Yes, it's analysis paralysis. Shut your brain off and just F*cking do it. Showing up is 90% of success. Go to the interview and F*ck IT UP if you have to. Fail completely. What's stopping you is fear. The cure for fear is Courage. There are thousands other companies in your field you can apply to and try again if you don't get the job.
The "research" you are doing is action faking. The part of you that doesn't want you to be successful is coming up with an alternate activity that won't cause you to go out of your comfort zone. Get over yourself. Counter is with a daily To Do list that you complete religiously. Key word "Do". Researching something is not doing. At least not for you, at this point of your life.
It's not like you're missing a limb. It's -only- a mindset change. Just do it, even if you have to fake it until you make it.
The "research" you are doing is action faking. The part of you that doesn't want you to be successful is coming up with an alternate activity that won't cause you to go out of your comfort zone. Get over yourself. Counter is with a daily To Do list that you complete religiously. Key word "Do". Researching something is not doing. At least not for you, at this point of your life.
Has anyone ever done this or know anyone like this who is now successful or have I got no hope?
It's not like you're missing a limb. It's -only- a mindset change. Just do it, even if you have to fake it until you make it.