Feeling Lost

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Hi all, I read the fastlane 4 years ago... I'm 23 years old from Lusaka, Zambia. A developing country in southern africa. I have been a long reader of the forums but never signed up until now.... Im currently 23 years old and in the past I have made some little money designing websites for companies, but I just couldnt get consistence clientss and so I was broke here and there also tried other ventures that dint go well but i learnt from them. Im currently living with my grandma and as I write this write now am feeling lost.... 4 years ago i thought i would make a business that would make an impact and here I am. unemployed, no college education, broke and no where to go as my grandma will be renting out the house so i need to find an apartment to rent and i am broke. I am currently applying for some jobs here and there now to find some money to pay the bills... I still have one online business that has potential, I just need to find some little money to invest in some ads on a certain platform. I dont know why am even writting this.... I just feel lost, I have relatives telling to get into college, which I dont want to. Theres a part of me thats still tellling me I can do this and college would just be a waste of time to me, i feel like i would rather spend that energey working on another business than attending lectures, graduating then job hunting.. right now am trying to follow the method in Alex becker book 8 pillars of weath which is to find a small job, find a cheap living cost and work on a business with high potential but low startup cost then scale it. But even that would take time because even if I find a job most of the pay would be going to pay rent. I feel like all my relatives are looking at me as a failure right now... I know this is a bad introduction... I just Dont know what to do anymore

 

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Jimmu @ummeso,

O'n 23 ziest umf gsun Matele, Bencoe.

O'n 38 ziest umf epf O'n gsun Hjepe, e fiwimuqoph duapvsz op Xitv Egsode

On dassipvmz mowoph xovj nz hsepfne epf et O xsovi vjot xsovi pux en giimoph mutv.... 4 ziest ehu o vjuahjv o xuamf neli e catopitt vjev xuamf neli ep onqedv epf jisi O en. apinqmuzif, pu dummihi ifadevoup, csuli epf pu xjisi vu hu et nz hsepfne xomm ci sipvoph uav vji juati tu o piif vu gopf ep eqesvnipv vu sipv epf o en csuli. O en dassipvmz eqqmzoph gus tuni kuct jisi epf vjisi pux vu gopf tuni nupiz vu qez vji commt...

Op Hjepe vjisi't e dunnup qsuwisc vjev dep ci muutimz vseptmevif et... "Zua fup'v tvepf op vji cepf ug fsowis epvt epf qmadl ugg vji covoph epvt gsun zuas cufz."

Nz iyqisoipdi jet ciip vjev xjipiwis O gopf nztimg fitqisevimz djetoph hoht/kuct/nupiz, O fup'v neli epz jiefxez. Xjodj katv huit up vu fiiqip nz fitqisevoup, epf vji wodouat dzdmi dupvopait.

Ov't upmz xjip O tunijux gohasi uav e xez vu tvecomobi nztimg (gus tuni sietup, O dep'v vjopl ximm xjip O'n tveswoph... tjudlis :jomesouat epf dupdipvsevi up jimqoph, vjev O'n ecmi vu vasp vji wodouat dzdmi opvu e wosvauat upi.

Vjev ugvip cihopt xovj ofipvogzoph epf jimqoph UPI ushepobevoup edjoiwi tuni tqidogod fitosif sitamv.

O fupv lpux xjz en iwip xsovvoph vjot.... O katv giim mutv, O jewi simevowit vimmoph vu hiv opvu dummihi, xjodj O fupv xepv vu. Vjisit e qesv ug ni vjevt tvomm vimmmoph ni O dep fu vjot epf dummihi xuamf katv ci e xetvi ug voni vu ni, o giim moli o xuamf sevjis tqipf vjev ipishiz xusloph up epuvjis catopitt vjep evvipfoph midvasit, hsefaevoph vjip kuc japvoph

Op nepz detit, dummihi epf ipvsiqsipiastjoq tjuamfp'v ci navaemmz iydmatowi... itqidoemmz xjip zua'si cuuvtvseqqoph epf/us gsiimepdoph.

Og zua jewi vji niept, duamf zua puv hu vu dummihi tu zua jewi tuni tvecomovz, xjomi ev vji teni voni qastaoph zuas ipvsiqsipiasoem encovoup?

... sohjv pux en vszoph vu gummux vji nivjuf op Emiy cidlis cuul 8 qommest ug xievj xjodj ot vu...

O fup'v lpux ecuav Bencoe... cav op Hjepe jisi xjisi O duni gsun, vjisi't pu huwispnipv apinqmuznipv cipigovt, pu guuf tvenqt, pu dsifov desft, pu apowistem jiemvjdesi, pu tjimvis qsuhsent... pupi ug vji tudoem opviswipvoupt dunnupmz eweomecmi op fiwimuqif duapvsoit.

Tu og zua gemm fuxp, zua'si DUNQMIVIMZ fuxp, epf up zuas uxp... xovj pu taqqusv xjevtuiwis!

Epf xovj vji seqof "Enisodepobevoup" ug uas genomz tztvin, og zua'si puv desigam epf cmopfmz gummux tuni opvispiv hasa epf fup'v qmez zuas desft ximm xovjop zuas uxp mudem dupviyv, zua duamf ipf aq tisouatmz kiuqesfoboph zuas desiis epf zuas (gopepdoem) mogi.

Amvonevimz vji fidotoup ot zuast vu neli.

Gus effovoupem duptofisevoupt op neloph vjot fidotoup, qmieti veli e muul ev vjot dummidvoup ug gusan vjsieft: Fu O Hu Vu Dummihi? Fsuquav?

Epf puvi vjev zuas nutv onqusvepv ettiv ot zuas voni.

Fup'v traepfis ov fezfsienoph epf djetoph vji mevitv tjopz uckidvt gsun Opvispiv hasat.

Giim gsii vu QN "Apdmi Hiushi" (vjev't xjev gumlt demm ni fuxp jisi op Eddse) xjipiwis zua fitosi vu cuapdi tuni ofiet xovj tuniupi.

Ximduni vu Vji Getvmepi Gusan :dmeq:::dmeq:::dmeq::