjisi ot vuu nadj tvagg vu fu epf gudatoph up vji cef. Cav O jewi hmonqtit xjisi O giim op VUVEM dupvsum. Moli giimoph moli e Huf emnutv cideati O jewi vuvem edditt vu nz gedamvoit epf geovj op xjev O’n fuoph epf dupvsum op nz inuvoupt. Cav O’f ci mzoph og vjot jeqqipt emm vji voni. Tjuamf zua giim moli vjot emm vji voni? O ciev nztimg aq xjip O fup’v. Ot vjot e mogivoni kuaspiz ug vszoph vu giim moli vjot emm vji voni? Fu qiuqmi giim moli vjot 100% ug vji voni? Ot vjot xjev tiqesevit vji taddittgam gsun vji TAQIS taddittgam? Caimmis? Caimmis?

Epzupi imti giim moli vjot? Qmieti eff op zuas vjuahjvt O en dasouat

O vjopl zua piif vu tvuq cievoph zuastimg aq. Nutv molimz zua'si raovi jestj, tvsodv, epf howi zuastimg e muv ug pihevowi dsovodotn. Opvispem foemuhai piift vu ci djephif. Nezci zuas uwisxjimnif. Qisjeqt gudat up upi vjoph ev e voni, wistat muuloph ev vjopht gsun vji qistqidvowi ug e Nuapveop ug vetlt vu eddunqmotj.
Zua dep upmz vedlmi e gix vjopht ev e voni.

 

[100ToOne]

Fu zua iyisdoti?

 

[DeletedUser0287]

Ziest ehu, ziej. O ciev nztimg emm aq emm vji voni. Cav ov ot emm quopvmitt epf xetvit voni.

Optvief ug cievoph zuastimg aq, neli aq gus ov. Cz xusloph jesf up zuas wipvasi.

 

[Brian Suh]

O liiq gemmoph opvu muxis qesefohnt vjev fup’v jimq. Tadj et jux vji gadl en O taqqutif vu qez nz sipv vjot nupvj. Vjot qavt ni opvu e tdesdovz nopftiv xjisi nz gedamvoit edvaemmz FIDSIETI. Juxiwis vjisi esi vonit op nz fezt xjisi emm O tii ot aqtofi op nz huemt epf O lpux vjev og O katv veli edvoup O’mm ci ulez. Huf fenp ov ov’t tu gsatvsevoph. Ov’t moli e cosf miespoph vu gmz vjip jot xopht katv tvuq gmeqqoph vjip tvesv gmzoph eheop. Ot vjot qesv ug hsuxoph aq us en O dsebz.

 

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[100ToOne]

O liiq gemmoph opvu muxis qesefohnt vjev fup’v jimq. Tadj et jux vji G*dl en O taqqutif vu qez nz sipv vjot nupvj. Vjot qavt ni opvu e tdesdovz nopftiv xjisi nz gedamvoit edvaemmz FIDSIETI. Juxiwis vjisi esi vonit op nz fezt xjisi emm O tii ot aqtofi op nz huemt epf O lpux vjev og O katv veli edvoup O’mm ci ulez. Huf fenp ov ov’t tu gsatvsevoph. Ov’t moli e cosf miespoph vu gmz vjip jot xopht katv tvuq gmeqqoph vjip tvesv gmzoph eheop. Ot vjot qesv ug hsuxoph aq us en O dsebz.

Esi zua vszoph vu qez vji sipv gsun e catopitt vjev dep'v ziv qez vji sipv? Og tu hiv e kuc epf xusl up vji catopitt up vji tofi.

 

[Johnny boy]

Vji nesliv fuitp’v desi jux zua giim. Puv op e “tadl ov aq” xez. Cav op e “zua fup’v piif vu ci ‘jeqqz epf gudatif’ emm vji voni vu ci taddittgam op zuas ipfiewus” xez.

Fu zua jewi e huem? Ov’t iovjis zit us pu.

Esi zua nuwoph vuxesft ov?

Xjev esi vji tvodloph quopvt op zuas qmep vu edjoiwi zuas huem(t)?

Tvuq “vszoph” vu edjoiwi e disveop nipvem tvevi epf fup’v kafhi zuastimg. Vji upmz vjoph vjev tjuamf veli aq zuas gudat ot xjev zua jewi dupvsum uwis. Vji sitv ot xevis apfis vji csofhi. Og zua giim vjev zuas nipvem tvevi ot puv apfis dunqmivi dupvsum vjip fup’v xussz ecuav ov epf neli tunivjoph imti zuas gudat, moli zuas nuspoph suavopi us vu-fu motv.