Funny you should ask.What do you suggest?
Why not do as your dad did?
Hard work and make something of yourself.
To me it sounds like you`ve got no direction.
What value? What business? Why copywriting? You`ve listed alot of things that you want, but nothing concrete, nothing of substance.
Wanting something should be reflected in your actions.
You say that you want to study abroad, but you dont study.
That just means you dont want it, or you want something else more.
Look at your actions at the moment and figure out if they align in any way with want you want.
Easy example to drive the point home:
You want to learn how to swim.
You go 5 times a week for at least 2 hours in a swiming pool or in a sea, coached, and you swim.
Thats how you learn and get what tou want.