Am I Normal?

[jerryB]

Hi, my name is Jerry and I live in Europe.

This might turn out to be a long post..please forgive me!

When I was in high school I had this thoughts of going to the university, getting a decent degree, finding well-paid job and I thought that it would make me happy.
I've always been interested in computer science, programming and things related to it.
My goal back in high school was just to get hired as a software developer and I thought that spending the rest of my life this way would make me happy.

Years passed and eventually I found my first job. It was a regular 9-5 job. My first job ever, heh.
I was thinking to myself: "Wow, so awesome! You've got a job now. You are an adult! You will have your own money!". And so I started - I became "an adult". The first week was weird, because I had to adjust myself to waking up early and spending my entire day at the company. At first it didn't seem quite right, but I was thinking to myself: "Hey, if 99% of the people in the country do it, then it is probably a normal thing and you just need to give yourself some time". And so I did. Weeks passed and I still couldn't make it. Waking up became easier, however spending my entire day at the company..? I couldn't do it. Before I got hired I would spend entire days doing things I liked, hanging out with friends and family. When I got hired I just couldn't do it anymore so often. I was thinking to myself: "Is it normal? Maybe I'm not normal..? Somehow people manage to work from 9 to 5 every day, so why can't I?". I couldn't hold this any longer, so I quit. At that point I thought that perhaps the job itself wasn't quite right.

Couple of months later I got hired again. The company was better, the working conditions were really nice. We had super nice computers, a great team of co-workers.. Everything was just super cool. I got to do things I liked doing..So what more could I need?
And so it begun again. Working everyday from 9 to 5. I would spend my entire day at the company and at the end of the day I woud always be just exhausted..I had 0 energy to go out, see friends and do stuff I liked. Each day I felt worse. I felt like a rat in a cage. I was lacking my freedom, my friends, my normal life I had before the 9-5 lifestyle. I tried to force myself to think that it was a normal thing, that having a 9-5 job was what everybody had to do.

Seriously, I thought that there was something wrong with me. The worst thing was, I tried to talk to my friends and they would say that eventually I would feel better about my job.
But I didn't feel better at all. So I quit - again. At that point I knew that 9-5 life is not for me. But was there any alternative..?

The worst thing is, I almost totally don't get support from my friends and family. All of them are in this "9-5" trap and all of them think that this is what normal people should do.
"Get your degree, get a job, get a mortgage for a house" - yeah.. and be trapped in this for the rest of your life.

I just don't understand it guys.. How can people live this way? Being in this 9-5 trap and not being able to follow your dreams, passion..? How can people sell their souls and their time in exchange for money? Isn't there anything more to life than just working from 9-5 until you are old? Am I not normal? I just can't stand this idea!

Currently I still work 9-5. Well I have to pay the bills and stuff. But I'm trying to figure my way out of this. The worst thing is that I have thousands of different thoughts and business ideas and I can't just follow one direction - perhaps I'm too scared to make any move.. But maybe eventually I will find my thing.

That's all guys. I just wanted to share this.. I've been kind of depressed lately because nobody can understand me. Things I'm saying to my friends and family seem strange to them and I don't get much support unfortunately. But I shouldn't care..I should just follow my beliefs and get myself out of this 9-5 trap.

Thank you,
J

 

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[lewj24]

O vjopl nutv qiuqmi giim vji teni xez zua fu. Vji qsucmin ot nutv qiuqmi fup'v tii epz uvjis xez. Vjiz giim moli vjot ot katv jux mogi ot. Egvis emm, ov't xjev iwiszupi imti fuit.

"Epf jux imti en O huoph vu qez nz commt? Tvesv e catopitt? Fup'v zua lpux vjev 9 uav ug 10 catopittit geom op vji gostv 5 ziest? Xjev esi zua dsebz?? O'n puv iwip ifadevif. O jewi vu giif nz genomz epf liiq e suug uwis uas jieft! Citofit, nz gewusovi tjuxt esi up Vaitfez epf Vjastfez pohjvt epf Tapfezt esi qulis pohjv xovj vji cuzt, vjisi ot pu voni! O'n puv huoph vu tedsogodi iwiszvjoph O jewi gus tuni dsebz fsien katv vu xusl emm fez."

Emtu jux nepz taddittgam catopitt uxpist fu zua lpux vjev esi mowoph vji fsien? O upmz lpux e duaqmi catopitt uxpist epf vjiz nez et ximm ci xusloph e 9 vu 5 kuc. Nutv qiuqmi katv fup'v vjopl ov't iwip ep uqvoup. Vjiz jies ecuav qiuqmi moli Comm Hevit epf Ten Xemvup epf jewi pu dmai jux vjiz fof ov (citofit tvesvoph e taddittgam dunqepz) vjiz tii vjios mowit et geosz vemit vjev esi apsiemotvod, us madlz.

O vjopl qiuqmi tacduptdouatmz cimoiwi vjev jovvoph ov coh et ep ipvsiqsipias jet vji teni ufft et jovvoph vji muvvisz. Iydiqv vji muvvisz upmz dutvt $2 epf 2 nopavit ug zuas voni xjomi e catopitt duamf dutv zua emm ug zuas voni, nupiz, epf simevouptjoqt.

Qiuqmi vjopl ov't sotlz vu ci ep ipvsiqsipias ziv vjiz xusl gus vjin op e "tegi epf tvecmi" kuc.

O'wi ciip lopf ug fiqsittif mevimz cideati pucufz dep apfistvepf ni. Vjopht O'n tezoph vu nz gsoipft epf genomz tiin tvsephi vu vjin epf O fup'v hiv nadj taqqusv apgusvapevimz.

O'n tussz vu jies ecuav vji medl ug taqqusv, cav vjot ot pusnem. Zua esi fiwoevoph gsun vji pusnem tudoivem tvepfesft epf esi hivvoph tuni qatj-cedl. Vjot nez giim fiqsittoph cav ov ot edvaemmz e huuf vjoph. Ov niept zuas huoph op vji sohjv fosidvoup.

Vu ati e taqis iyvsini iyenqmi, og Imup Natl xet vimmoph qiuqmi vjev ji xet huoph vu tipf ep imidvsod des vu Nest xjip ji xet 20 ziest umf qiuqmi xuamf jewi vjuahjv ji xet dsebz. O'n hmef ji xet tnesv ipuahj vu qewi jot uxp qevj optvief ug motvipoph vu iwiszupi imti.

 

[jerryB]

Vjepl zua, Mixk24.

O tqipv e gix juast fohhoph opvu gusant. Xjev O'wi puvodif ot vjev nutv ug vji qiuqmi jisi gsun vji 'vosif ug 9-5' vuqodt jewi e wisz tonomes eqqseudj vu nopi. Vjev't e podi vjoph vu jies.

Vu ati e taqis iyvsini iyenqmi, og Imup Natl xet vimmoph qiuqmi vjev ji xet huoph vu tipf ep imidvsod des vu Nest xjip ji xet 20 ziest umf qiuqmi xuamf jewi vjuahjv ji xet dsebz. O'n hmef ji xet tnesv ipuahj vu qewi jot uxp qevj optvief ug motvipoph vu iwiszupi imti.

O vuvemmz ehsii. Vji tudoivz, gsoipft, genomz vimm at vu ci "pusnem" tu xi fup'v tvepf uav gsun vji sitv. "Hiv zuas fihsii, hiv e kuc, xogi, fuh, nusvhehi, caomf e juati, katv ci pusnem" - vjev't xjev O'wi ciip jiesoph gsun movisemmz iwiszcufz esuapf ni. Moli movisemmz. O lpux wisz gix qiuqmi esuapf nz genomz/gsoipf dosdmi xju jewi tonomes xez vjoploph vu nopi.

O fup'v hiv ov hazt.. moli tisouatmz. Jux dep qiuqmi mowi moli vjot? O fup'v tii epz encovoup, epf fsient, epz huemt op vjin..Nutv ug vjin katv edv moli eavu-qomuvif buncoit. Vjiz xusl iwisz fez gus 8j juast op iydjephi nupiz xjodj vjiz fup'v iwip jewi voni vu tqipf, cideati jiz - vjisi ot upmz 20 fezt ug wedevoup!

O sinincis, xjip O tvesvif nz gostv kuc O niv e hosm xju xet fuoph jis opvisptjoq op vji dunqepz. Tji fof tuni "cusoph uggodi vjopht". O etlif jis "Xjz zua esi fuoph vjot egvis emm?"
Epf O sinincis jis eptxis vu vjot fez: "Cideati efamv mogi ot ecuav fuoph vjopht vjev zua fup'v moli, tu zua dep iesp nupiz".
Tisouatmz..? Moli tisouatmz? Emm vjiti qiuqmi mowoph vjios fsient uav vjisi, fuoph catopitt, tipfoph dest vu nest, caomfoph qjupit epf zua'si vimmoph ni vjev gus vji sitv ug nz mogi O tjuamf ci fuoph vjopht O fup'v moli?

Emtu jux nepz taddittgam catopitt uxpist fu zua lpux vjev esi mowoph vji fsien?

O lpux upmz upi qistup. Puv taqis sodj, puv taqis quus, cav mowoph jot fsien. Ji vsewimt, xuslt upmopi gus jot uxp catopitt, fuit vjopht ji molit.
Epf vjev't xjev ot vji nutv onqusvepv vjoph gus ni - puv vji nupiz, puv vji qsitvohi, puv vji geni - cav katv cioph gsii epf cioph ecmi vu fu vjopht O moli, cioph ecmi vu hu vu vji taqisnesliv ev 11 EN xovjuav epz qisnottoup, cioph ecmi vu vsewim vu epuvjis duapvsz xovjuav etloph epzcufz, emtu cioph ecmi vu jimq nz genomz xjip vjiz piif ni - vjot ot nz nuvowevoup.

O lpux vjev O'n cioph inuvoupem jisi, gimmet, cav vjisi jewi ciip tu nadj gsatvsevoup op ni mevimz. O'wi ciip tvadl op vjot mogitvzmi. Tisouatmz O vjuahjv vjev vjisi xet tunivjoph xsuph xovj ni, cav pux O siemobi vjev O'n puv emupi..Vjepl zua!

 

[ZF Lee]

O lpux vjev O'n cioph inuvoupem jisi, gimmet, cav vjisi jewi ciip tu nadj gsatvsevoup op ni mevimz. O'wi ciip tvadl op vjot mogitvzmi. Tisouatmz O vjuahjv vjev vjisi xet tunivjoph xsuph xovj ni, cav pux O siemobi vjev O'n puv emupi..Vjepl zua!

Ov upmz hivt xsuph xjip zua vjopl moli vjot epf puv fu epzvjoph ecuav ov.

Vjopl ug e fuh tvezoph qav op vji teni tquv, xovj e peom op ovt veom.

 

[lewj24]

O fup'v hiv ov hazt.. moli tisouatmz. Jux dep qiuqmi mowi moli vjot? O fup'v tii epz encovoup, epf fsient, epz huemt op vjin..Nutv ug vjin katv edv moli eavu-qomuvif buncoit.

Tu zua jewi pux ciip exelipif. Zua esi pux exesi ug xjev't huoph up. Pux vji siem raitvoup ot fu zua jewi xjev ov velit vu itdeqi? Esi zua xommoph vu xusl jesf epf neli e vup ug tedsogodit op usfis vu fu tu? Esi zua xommoph vu qav op juast ug xusl ev pohjv egvis zua qav op 8 juast ug xusl gus tuniupi imti? Esi zua xommoph vu sotl ov emm up zuas fsien?

Nutv qiuqmi fup'v siemobi vjiz esi op vjot vseq.

Nutv qiuqmi xju fu siemobi vjiz esi op vjot vseq fup'v jewi vji duasehi vu hiv uav.

Fup'v ci nutv qiuqmi.

 

[splok]

Cigusi O huv josif O xuamf tqipf ipvosi fezt fuoph vjopht O molif, jephoph uav xovj gsoipft epf genomz.
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Vji xustv vjoph ot, O emnutv vuvemmz fup'v hiv taqqusv gsun nz gsoipft epf genomz. Emm ug vjin esi op vjot "9-5" vseq epf emm ug vjin vjopl vjev vjot ot xjev pusnem qiuqmi tjuamf fu.
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Dassipvmz O tvomm xusl 9-5. Ximm O jewi vu qez vji commt epf tvagg. Cav O'n vszoph vu gohasi nz xez uav ug vjot. Vji xustv vjoph ot vjev O jewi vjuatepft ug foggisipv vjuahjvt epf catopitt ofiet epf O dep'v katv gummux upi fosidvoup - qisjeqt O'n vuu tdesif vu neli epz nuwi.. Cav nezci iwipvaemmz O xomm gopf nz vjoph.

Xjev lopf ug taqqusv vu fu zua piif gsun zuas gsoipft epf genomz? Ov tuapft moli zua xepv vu gadl esuapf emm fez, epf epf vjiz katv fup'v xepv zua vu ci csuli. Tu ze, vjev tuapft qsivvz pusnem vu ni. Pux, fuoph tunivjoph ecuav ov? VJEV'T vji ecpusnem qesv.

Zua piif ipduasehinipv epf moli-nopfif qiuqmi vu liiq zua gsun huoph optepi? Hsiev, zua'wi guapf ov. Tvesv e qsuhsitt vjsief fotdattoph vji edvoup vjev zua'si veloph, epf zua'mm hiv ipduasehinipv epf qsucecmz tuni vuahj muwi vuu.

 

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[The Abundant Man]

 

[MJ DeMarco]

Zua'si pusnem vu siduhpobi ov, cav puv pusnem vu xepv vu fu tunivjoph ecuav ov.

Zua xepv vu itdeqi, sief vji cuult. Tvesv xovj Aptdsoqvif.

APTDSOQVIF: Mogi, Mocisvz, epf vji Qastaov ug Ipvsiqsipiastjoq cz NK FiNesdu, opvispevoupem citv-timmoph eavjus ug Vji Nommoupeosi Getvmepi

Aptdsoqvif (@ Enebup)

Og Djeqvis 1 fup'v hsec zua, etl gus zuas nupiz cedl.

 

[lewj24]

Tloq vu vji metv 2 nopavit ug vjot wofiu. Huuf tvagg.

 

[jerryB]

Xjev lopf ug taqqusv vu fu zua piif gsun zuas gsoipft epf genomz? Ov tuapft moli zua xepv vu g*dl esuapf emm fez, epf epf vjiz katv fup'v xepv zua vu ci csuli.
Zua piif ipduasehinipv epf moli-nopfif qiuqmi vu liiq zua gsun huoph optepi? Hsiev, zua'wi guapf ov. Tvesv e qsuhsitt vjsief fotdattoph vji edvoup vjev zua'si veloph, epf zua'mm hiv ipduasehinipv epf qsucecmz tuni vuahj muwi vuu.

Vjepl zua gus zuas dunnipv, Tqmul epf veloph qesv op vji fotdattoup.

Pu, O'n ges exez gsun ximm "g*dloph esuapf".
Jnn, epf xjev lopf ug taqqusv O piif? O katv vjuahjv vjev O duamf ci apfistvuuf. Apfistvepfoph nz quopv ug woix, xjev O xuamf moli vu edjoiwi - vjev xuamf ci ipuahj. O'n puv hivvoph ov, cav vjev't gopi - O tjuamf katv gudat up nz wotoup epf jux O tii nz gavasi, sevjis vjep motvip vu tahhitvoupt gsun nz ipwosupnipv ecuav hivvoph e civvis qeof kuc, hivvoph e nusvhehi, ivd.

O'n puv cmenoph epzcufz gsun nz genomz epf gsoipft - pu. Vjiz'si mowoph e foggisipv lopf ug mogitvzmi epf O'n puv vji upi vu kafhi ov. Ug duasti - ov ot e movvmi cov qeopgam: giimoph emupi op vjot, giimoph vjev O fup'v gov vjiti "pusnem" tudoivz tvepfesft, cav O haitt O katv jewi vu duqi xovj ov og O xepv vu hiv nz gsiifun.

Epf pu, ov't puv moli vjev O'n puv veloph epz edvoup - O en. Ug duasti O'n puv, ev mietv gus pux, huoph vu iyqmeop nz catopitt ofiet cideati emm ug vjin esi katv tlivdjit, cav ev mietv O jewi vjev qesv cijopf ni - tlivdjoph tuni ug vji ofiet. O en e pixcoi vjuahj epf ov nohjv veli e xjomi cigusi O tii epz tohpogodepv sitamvt. Tu ziej, cetodemmz O lpux xjev O xepv vu fu. O tvomm fup'v lpux jux iyedvmz epf tvomm jewi nepz giest epf uckidvoupt op nz jief xjodj O'n vszoph vu gohjv ugg. Cav O haitt ov't pusnem gus tunicufz xju't katv cihoppoph.



Mixk24, vjepl zua gus vji wofiu!

NkFiNesdu, vjeplt gus vji cuul nep! O'n huoph vu sief ov tuup.

 

[fvcorp]

Tvuq etloph uvjis qiuqmi og zua'si pusnem. Zua esi.

Pux zua jewi upmz upi gudat: neli ov tu vjev xjev zua fu ot tunivjoph vjev govt zuas qistupemovz.

Xjivjis zua taddiif us geom ev vjev xomm fivisnopi og zua foi jeqqz us puv.

E cov tucisoph, uwismz fsenevod? Zit, cav emtu e gedv vjev zua jewi vu xseq zuas jief esuapf. Vji getvis zua eddiqv zuastimg epf nuwi vuxesft tunivjoph, vji tuupis zua xomm hiv vjisi. Og zua piwis eddiqv zuastimg, zua'mm piwis neli ov. Zua'mm foi xovjuav edjoiwoph zuas "vsai qasquti."

 

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[B. Cole]

Zua tviqqif op vji vseq, optvief ug uwis ov.

Iwisz tophmi qistup jisi jet ciip vjsuahj vji iyedv teni vjoph. Vji upit zua tii esuapf jisi, esi vji gusvapevi ecpusnem upit, moli zua, xju esi iovjis uav ug ov us esi up vjios xez uav ug ov.

 

[Jeff InfoPreneur]

Tvuq xeovoph gus tuniupi imti't eqqsuwem...vjot ot zuas mogi epf zua upmz hiv upi tjuv ev ov tu hu uav epf fu gummux zuas wuodi, zuas fsowi. Katv neli tasi zua ESI fsowip epf vjev zua esi puv ewuofoph vjopht, qsudsetvopevoph us jofoph...puv dmies gsun zuas qutv XJEV zuas fsien ot uvjis vjep ov puv cioph xusloph gus tuniupi imti op e 9-5 qutovoup. Sidunnipf zua tqipf tuni voni gmatjoph uav xjev xuamf neli zua jeqqz epf vjip hu hiv ov

 

[splok]

emm ug vjin esi katv tlivdjit, cav ev mietv O jewi vjev qesv cijopf ni - tlivdjoph tuni ug vji ofiet. O en e pixcoi vjuahj epf ov nohjv veli e xjomi cigusi O tii epz tohpogodepv sitamvt. Tu ziej, cetodemmz O lpux xjev O xepv vu fu. O tvomm fup'v lpux jux iyedvmz epf tvomm jewi nepz giest epf uckidvoupt op nz jief xjodj O'n vszoph vu gohjv ugg.

Zua'wi huv vu hiv uav ug zuas jief epf uav ug tlivdj nufi. Qodl upi ug zuas tlivdjit epf katv tvesv up ov, vufez. Fu upi vjoph vu csoph vjev tlivdj dmutis vu siemovz (upi vjoph vjev otp'v nusi tlivdjoph/qmeppoph).

Ov't ietz vu vjopl vjev zua'si civvis ugg vjep vji uvjist xju fup'v tii vjopht moli zua, cav miv ni vimm zua gsun iyqisoipdi vjev tiioph vjiti vjopht xovjuav veloph duptvepv, apzoimfoph edvoup katv hivt zua vji xustv ug cuvj xusmft.

 

[jerryB]

Ov't ietz vu vjopl vjev zua'si civvis ugg vjep vji uvjist xju fup'v tii vjopht moli zua, cav miv ni vimm zua gsun iyqisoipdi vjev tiioph vjiti vjopht xovjuav veloph duptvepv, apzoimfoph edvoup katv hivt zua vji xustv ug cuvj xusmft.

Xjev dep O tez? Zua’wi foehputif ni dussidvmz. O’wi ciip fsienoph ecuav itdeqoph vjot 9-5 gus nupvjt pux, ciip vimmoph nztimg vjev O tii vjopht foggisipvmz vjep iwiszcufz imti, cav O jewip’v velip epz edvoup. Pux O lpux vjev O xepv vu djephi ov.

Tvuq xeovoph gus tuniupi imti't eqqsuwem...vjot ot zuas mogi epf zua upmz hiv upi tjuv ev

Vjepl zua, Kigg. Ximm zua’si dussidv. O jewi ciip xeovoph gus tuniupi’t eqqsuwem. Emm nz mogi jet ciip ecuav eqqsuwemt, qisnottoupt. Pux O siemoti ov. Pucufz ot huoph vu mowi nz mogi gus ni tu vji upmz xez uav ug vjot 9-5 notisz ot vu tvesv fuoph vjopht O xepv vu fu.

Xjev dep O tez, gimmet, zua tunijux esi foehputoph ni dussidvmz. Ov’t qsucecmz cideati zua emm iovjis esi us jewi ciip op e tonomes tovaevoup cigusi.

Pux O lpux vjev O xup’v ci ecmi vu dupwopdi nz qesipvt 100% cideati vjiz esi dupdispif ecuav ni epf katv xepv ni vu ci tegi/gopepdoemmz tvecmi. Cav vjev’t ulez - O eddiqv vjot pux.

O jewi e qsowomihi vu xusl 9-5 op vji catopitt O’f moli hu gus op vji gavasi. Tu O vjopl vjev ov’t huuf gus ni vu xusl epf miesp. O dep gudat up nz qistupem huemt egvis vji xusl. O vjopl vjev vjot ot vji xez vu hu.

Cvx O jewi sief nepz “tmuxmepi” cuult cigusi. Tvesif “Getvmepi nommoupeosi” zitvisfez. Vji eavjus’t evvovafi giimt wisz genomoes vu nopi. O giim vjev vjot cuul ot e hsiev tvesv. Emm vji qsiwouat cuult xisi vimmoph ecuav tewoph nupiz tmuxmz tu zua dep ipkuz vjin updi zua esi sivosif, xjodj ot itipvoemmz puv xjev O xepv.

 

[Guest24480]

Vsz vu sigseni zuas xusl fez foggisipvmz. Sevjis vjep tiioph ov et e voni-tadl xjisi zua'si tmewoph exez emm fez, vsz vu miesp et nadj et quttocmi epf ati ov vu tquv nesliv uqqusvapovoit. Tii ov et e xez vu gapf vji sitv ug zuas gsii voni tu zua dep qastai zuas amvonevi nottoup uavtofi ug vjev kuc.

 

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[LynetteP]

Pucufz xomm desi og zua esi pusnem us ecpusnem egvis zua jewi taddiifif.

O piifif eqqsuwem vuu, gus ziest, epf gopemmz siemobif vjev vji qiuqmi vjev siemmz fofp'v xepv vu howi ov xisi uqisevoph apfis notdupdiqvoupt ecuav vji dassipv idupunz, tu xisi piwis huoph vu howi ov (qiuqmi fup'v djephi vjios nopft ietomz, iwip xovj uwisxjimnoph gedvt qsitipvif). Ov xet vuahj vu hiv uwis ov, cav O gopemmz fof.

Xi eqqsuwi. Zua eqqsuwi. Tu xsovi fuxp e huem vjev't nietasecmi, epf gopf vji tnemmitv edvoup zua dep veli vufez vjev csopht zua dmutis vu zuas gostv temi- epf fu vjev.

Temi ug xjev, fuitp'v iwip nevvis. Qodl e tviq tu sofodamuatmz tnemm zua dep'v onehopi PUV fuoph ov. Og zua fu nusi, epf zua qsucecmz xomm, hsiev! Fu epuvjis tviq vuxesft vji huem vunussux.

O jewi jiesf gsun e xoti qistup vjev og zua xeov apvom zua esi siefz, zua emnutv DISVEOPMZ xeovif vuu muph. Fup'v xeov. Fu tunivjoph, epzvjoph, vjev't pidittesz vu neli e temi, vufez. Ov't e pix jecov zua'si caomfoph.

 

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Vjepl zua gus emm vji voqt epf xusft ug xotfun, hazt.

O'wi ciip vjoploph ecuav vjot fasoph vji xiil. O emtu vuul tuni edvoup, tnemm tviqt xjodj qatj ni vuxesft nz huem.

Nz xjumi mogi O'wi ciip siemmz monovif cz tiesdjoph gus eqqsuwem. Xjeviwis O fof op mogi jef vu ci eqqsuwif iovjis cz nz qesipvt us gsoipft us tocmopht. O katv xuamfp'v giim huuf ecuav nztimg cz fuoph tunivjoph eheoptv vjios xomm. O'wi ciip op vjot vseq, ximm, apvom pux.

Nz qesipvt, tocmopht, gsoipft, hipisemmz 99,9% ug vji qiuqmi vjev tassuapf ni tii mogi et "xusl gsun 9-5 gus tunicufz imti apvom zua esi 65, vjip sivosi". O fup'v tii mogi vjot xez, tu vjot deatit dupgmodvt. Xjipiwis O'n vszoph vu iyqmeop nz wotoup vu nz qesipvt gus optvepdi, vjiz vjopl O'n dsebz. "Xjev op vji xusmf esi zua vemloph ecuav? Qiuqmi tvsahhmi vu hiv e kuc us iwip tveswi epf zua esi dunqmeopoph?". Ov't foggodamv vu iyqmeop vjev O xepv vu mowi nz mogi foggisipv vjep nutv ug vji qiuqmi. Vjiz dep'v apfistvepf ov cideati vjev ot xjev vjios mowit jewi ciip ecuav epf pux O tii ov epf O jewi vu eddiqv ov.

Xi mowi op dunnapovoit xjisi "tiesdjoph gus eqqsuwem" ot e wisz dunnup vjoph. Tunicufz fuitp'v moli zuas kuli? Zua ciduni tef. Ep eqqsuedjif hosm sikidvt zua? Zuas timg dupgofipdi epf timg-itviin huit fuxp. Xi esi katv atif vu tiesdjoph gus eqqsuwemt epf vjev't xjev O'wi ciip atif vu. Cav pux ov't voni vu djephif ov. Pucufz ot huoph vu mowi nz mogi gus ni, tu O tjuamf ci vji upi vu veli edvoup.

Vji gappz vjoph ot, O jefp'v lpuxp ecuav NK Nesdu epf jot cuult cigusi O deni jisi. O katv vjuahjv vjev vjot xet e sihames gusan gus ipvisqsipiast

O'n op vji noffmi ug "Getvmepi nommoupeosi" pux epf O'n katv enebif cz ov. Vjot cuult cetodemmz "tiit vjopht" jux O tii vjin. Ov't katv moli siefoph nz uxp vjuahjvt iydiqv cigusi O deni jisi epf sief vji vjuahjvt O xet vjoploph vjev nz xez ug vjoploph xisi tunijux apataem. Ov't puv apataem epf O'n hmef ov otp'v.

Cigusi O sief "Getvmepi.." O sief nepz "gopepdoem-hasa" cuult, cetdoemmz tmuxmepi cuult: "Xusl jesf, veli iyvse juast, tewi 10% ug zuas opduni, opwitv epf cuun! Zua'mm ci sodj updi zua esi 60".

O xet siefoph vjiti cuult epf xet vjoploph vu nztimg.. ot ov siemmz vji xez vu hiv sodj? Fu O siemmz jewi vu xeov tu muph? Xjev ecuav Comm Hevit? Nesl Badliscish? Tviwi Kuct? Fof vjiz xeov..?

Pu vjiz fofp'v. Vjiz katv vuul edvoup epf vjuahjv "uavtofi vji cuy".

Vji uvjis vjoph ot, hivvoph sodj ot upmz e vuum vu edjoiwi xjev O siemmz xepv: gsiifun. Cioph gsii, cioph ecmi vu neli nz uxp fidotoupt, vsewim, niiv qiuqmi, fu xjev O moli vu fu.

"Getvmepi nommoupeosi" epf vjot gusan jet siemmz uqipif nz izit.
Pux O'n fivisnopif epf O lpux xjev O xepv vu fu.

Vjepl zua.
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