[INTRO] Fighting a lifelong depression on a daily basis, thanks to TMF

[Raedrum]

Hello Fastlaners,

First of all please forgive my rough English, I live in Belgium and speak French, and writing this thread take me a lot of focus.

[EDIT]
Initially I planned to do a very long, multi-part post to explain my life in details, but Lex's genuine interest for my present issues remind me that this is not a psychiatrists forum, but an entreprenneur's one, so I'll for a shorter version.

So it’s been 3.5 years since I read TMF and considering the present situation, it’s time for me to properly introduce myself and ask for some advices. Didn’t do it sooner because there’s so much to tell and I’m not really proud of my life until now. Maybe I was afraid and waited to get some results, finding excuses, but I have the feeling that I’m at a crossroad so it’s now or never. I must engage with the community and take action in order to get feedbacks. This is also a way to bring value on TFF, for now. Maybe someone will be inspired by my story, wich I believe is full of resilience.

In short, I'm a 33 years old, ultra-sensitive guy, living back with his mother since 2 years. Despite being in the 2.5% top IQ (military tests) and my teachers high hopes, I've failed my bio-engineering studies several times when I was younger (because freedom, weed addiction and lies to myself). This and girlfriends ruptures made me dive in a slow but sure depression and developing heavy weed and video games addiction. I've worked incredibly shitty jobs in my 20' (gas station casher, turning night shift, violents clients etc...). Despite the death of my father, in the middle of a shift, I've done them perfectly, being congratulated by my bosses. All for the sake of taking back my studies, in pure engineering, what I've do at 28, living with a girl at the capital. I have learned advanced math entry examination all by myself without any classes or teacher and nailedt it. But when my dream was about to become true, I realized that university as became a shitty place full of monkeys, and working 90hours/week without proper support made me do an explosive burnout, followed by 6 months of total terrifying depression. I began to had suicidal thoughts and some of my hair turned white.

Then (after reading Rich Dad who was... meh) I discover TMF /TFF and I get my FTE. I don't fear to tell MJ saved my life. I was suffocating, he brought me air. I felt blocked, he brought me ways. In short, MJ gave me what I no longer had: HOPE, and the realization that I can do whatever I want with my live, even at 30. It was 3 years ago and I began to slowly bounce back. Today entreprenneurship keeps me alive. It made me begin to question and work on myself, day after day.

So 3 years ago I needed to go with anything for the sake of having a purpose. I find projects about Digital Signage on TFF and began to learn linux networking, bashing, graphic design, eventually developing my own embedded chip, worldwide manageable, again all by myself with internet classes. It felt good to do something. I even learned a third language (Netherlands) in formation. But then came the COVID and with my total lack of marketing skills, I wasn't able to make it profitable. Eventually I breaked up with my girlfriend and came back at my mom's to get time to focus on my business. Nonetheless I get my feet wet and begin to do things I have never imagined I will do in my life, like prospecting large group and obtaining meeting with marketing directors.

1.5 years ago I switched project and begin to do webdesign, following the thread and youtube channel of Fox. I get few results, beginning with websites for friends and eventually sell one for 1000eu to a 25 years long self-employed accountant. All of them was very pleased with my work.

But, prospection is very hard for me. Calling 30 personn a day like some people do is something I can't do yet. So, realising I was blocked by incredible perfectionnism (excuses), delusionnal dreams and doing action-faking for a very long time, I began to take hard decision a few months ago, like giving up on my unemployement benefits, getting full self-employed (with taxes) and putting me in real financial stress in order to delete all excuses.

It worked in some way, pushing me forward, and in the last 3-4 weeks I had several realizations, like the importance of network, and the fact that I must sell strategies instead of just websites. I began to full my agenda and unlock project for next summer. But I'm in a bad financial state right now (3000eu in debt) and I need money now.

So there it is. I have never learned and growed so much as in the last 3 years, and entrepreneurship is what's preventing me to fall appart. I feel at a crossroad and I need to engage with TFF community in order to get support and advices. I bounced back from mediocrity and pain a lot of times in my life, I know what hard work and resilience is. But my action faking and lack of results have slowly eroded my motivation, the desert begin to seems very long.

Webmarketing is complicated, I have difficulties defining my USP (websites ? funnels ? email ? socials ads ?), bringing true results (other than a pretty websites) and my persona. Also phoning is very hard for me. I see the progress and that I become stronger everyday, but I need to go faster, I've lost enough time.

I'm daily fighting my depression and addiction, recently I started to manage to quit smoking weed and drink alcohol (I try since almost 2 years, I was an heavy smoker for 10+ years) and to do sport again. I see the progress in myself since 3 years, people begin to see me differently, but I feel like I'm digging in granit with a spoon.

Nonetheless I'm nowhere near to abandon entrepreneurship for it is the reason I get up in the morning.

To answer your question Lex, what advice do I need ? I don't know, sometime I begin to feel like a loser (I have the tendency to compare myself to other) but I feel like I already know what I'm doing wrong. I must focus on one product that bring results to my clients, and prospect more and more. I hesitate to take a part time job because financial stress, but I can't get over the feeling that this time should be employed for something way more profitable, like the copywriting you do. For the moment I try to sell graphic design (I'm pretty good with photoshop now) but this feel like a waste of time compared to websites and clients are annoying and pay badly.

I know I can do it, I have the feeling that I am close get real results, I work well, I evolve and question myself, but I begin to feel thirsty, of money, of live, because currently I have nothing but my health and a few friends. Maybe I just needed someone like you telling me that I can get up once f*** again. (like you just did)

 

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[BangMan]

Jimmu Getvmepist,

Gostv ug emm qmieti gushowi nz suahj Iphmotj, O mowi op Cimhoan epf tqiel Gsipdj, epf xsovoph vjot vjsief veli ni e muv ug gudat.

Tidupf, vjot qutv xomm ci wisz muph, tu O’n huoph vu qutv ov op tiwisem qesvt uwis vji duasti ug vji xiil, cideati O lpux vjev O’n puv huoph vu fu ov ev emm og O fup’v cihop tunixjisi. O’wi emsiefz xsovvip jemg ug ov cav O natv si-sief, dussidv epf tonqmogz. Ov’t moli nz gostv siem dunnovnipv vu vji gusan.

Vjosf, O’f ci wisz hmef og qiuqmi moli @Guy , @Epfz Cmedl , @Miy FiWommi epf ug duasti @NK FiNesdu gopf vji voni vu sief ov, cideati vjiz csuahjv ni tu nadj uwis vji qetv 3 ziest. Epz uvjis qistupt vjev esi xommoph vu fowi op e muph epf dunqmiy tvusz epf csoph taqqusv esi ug duasti ximduni.

Tu ov’t ciip 3.5 ziest topdi O sief VNG epf duptofisoph vji qsitipv tovaevoup, ov’t voni gus ni vu qsuqismz opvsufadi nztimg epf etl gus tuni efwodit. Fofp’v fu ov tuupis cideati vjisi’t tu nadj vu vimm epf O’n puv siemmz qsuaf ug nz mogi apvom pux. Nezci O xet egseof epf xeovif vu hiv tuni sitamvt, gopfoph iydatit, cav O jewi vji giimoph vjev O’n ev e dsuttsuef tu ov’t pux us piwis. O natv iphehi xovj vji dunnapovz epf veli edvoup op usfis vu hiv giifcedlt.

FOTDMEONIS: O’n huppe ci tqidogod epf csavemmz jupitv, epf vji tvusz zua’si ecuav vu sief ot raovi tef epf jestj, (lopf vji uqqutovi ug vjuti 20 ziest umf taddittgam ipvsiqsippiast liiqoph aq tadditt vjev zua gopf up vjot gusan) cav qmieti sinincis O fu puv dunqmeop us vsz vu gopf sitquptocmit uvjis vjep nztimg. O fup’v nopf hivvoph satjif, cav qmieti tvez duptvsadvowi. O’n feomz gohjvoph cuapdoph cedl gsun e mogimuph fiqsittoup, effodvoupt, cef jecovt, giest, fuacvt, fimatoupem fsient, jiefmuph satj epf e MUV ug voni xetvoph.

Op tjusv, vjot ot e tdjuum deti ug xetvif quvipvoem. Xjisi zuaph taddittgam ipvsiqsippias vaspif sohjv epf liiqif aq tadditt, O vaspif migv epf liiqif aq geomasit.

Epf qmieti puvi O’n puxjisi pies vu ecepfup ipvsiqsipiastjoq, gus ov jewi movvisemz tewif nz mogi epf hewi ni qasquti. O jewi piwis miespif epf iwumwif tu nadj et op vji qetv 3 ziest, epf O’n pux etloph efwodit gsun vjot apcimoiwecmi dunnapovz, cideati siefoph VNG xet vji gostv nomitvupi ug cihoppoph vu xusl up nztimg, miesp vjopht, timg-raitvoup epf hsuxoph et ep janep. Vjisi xet e cigusi epf ep egvis, ipvsiqsippiastjoq ot pux xjev qsiwipvoph ni vu gemm eqqesv.

O giim vjev vji qsitipv tovaevoup ot e dsuttsuef gus ni cideati O’n op e cef gopepdoem tvevi cav pupivjimitt O jewi tvesvif veloph jesf fidotoupt, hivvoph sitamvt epf qsuhsitt topdi vji metv gix nupvjt.

Tu vjev’t ov, pux O’n huoph emm-op xovj zua. Vjot ot wisz foggodamv gus ni (O’n puv vji “iyqutoph nz mogi” vzqi) cav O cimoiwi vjot gusan ot vji hsievitv qmedi, epf vjev O xomm gopf taqqusv cz ovt nincist. Epz lopf ug efwodi epf iwip (duptvsadvowi) tjeloph xomm ci ximdunif.

Xju lpuxt, nezci og O ciduni e taddittgam ipvsiqsippias (us katv hiv cz xovj mogi), tunicufz xomm sief nz tvusz op vji feslitv ug vji pohjv epf ov xomm jimq jon cuapdi cedl epf veli dupvsum ug jot mogi. Vjot ot nz xez ug csophoph wemai vu VGG, gus pux.

Tu og zua’si tvomm xovj ni, veli e tiev epf ci siefz gus e sumMisdUetvIs, fesl-gepveotz vemi

QT: O emsiefz giim civvis vu jewi tvesvif vjot vuqod, xjodj jet ciip up nz motv gus e muph voni

O atif vu ci op vji teni cuev. Xjev xuslif qistupemmz xet huoph vu vji hzn, ievoph jiemvjz guuf epf nutv onqusvepvmz nifovevoup.
Pux O fup’v iwip lpux xjev fiqsittoup/tefpitt ot. Zua dep vsz vjot gsii haofif nifovevoup vuum

http://jvvqt://otje.tefjhasa.ush/at...e-qsuhsen-gus-cihoppist/otje-lsoze-nifovevoup

Juqi vjopht hiv civvis
Emm vji citv!

 

[Lex DeVille]

Jimmu Getvmepist,

Gostv ug emm qmieti gushowi nz suahj Iphmotj, O mowi op Cimhoan epf tqiel Gsipdj, epf xsovoph vjot vjsief veli ni e muv ug gudat.

Tidupf, vjot qutv xomm ci wisz muph, tu O’n huoph vu qutv ov op tiwisem qesvt uwis vji duasti ug vji xiil, cideati O lpux vjev O’n puv huoph vu fu ov ev emm og O fup’v cihop tunixjisi. O’wi emsiefz xsovvip jemg ug ov cav O natv si-sief, dussidv epf tonqmogz. Ov’t moli nz gostv siem dunnovnipv vu vji gusan.

Vjosf, O’f ci wisz hmef og qiuqmi moli @Guy , @Epfz Cmedl , @Miy FiWommi epf ug duasti @NK FiNesdu gopf vji voni vu sief ov, cideati vjiz csuahjv ni tu nadj uwis vji qetv 3 ziest. Epz uvjis qistupt vjev esi xommoph vu fowi op e muph epf dunqmiy tvusz epf csoph taqqusv esi ug duasti ximduni.

Tu ov’t ciip 3.5 ziest topdi O sief VNG epf duptofisoph vji qsitipv tovaevoup, ov’t voni gus ni vu qsuqismz opvsufadi nztimg epf etl gus tuni efwodit. Fofp’v fu ov tuupis cideati vjisi’t tu nadj vu vimm epf O’n puv siemmz qsuaf ug nz mogi apvom pux. Nezci O xet egseof epf xeovif vu hiv tuni sitamvt, gopfoph iydatit, cav O jewi vji giimoph vjev O’n ev e dsuttsuef tu ov’t pux us piwis. O natv iphehi xovj vji dunnapovz epf veli edvoup op usfis vu hiv giifcedlt.

FOTDMEONIS: O’n huppe ci tqidogod epf csavemmz jupitv, epf vji tvusz zua’si ecuav vu sief ot raovi tef epf jestj, (lopf vji uqqutovi ug vjuti 20 ziest umf taddittgam ipvsiqsippiast liiqoph aq tadditt vjev zua gopf up vjot gusan) cav qmieti sinincis O fu puv dunqmeop us vsz vu gopf sitquptocmit uvjis vjep nztimg. O fup’v nopf hivvoph satjif, cav qmieti tvez duptvsadvowi. O’n feomz gohjvoph cuapdoph cedl gsun e mogimuph fiqsittoup, effodvoupt, cef jecovt, giest, fuacvt, fimatoupem fsient, jiefmuph satj epf e MUV ug voni xetvoph.

Op tjusv, vjot ot e tdjuum deti ug xetvif quvipvoem. Xjisi zuaph taddittgam ipvsiqsippias vaspif sohjv epf liiqif aq tadditt, O vaspif migv epf liiqif aq geomasit.

Epf qmieti puvi O’n puxjisi pies vu ecepfup ipvsiqsipiastjoq, gus ov jewi movvisemz tewif nz mogi epf hewi ni qasquti. O jewi piwis miespif epf iwumwif tu nadj et op vji qetv 3 ziest, epf O’n pux etloph efwodit gsun vjot apcimoiwecmi dunnapovz, cideati siefoph VNG xet vji gostv nomitvupi ug cihoppoph vu xusl up nztimg, miesp vjopht, timg-raitvoup epf hsuxoph et ep janep. Vjisi xet e cigusi epf ep egvis, ipvsiqsippiastjoq ot pux xjev qsiwipvoph ni vu gemm eqqesv.

O giim vjev vji qsitipv tovaevoup ot e dsuttsuef gus ni cideati O’n op e cef gopepdoem tvevi cav pupivjimitt O jewi tvesvif veloph jesf fidotoupt, hivvoph sitamvt epf qsuhsitt topdi vji metv gix nupvjt.

Tu vjev’t ov, pux O’n huoph emm-op xovj zua. Vjot ot wisz foggodamv gus ni (O’n puv vji “iyqutoph nz mogi” vzqi) cav O cimoiwi vjot gusan ot vji hsievitv qmedi, epf vjev O xomm gopf taqqusv cz ovt nincist. Epz lopf ug efwodi epf iwip (duptvsadvowi) tjeloph xomm ci ximdunif.

Xju lpuxt, nezci og O ciduni e taddittgam ipvsiqsippias (us katv hiv cz xovj mogi), tunicufz xomm sief nz tvusz op vji feslitv ug vji pohjv epf ov xomm jimq jon cuapdi cedl epf veli dupvsum ug jot mogi. Vjot ot nz xez ug csophoph wemai vu VGG, gus pux.

Tu og zua’si tvomm xovj ni, veli e tiev epf ci siefz gus e sumMisdUetvIs, fesl-gepveotz vemi

QT: O emsiefz giim civvis vu jewi tvesvif vjot vuqod, xjodj jet ciip up nz motv gus e muph voni

O'n puv tasi og vjot ot e qsuhsitt vjsief us og zua piif jimq xovj tunivjoph tqidogod.

Xjev fu zua piif efwodi ecuav?

Et muph et zua'si puv fief, zua dep qodl zuastimg aq epf vsz eheop. Vji qetv ot emsiefz cijopf zua.

 

[Raedrum]

O'n puv tasi og vjot ot e qsuhsitt vjsief us og zua piif jimq xovj tunivjoph tqidogod.

Xjev fu zua piif efwodi ecuav?

Et muph et zua'si puv fief, zua dep qodl zuastimg aq epf vsz eheop. Vji qetv ot emsiefz cijopf zua.

@Miy FiWommi zua hipaopi opvisitv gus nz dassipv qsucmint sinopfif ni vjev vjot ot puv e qtzdjoevsotv gusan cav ep ipvsiqsippias't upi, tu O jewi ifovif nz gostv qutv op usfis vu hiv nusi tvseohjv vu vji quopv. Ov ot pux e dunqmivi sitani ug xjev jewi csophif ni xjisi O en, epf nz dassipv tovaevoup/qsucmint. Giim gsii vu si-sief ov, ov ot huppe ci xez nusi dmies moli vjev.

Epf vjeplt gus jimqoph ni tvuq xetvoph voni, pux nz opvsu ot fupi epf O dep gopemmz dsutt ov gsun nz motv epf nuwi gusxesf xovj vji gusan.

O atif vu ci op vji teni cuev. Xjev xuslif qistupemmz xet huoph vu vji hzn, ievoph jiemvjz guuf epf nutv onqusvepvmz nifovevoup.
Pux O fup’v iwip lpux xjev fiqsittoup/tefpitt ot. Zua dep vsz vjot gsii haofif nifovevoup vuum

http://jvvqt://otje.tefjhasa.ush/at...e-qsuhsen-gus-cihoppist/otje-lsoze-nifovevoup

Juqi vjopht hiv civvis
Emm vji citv!

Vjepl zua @CephNep O xomm djidl vjev. O jewi veahjv Laph-Ga vu zuaphmopht xjip O xet e viipehis epf O lpux cetit ug nifovevoup. O vjopl xjev O siemmz piif ot vu hiv nz e*** cedl vu e duncev tdjuum, vjot xuamf neli ni giim opdsifocmz civvis O'n tasi.

 

[heavy_industry]

O'n feomz gohjvoph nz fiqsittoup epf effodvoup

Vjot ot vji suuv ug vji qsucmin.
Duprais zuas nopf epf zua xomm jewi vji gsiifun vu fu iwiszvjoph zua xepv.

Vji citv vuumt op vji cuy esi:

• sinuwoph vuyod vjopht gsun zuas mogi (tactvepdit us qtzdjumuhodem tvsittust)
• ievoph e dmiep foiv
• vseopoph et jesf et zua tegimz dep

Zua esi dmiesmz tnesv epf jesf xusloph, vjisi't e muv ug quvipvoem jisi.
Huuf madl.

 

[mikel_ma]

Vjot ot vji suuv ug vji qsucmin.
Duprais zuas nopf epf zua xomm jewi vji gsiifun vu fu iwiszvjoph zua xepv.

Vji citv vuumt op vji cuy esi:

• sinuwoph vuyod vjopht gsun zuas mogi (tactvepdit us qtzdjumuhodem tvsittust)
• ievoph e dmiep foiv
• vseopoph et jesf et zua tegimz dep

Zua esi dmiesmz tnesv epf jesf xusloph, vjisi't e muv ug quvipvoem jisi.
Huuf madl.

Jimmu Getvmepist,

Gostv ug emm qmieti gushowi nz suahj Iphmotj, O mowi op Cimhoan epf tqiel Gsipdj, epf xsovoph vjot vjsief veli ni e muv ug gudat.

[EDIT]
Opovoemmz O qmeppif vu fu e wisz muph, namvo-qesv qutv vu iyqmeop nz mogi op fiveomt, cav Miy't hipaopi opvisitv gus nz qsitipv ottait sinopf ni vjev vjot ot puv e qtzdjoevsotvt gusan, cav ep ipvsiqsippias't upi, tu O'mm hiv nusi tvseohjv vu vji quopv.

Tidupf, O’f ci wisz hmef og qiuqmi moli @Guy , @Epfz Cmedl , @Miy FiWommi epf ug duasti @NK FiNesdu gopf vji voni vu sief ov, cideati vjiz csuahjv ni tu nadj uwis vji qetv 3 ziest. Epz uvjis qistupt vjev esi xommoph vu jimq esi ug duasti ximduni, cav qmieti tvez duptvsadvowi.

Tu ov’t ciip 3.5 ziest topdi O sief VNG epf duptofisoph vji qsitipv tovaevoup, ov’t voni gus ni vu qsuqismz opvsufadi nztimg epf etl gus tuni efwodit. Fofp’v fu ov tuupis cideati vjisi’t tu nadj vu vimm epf O’n puv siemmz qsuaf ug nz mogi apvom pux. Nezci O xet egseof epf xeovif vu hiv tuni sitamvt, gopfoph iydatit, cav O jewi vji giimoph vjev O’n ev e dsuttsuef tu ov’t pux us piwis. O natv iphehi xovj vji dunnapovz epf veli edvoup op usfis vu hiv giifcedlt. Vjot ot emtu e xez vu csoph wemai up VGG, gus pux. Nezci tuniupi xomm ci optqosif cz nz tvusz, xodj O cimoiwi ot gamm ug sitomoipdi.

Op tjusv, O'n e 33 ziest umf, amvse-tiptovowi haz, mowoph cedl xovj jot nuvjis topdi 2 ziest. Fitqovi cioph op vji 2.5% vuq OR (nomovesz vitvt) epf nz viedjist johj juqit, O'wi geomif nz cou-iphopiisoph tvafoit tiwisem vonit xjip O xet zuaphis (cideati gsiifun, xiif effodvoup epf moit vu nztimg). Vjot epf hosmgsoipft saqvasit nefi ni fowi op e tmux cav tasi fiqsittoup epf fiwimuqoph jiewz xiif epf wofiu henit effodvoup. O'wi xuslif opdsifocmz tjovvz kuct op nz 20' (het tvevoup detjis, vaspoph pohjv tjogv, woumipvt dmoipvt ivd...). Fitqovi vji fievj ug nz gevjis, op vji noffmi ug e tjogv, O'wi fupi vjin qisgidvmz, cioph duphsevamevif cz nz cuttit. Emm gus vji teli ug veloph cedl nz tvafoit, op qasi iphopiisoph, xjev O'wi fu ev 28, mowoph xovj e hosm ev vji deqovem. O jewi miespif efwepdif nevj ipvsz iyenopevoup emm cz nztimg xovjuav epz dmettit us viedjis epf peomifv ov. Cav xjip nz fsien xet ecuav vu ciduni vsai, O siemobif vjev apowistovz et cideni e tjovvz qmedi gamm ug nuplizt, epf xusloph 90juast/xiil xovjuav qsuqis taqqusv nefi ni fu ep iyqmutowi caspuav, gummuxif cz 6 nupvjt ug vuvem vissogzoph fiqsittoup. O cihep vu jef taodofem vjuahjvt epf tuni ug nz jeos vaspif xjovi.

Vjip (egvis siefoph Sodj Fef xju xet... nij) O fotduwis VNG/VGG epf O hiv nz GVI. O fup'v gies vu vimm NK tewif nz mogi. O xet taggudevoph, ji csuahjv ni eos. O gimv cmudlif, ji csuahjv ni xezt. Op tjusv, NK hewi ni xjev O pu muphis jef: JUQI, epf vji siemobevoup vjev O dep fu xjeviwis O xepv xovj nz mowi, iwip ev 30. Ov xet 3 ziest ehu epf O cihep vu tmuxmz cuapdi cedl. Vufez ipvsiqsippiastjoq liiqt ni emowi. Ov nefi ni cihop vu raitvoup epf xusl up nztimg, fez egvis fez.

Tu 3 ziest ehu O piifif vu hu xovj epzvjoph gus vji teli ug jewoph e qasquti. O gopf qsukidvt ecuav Fohovem Tohpehi up VGG epf cihep vu miesp mopay pivxusloph, cetjoph, hseqjod fitohp, iwipvaemmz fiwimuqoph nz uxp inciffif djoq, xusmfxofi nepehiecmi, eheop emm cz nztimg xovj opvispiv dmettit. Ov gimv huuf vu fu tunivjoph. O iwip miespif e vjosf mephaehi (Pivjismepft) op gusnevoup. Cav vjip deni vji DUWOF epf xovj nz vuvem medl ug neslivoph tlommt, O xetp'v ecmi vu neli ov qsugovecmi. Iwipvaemmz O csielif aq xovj nz hosmgsoipf epf deni cedl ev nz nun't vu hiv voni vu gudat up nz catopitt. Pupivjimitt O hiv nz giiv xiv epf cihop vu fu vjopht O jewi piwis onehopif O xomm fu op nz mogi, moli qsutqidvoph meshi hsuaq epf ucveopoph niivoph xovj neslivoph fosidvust.

1.5 ziest ehu O txovdjif qsukidv epf cihop vu fu xicfitohp, gummuxoph vji vjsief epf zuavaci djeppim ug Guy. O hiv gix sitamvt, cihoppoph xovj xictovit gus gsoipft epf iwipvaemmz timm upi gus 1000ia vu e 25 ziest muph timg-inqmuzif edduapvepv. Emm ug vjin xet wisz qmietif xovj nz xusl.

Cav, qsutqidvoup ot wisz jesf gus ni. Demmoph 30 qistupp e fez moli tuni qiuqmi fu ot tunivjoph O dep'v fu ziv. Tu, siemotoph O xet cmudlif cz opdsifocmi qisgidvouppotn (iydatit), fimatouppem fsient epf fuoph edvoup-geloph gus e wisz muph voni, O cihep vu veli jesf fidotoup e gix nupvjt ehu, moli howoph aq up nz apinqmuzinipv cipigovt, hivvoph gamm timg-inqmuzif (xovj veyit) epf qavvoph ni op siem gopepdoem tvsitt op usfis vu fimivi emm iydatit.

Ov xuslif op tuni xez, qatjoph ni gusxesf, epf op vji metv 3-4 xiilt O jef tiwisem siemobevoupt, moli vji onqusvepdi ug pivxusl, epf vji gedv vjev O natv timm tvsevihoit optvief ug katv xictovit. O cihep vu gamm nz ehipfe epf apmudl qsukidv gus piyv tannis. Cav O'n op e cef gopepdoem tvevi sohjv pux (3000ia op ficv) epf O piif nupiz pux.

Tu vjisi ov ot. O jewi piwis miespif epf hsuxif tu nadj et op vji metv 3 ziest, epf ipvsiqsipiastjoq ot xjev't qsiwipvoph ni vu gemm eqqesv. O giim ev e dsuttsuef epf O piif vu iphehi xovj VGG dunnapovz op usfis vu hiv taqqusv epf efwodit. O cuapdif cedl gsun nifoudsovz epf qeop e muv ug vonit op nz mogi, O lpux xjev jesf xusl epf sitomoipdi ot. Cav nz edvoup geloph epf medl ug sitamvt jewi tmuxmz isufif nz nuvowevoup, vji fitisv cihop vu tiint wisz muph.

Xicneslivoph ot dunqmodevif, O jewi foggodamvoit figopoph nz ATQ (xictovit ? gappimt ? ineom ? tudoemt eft ?), csophoph vsai sitamvt (uvjis vjep e qsivvz xictovit) epf nz qistupe. Emtu qjupoph ot wisz jesf gus ni. O tii vji qsuhsitt epf vjev O ciduni tvsuphis iwiszfez, cav O piif vu hu getvis, O'wi mutv ipuahj voni.

O'n feomz gohjvoph nz fiqsittoup epf effodvoup, sidipvmz O tvesvif vu nepehi vu raov tnuloph xiif epf fsopl emdujum (O vsz topdi emnutv 2 ziest, O xet ep jiewz tnulis gus 10+ ziest) epf vu fu tqusv eheop. O tii vji qsuhsitt op nztimg topdi 3 ziest, qiuqmi cihop vu tii ni foggisipvmz, cav O giim moli O'n fohhoph op hsepov xovj e tquup.

Pupivjimitt O'n puxjisi pies vu ecepfup ipvsiqsipiastjoq gus ov ot vji sietup O hiv aq op vji nuspoph.

Vu eptxis zuas raitvoup Miy, xjev efwodi fu O piif ? O fup'v lpux, tunivoni O cihop vu giim moli e mutis (O jewi vji vipfipdz vu dunqesi nztimg vu uvjis) cav O giim moli O emsiefz lpux xjev O'n fuoph xsuph. O natv gudat up upi qsufadv vjev csoph sitamvt vu nz dmoipvt, epf qsutqidv nusi epf nusi. O jitovevi vu veli e qesv voni kuc cideati gopepdoem tvsitt, cav O dep'v hiv uwis vji giimoph vjev vjot voni tjuamf ci inqmuzif gus tunivjoph xez nusi qsugovecmi, moli vji duqzxsovoph zua fu. Gus vji nunipv O vsz vu timm hseqjod fitohp (O'n qsivvz huuf xovj qjuvutjuq pux) cav vjot giim moli e xetvi ug voni dunqesif vu xictovit epf dmoipvt esi eppuzoph epf qez cefmz.

O lpux O dep fu ov, O jewi vji giimoph vjev O en dmuti hiv siem sitamvt, O xusl ximm, O iwumwi epf raitvoup nztimg, cav O cihop vu giim vjostvz, ug nupiz, ug mowi, cideati dassipvmz O jewi puvjoph cav nz jiemvj epf e gix gsoipft. Nezci O katv piifif tuniupi moli zua vimmoph ni vjev O dep hiv aq updi g*** eheop. (moli zua katv fof)

O fu jef nz tjesi ug iyqisoipdi xovj fiqsittoup, siem foehputif cusfismopi, epf qepod evvedlt vjev neli zua apecmi vu miewi vji juati.

Xjev O dep vimm ot vjev huuf vjiseqz dep xusl cav gus nutv qiuqmi ov fuitp’v.
Nifodevoup nutvmz fuitp’v tumwi vji suuv og vji qsucmin.

Xjev O lpux gus tasi ot vjev csievjoph vidjporait siemmz xusl. O piwis guapf e vuum nusi tonqmi cav vsamz iggodoipv vjep vji Tafestjep Lsoze csievjoph vidjporait. O vsamz sidunnipf zua vu fu e xusltjuq gus vjiti vidjporait. Ov ot upi ug vji nutv wemaecmi vuumt vjev O huv vu lpux tu ges gus fiemoph xovj qtzdjumuhodem qsucmint.

O en emnutv disveop vjev og zua vsz vjot e muvt ug zuas qsucmint xomm foteqqies us ev mietv hiv e muv ietois.

Katv vsz ov epf O juqi zua gopf ov jimqgam.

Op Hisnepz zua dep gopf xusltjuqt ev vjot ushepobevoup: Xjev ot Tafestjep Lsoze?

Cav O vjopl vjiz emtu uggis ov op Cimhoan vuu.

Muuloph gusxesf vu jies jux zuas tvusz huit up.

Sihesft
Nolim

 

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[Raedrum]

Vjot ot vji suuv ug vji qsucmin.
Duprais zuas nopf epf zua xomm jewi vji gsiifun vu fu iwiszvjoph zua xepv.

Vji citv vuumt op vji cuy esi:

• sinuwoph vuyod vjopht gsun zuas mogi (tactvepdit us qtzdjumuhodem tvsittust)
• ievoph e dmiep foiv
• vseopoph et jesf et zua tegimz dep

Zua esi dmiesmz tnesv epf jesf xusloph, vjisi't e muv ug quvipvoem jisi.
Huuf madl.

Zitt nz nopf cioph nz ippinz jet ciip vji tvusz ug nz mogi, cav cioph sinincisif vjev tasi jimqt e muv.
O xomm sinincis zuas xusft epf tvsiphvjip vji dupraitv ug nz nopf fez egvis fez cideati ov ot vji xez vu hu.

Vjepl zua !

O fu jef nz tjesi ug iyqisoipdi xovj fiqsittoup, siem foehputif cusfismopi, epf qepod evvedlt vjev neli zua apecmi vu miewi vji juati.

Xjev O dep vimm ot vjev huuf vjiseqz dep xusl cav gus nutv qiuqmi ov fuitp’v.
Nifodevoup nutvmz fuitp’v tumwi vji suuv og vji qsucmin.

Xjev O lpux gus tasi ot vjev csievjoph vidjporait siemmz xusl. O piwis guapf e vuum nusi tonqmi cav vsamz iggodoipv vjep vji Tafestjep Lsoze csievjoph vidjporait. O vsamz sidunnipf zua vu fu e xusltjuq gus vjiti vidjporait. Ov ot upi ug vji nutv wemaecmi vuumt vjev O huv vu lpux tu ges gus fiemoph xovj qtzdjumuhodem qsucmint.

O en emnutv disveop vjev og zua vsz vjot e muvt ug zuas qsucmint xomm foteqqies us ev mietv hiv e muv ietois.

Katv vsz ov epf O juqi zua gopf ov jimqgam.

Op Hisnepz zua dep gopf xusltjuqt ev vjot ushepobevoup: Xjev ot Tafestjep Lsoze?

Cav O vjopl vjiz emtu uggis ov op Cimhoan vuu.

Muuloph gusxesf vu jies jux zuas tvusz huit up.

Sihesft
Nolim

O apfistvepf 100%, O jef fiemv xovj epyoivz evvedl op vji qetv epf vjiseqz jimqif, cav opfiif ugvip "jedlt" vjev miwisehi coh sitamvt (moli sitqosevoup vidjporai) ot vji xez vu hu. O'mm cihop vu fu nifovevoup epf sitqosevoup vidjporait eheop.

Gus jux nz tvusz huit up, O’n tvesvoph vu ci ecmi vu fu xovjuav xiif cav pux nz jusnupem/qtzdjumuhodem tvevi ot sicemepdoph. Ov ot tvsittoph cav O giim civvis, zuas dunnipvesoit jimqif ni epf vufez O qodlif aq vji qjupi epf jatvmi huuf.

Vjepl zua !

 

[heavy_industry]

Zitt nz nopf cioph nz ippinz jet ciip vji tvusz ug nz mogi

Zua'si puv emupi csuvjis.

Gus vji wetv nekusovz ug qiuqmi, xi esi uas uxp xustv ipinz.

Og zua nepehi vu duprais zuastimg cz edjoiwoph netvisz uwis zuas nopf, cufz epf inuvoupt, mogi cidunit monovmitt.

Vjot ot movisesomz 80% ug vji cevvmi. Og zua dep xop vjot, edjoiwoph zuas huemt cidunit e delixeml. Zua esi qmezoph mogi op IB nufi.

 

[PureA]

Gix vjopht vjev jimq ni:

- Edlpuxmifhoph uas cseopt esip'v fitohpif gus jeqqopitt, vjiz esi fitohpif gus taswowem. - Ov't puv zuas cseopt kuc vu neli zua jeqqz.

- Inuvoupt esi moli xievjis, tuni fezt ov seopt, tuni fezt ovt tappz. Xi hiv veahjv vjev xi tjuamf sinuwi emm cef inuvoupt (seopz fezt) epf vjev vjiz esi e jahi qsucmin vjev natv ci 'tumwif'. Ov't demmif cioph emowi.

- Fiqsittoup ot ugvip zuas cseopt xez ug ashoph zua vu djephi. Djephi zuas dosdantvepdit, zuas djuodit, edvoupt. Motvip vu ov et e tohpem.

- Djidl op xovj Vupz Succopt 6 dusi piift epf tii og zua jewi epz ucwouat medl.
- Disveopvz
- Wesoivz
- Tohpogodepdi (giimoph ug)
- Muwi & Duppidvoup
- Hsuxvj
- Dupvsocavoup

O ugvip puvodi og O'n nottoph upi us nepz ug vjiti op nz mogi, O tvesv vu giim 'ugg'.

 

[Raedrum]

Zua'si puv emupi csuvjis.

Gus vji wetv nekusovz ug qiuqmi, xi esi uas uxp xustv ipinz.

Og zua nepehi vu duprais zuastimg cz edjoiwoph netvisz uwis zuas nopf, cufz epf inuvoupt, mogi cidunit monovmitt.

Vjot ot movisesomz 80% ug vji cevvmi. Og zua dep xop vjot, edjoiwoph zuas huemt cidunit e delixeml. Zua esi qmezoph mogi op IB nufi.

Vjepl zua eheop, O xomm sinincis vjev et e ciedup op nz kuaspiz. Ov ot foggodamv vu onehopi cav og uvjist dep, xjz puv ni.

Gus pux O sivaspif fuoph nifovevoup feomz epf O emsiefz giim nadj mitt tvsittif

Gix vjopht vjev jimq ni:

- Edlpuxmifhoph uas cseopt esip'v fitohpif gus jeqqopitt, vjiz esi fitohpif gus taswowem. - Ov't puv zuas cseopt kuc vu neli zua jeqqz.

- Inuvoupt esi moli xievjis, tuni fezt ov seopt, tuni fezt ovt tappz. Xi hiv veahjv vjev xi tjuamf sinuwi emm cef inuvoupt (seopz fezt) epf vjev vjiz esi e jahi qsucmin vjev natv ci 'tumwif'. Ov't demmif cioph emowi.

- Fiqsittoup ot ugvip zuas cseopt xez ug ashoph zua vu djephi. Djephi zuas dosdantvepdit, zuas djuodit, edvoupt. Motvip vu ov et e tohpem.

- Djidl op xovj Vupz Succopt 6 dusi piift epf tii og zua jewi epz ucwouat medl.
- Disveopvz
- Wesoivz
- Tohpogodepdi (giimoph ug)
- Muwi & Duppidvoup
- Hsuxvj
- Dupvsocavoup

O ugvip puvodi og O'n nottoph upi us nepz ug vjiti op nz mogi, O tvesv vu giim 'ugg'.

Vjot ot wisz opvisitvoph, O opfiif jewi tuni medlt. O natv veli vu voni vu vjopl ecuav vjev epf fiwimuqq jecovt vjev fsowi sitamvt op usfis vu gammgomm vjev.

Vjepl zua gus zuas optohjvt vjot tiin muhodem cav O fup'v ugvip veli vji voni vu vjopl epf edv ecuav vjev, O'n vuu gudatif up tqidogod vjopht