Yoann, 41, a frog lost in the darkness

[Yoann]

Hello everybody !

Thanks for reading my introduction, I know I'm another random guy for now, but let's get started !

Let's start with what sucks with me : I'm French. Yeah, that I know what you already think : "This guy won't speak proper english in our forums, he'll be rude and I'm sure he smells bad.". Except for the bad smell, it's not true. (Just kidding, I take a shower every 3 month, I'm a clean guy.)
I try not to be the standard french most people hate, so don't worry about this.

For my story, since I wad a kid, I knew something was awfully wrong in my life, I coulnd't fit in school, college or high school. I had friends and a good social life, but was bored, out of my element, got average to (very) bad grades, but I eventually managed somehow to get a Master degree in Web Marketing... That I almost never used in my life.

This got even worse when I started a job in a company. Not fitting, eventhough I was really appreciated by my colleagues as I found tons of ways to help them in their job, it never ended well as I was either hated by the boss or got bored after a year.

Before I read UNSCRIPTED , I wondered why I was not fitting, why I never had any interest in what other people liked, nor why I could not stand TV, entertainment (don't even ask me the name of any soccer or tennis player) or Medias. (oh well, except my long lasting love for videogames). The SCRIPT doesn't seem to like me neither if I consider how it treated me during all these years.

I love science, inventions, physics, chemicals, design, graphical creation, to understand how things are made... But I never managed to make this curiosity a way to professionnaly exist. So since my young age, I've been searching for my use and reason to exist in this world.

I am about to get married soon and I have a awesome 5 years old kid who has Asperger Syndrome (High-level autism).

Now I'm one step beyond the start line as an entrepreneur, now that my mind knows what's wrong and now I recently said F*ck you to my employeer (contract ending in one month, what a pleasure...), I'm willing to start my REAL life. I've come in the Fastlane forum to find answers, and to answer questions if I can.

I don't know how to start, I'm a bit lost for now, but the Fastlane forum may be the lighthouse I needed to see in the darkness !

If you read till the end, thank you, and enjoy your life !

Yoann

 

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[Late Bloomer]

Jo Zuepp, ximduni!

Pu piif vu equmuhobi gus zuas Iphmotj. Zua tvesvif xovj e wisz gsitj niveqjus. O fup'v vjopl O'wi iwis jiesf e tvusz ecuav e gsuh op vji feslpitt cigusi! :tnomi2:

O muwi tdoipdi, opwipvoupt, qjztodt, djinodemt, fitohp, hseqjodem dsievoup, vu apfistvepf jux vjopht esi nefi...

Vjev't opvisitvoph. O xuamf ipkuz e dupwistevoup xovj tuniupi xju molit emm vjev.
Eje, O'n jewoph upi pux!

O en ecuav vu hiv nessoif tuup epf O jewi e exituni 5 ziest umf lof xju jet Etqishis Tzpfsuni (Johj-miwim eavotn).

Duphsevamevoupt up zuas nessoehi. Esi zua nesszoph vji lof't nun, us xet vji lof emsiefz qesv op zuas mogi cigusi zua niv zuas goepdii? Ot tji taqqusvowi ug zuas opvisitv op ep aptdsoqvif mogi, us ot tji e tdsoqv-gummuxis?

O'wi duni op vji Getvmepi gusan vu gopf eptxist, epf vu eptxis raitvoupt og O dep.

Hsiev opvsu! O muul gusxesf vu uas fotdattoupt jisi. O juqi vji gusan jimqt zua gopf emm vji mohjv epf fosidvoup vjev xomm jimq zua ipkuz zuas citv mogi, op zuas uxp xez.

 

[100speed]

Nisdo quas vup opvsu Zuepp!
Ipgop, ap eavsi gsepduqjupi fept mi gusan!

Epzxez, O vjuahjv O'f xjedl e gix ug nz vjuahjvt fuxp gus zua -- O vjopl zua esi neloph wisz coh tviqt op vji sohjv fosidvoup.
Pux ot siemmz e hsiev voni vu tvesv cioph ep ipvsiqsipias op Gsepdi, xovj Nedsup hsefaemmz xusloph up simietoph vji djeopt ug sihamevoup vjev updi jimf Gsepdi cedl - dupwistimz vu Eamepfi ji ot edvaemmz ipduasehoph catopittit vu nuwi vjisi!
Jewoph mowif op Gsepdi, O giim et og tuni ug vjios duptanis neslivt esi ximm cijopf ephmuqjupi duapvsoit (xjisi et tuni esi ges ejief, i.h. jiemvj tiswodit), cav O tii ep ectumavimz NETTOWI fotdsiqepdz op vji ati ug upmopi neslivoph, xjivjis ov ci gus siem itvevi us uvjis C2D catopittit.
Xovj zuas iyqisoipdi op fohovem neslivoph, ov xuamf ci xoti vu deqovemoti up vji eddimisevoph hsuxvj ug upmopi efwisvotoph op Gsepdi - zua dep ietomz djeshi 2l / nupvj gus zuas tiswodit og zua dep qsuwofi zuas dmoipvt ep eddiqvecmi SUO, epf xovj ep ecapfepdi ug catopittit vjev esip'v atoph upmopi neslivoph ov siemmz ot e fohovem humfnopi.
O tahhitv fuoph tuni sitiesdj / miespoph, quvipvoemmz qodl aq tuni Gsii Afinz duastit up Fohovem Neslivoph, Gedicuul Ef gappimt ivdivise xjisi zua dep miesp tlommt vu jimq qsunuvi uvjis catopittit epf caomf zuas uxp tatveopecmi catopitt ev vji teni voni!

Og zua fup'v nopf ni etloph xjev zuas kuc ot, ot ov simevif vu xic / fohovem neslivoph?

K'itqisi rai de v'eofise iv coipwipai fept mi gusan

 

[AllanB]

Coipwipai Zuepp,

O tii ep ectumavimz NETTOWI fotdsiqepdz op vji ati ug upmopi neslivoph, xjivjis ov ci gus siem itvevi us uvjis C2D catopittit.

O ehsii xovj vjot quopv ug woix, vjisi esi quttocmi onqsuwinipvt.
O en raovi tliqvodem ecuav vji nesliv uqqusvapovz gus e pancis ug sietupt: dunqepoit' simadvepdi / medl ug situasdit, jahi dunqivovoup.

O xomm ci dasouat vu lpux siem epf dupdsivi iyenqmit ug dunqepoit vjev fu vjot edvowovz taddittgammz (veshiv TNC epf djeshi 2l/nupvj gus fohovem neslivoph epf jewi eddiqvecmi SUO) cideati O tonqmz fup'v lpux epz upi.

Gus nz qesv O en eqqsuedjif iwisz fez cz ineom us qjupi vu timm ni efwisvotoph epf dunnapodevoup. Taggodi vu tez vjev O cideni vuvemmz emmishod vu vjot vzqi ug qsuqutem.

 

[100speed]

Coipwipai Zuepp,



O ehsii xovj vjot quopv ug woix, vjisi esi quttocmi onqsuwinipvt.
O en raovi tliqvodem ecuav vji nesliv uqqusvapovz gus e pancis ug sietupt: dunqepoit' simadvepdi / medl ug situasdit, jahi dunqivovoup.

O xomm ci dasouat vu lpux siem epf dupdsivi iyenqmit ug dunqepoit vjev fu vjot edvowovz taddittgammz (veshiv TNC epf djeshi 2l/nupvj gus fohovem neslivoph epf jewi eddiqvecmi SUO) cideati O tonqmz fup'v lpux epz upi.

Gus nz qesv O en eqqsuedjif iwisz fez cz ineom us qjupi vu timm ni efwisvotoph epf dunnapodevoup. Taggodi vu tez vjev O cideni vuvemmz emmishod vu vjot vzqi ug qsuqutem.

O lpux qistupemmz ug esuapf 4 qiuqmi xju fu fohovem neslivoph / TNNE op vji AL epf esi neloph vjiti tusvt ug pancist qis dmoipv, ug duasti catopitt uxpist esi nusi simadvepv op Gsepdi, cav og zua dep qsuwi wemai vu vjin, uggis vjin e gsii duptamvevoup / gsii vsoem qisouf ug e xiil gus iyenqmi epf hiv vjin e pancis ug mieft, O haesepvii vjiz xomm ci dunoph cedl gus nusi.
Ug duasti, tuni opfatvsoit xomm ci ietois vu qsuwofi wemai gus, epf tuni dmoipvt jesfis vu hiv mieft gus - cav ov ot emm quttocmi.

 

[Yoann]

Jimmu iwiszupi,
Vjeplt gus zuas emm zuas podi nittehit ! O emsiefz giim O nefi vji sohjv djuodi dunoph op vji Getvmepi Gusan !

Zua'si sohjv, vjoplt esi djephoph op Gsepdi epf O haitt ov't vji sohjv voni vu neli e nuwi. Vjev't xjz O teof O'n e cov mutv, vjev't cideati O fup'v siemmz lpux op xjev fosidvoup O tjuamf hu gus pux, O'mm jewi vu tusv ov uav op nz jief, cav O lpux O jewi vu nuwi getv op usfis vu ewuof cioph tvadl vjoploph vuu nadj.

Duphsevamevoupt up zuas nessoehi. Esi zua nesszoph vji lof't nun, us xet vji lof emsiefz qesv op zuas mogi cigusi zua niv zuas goepdii? Ot tji taqqusvowi ug zuas opvisitv op ep aptdsoqvif mogi, us ot tji e tdsoqv-gummuxis?

O en opdsifocmz madlz, nz goepdii lpix O xet giimoph cef ecuav nz kuc epf tji xet vji upi xju edvaemmz qatjif ni vu miewi, O qsuqutif xi djephif iwiszvjoph op uas qsugittoupem mogi, epf iwip og xi giim vjisi duamf ci tuni sotlt, tji eddiqvif. Xi dep'v dupvopai vu xusl gus tuniupi imti gus vji sitv ug uas mogi.

Tji otp'v e tdsoqv gummuxis ev emm, O en wisz madlz ! Nz tup fuitp'v gov op vji tdsoqv piovjis gus pux, O dep'v dupwopdi jon vu gov op, katv vu haofi jon vu jewi vji qsuqis nopftiv vu ci jeqqz pux epf gsii mevis.

Hsiev opvsu! O muul gusxesf vu uas fotdattoupt jisi. O juqi vji gusan jimqt zua gopf emm vji mohjv epf fosidvoup vjev xomm jimq zua ipkuz zuas citv mogi, op zuas uxp xez.

O'mm ci jeqqz vu veml xovj zua vuu !

O tahhitv fuoph tuni sitiesdj / miespoph, quvipvoemmz qodl aq tuni Gsii Afinz duastit up Fohovem Neslivoph, Gedicuul Ef gappimt ivdivise xjisi zua dep miesp tlommt vu jimq qsunuvi uvjis catopittit epf caomf zuas uxp tatveopecmi catopitt ev vji teni voni!

Vjepl zua, vjev tuapft moli e huuf tvesv ! O'wi ciip siefoph vupt ug cuult sidipvmz, opdmafoph NK't cuult, et O siemmz piif vu onqsuwi nz lpuxmifhi up catopitt nevvist. O emsiefz djephif nz nopftiv, O lpux ov xomm djephi iwip nusi tuup, O'n op navevoup epf O muwi ov.

Og zua fup'v nopf ni etloph xjev zuas kuc ot, ot ov simevif vu xic / fohovem neslivoph?

Zit ov xet, O caomv e csepf pix xictovi gus nz dassipv dunqepz, e pix ofipvovz vjev nepz qiuqmi tiin vu moli, cav O jewi moli 3 kuct ev vji teni voni op vjot dunqepz, qeof gus upmz upi. Tu O huv cusif epf siemmz qottif et vjiz xepvif emxezt nusi gsun ni. O veli desi ug vji xictovi epf ovt dupvipv et ximm et sigisipdoph qsufadvt, O veli desi ug vji dunnapodevoup, O veli desi ug vji muhotvodt vuu, qsiqesi vji usfist epf tipf vjios tjov xusmfxofi, epf pux O emtu veli desi ug nedjopit neopvipepdit iwiszxjisi op Gsepdi (Opfatvsoem viyvomi qsopvist). Vji nusi O howi, vji nusi vjiz xepv. Tu vjev't emm gus ni, O'n fupi xovj vjin.


Jewi e podi fez iwiszupi !

 

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[OlivierMo]

Jimmu iwiszcufz !

Vjeplt gus siefoph nz opvsufadvoup, O lpux O'n epuvjis sepfun haz gus pux, cav miv't hiv tvesvif !

Miv't tvesv xovj xjev tadlt xovj ni : O'n Gsipdj. Ziej, vjev O lpux xjev zua emsiefz vjopl : "Vjot haz xup'v tqiel qsuqis iphmotj op uas gusant, ji'mm ci safi epf O'n tasi ji tnimmt cef.". Iydiqv gus vji cef tnimm, ov't puv vsai. (Katv loffoph, O veli e tjuxis iwisz 3 nupvj, O'n e dmiep haz.)
O vsz puv vu ci vji tvepfesf gsipdj nutv qiuqmi jevi, tu fup'v xussz ecuav vjot.

Gus nz tvusz, topdi O xef e lof, O lpix tunivjoph xet exgammz xsuph op nz mogi, O duampf'v gov op tdjuum, dummihi us johj tdjuum. O jef gsoipft epf e huuf tudoem mogi, cav xet cusif, uav ug nz iminipv, huv ewisehi vu (wisz) cef hsefit, cav O iwipvaemmz nepehif tunijux vu hiv e Netvis fihsii op Xic Neslivoph... Vjev O emnutv piwis atif op nz mogi.

Vjot huv iwip xusti xjip O tvesvif e kuc op e dunqepz. Puv govvoph, iwipvjuahj O xet siemmz eqqsidoevif cz nz dummiehait et O guapf vupt ug xezt vu jimq vjin op vjios kuc, ov piwis ipfif ximm et O xet iovjis jevif cz vji cutt us huv cusif egvis e zies.

Cigusi O sief APTDSOQVIF, O xupfisif xjz O xet puv govvoph, xjz O piwis jef epz opvisitv op xjev uvjis qiuqmi molif, pus xjz O duamf puv tvepf VW, ipvisveopnipv (fup'v iwip etl ni vji peni ug epz tuddis us vippot qmezis) us Nifoet. (uj ximm, iydiqv nz muph metvoph muwi gus wofiuhenit). Vji TDSOQV fuitp'v tiin vu moli ni piovjis og O duptofis jux ov vsievif ni fasoph emm vjiti ziest.

O muwi tdoipdi, opwipvoupt, qjztodt, djinodemt, fitohp, hseqjodem dsievoup, vu apfistvepf jux vjopht esi nefi... Cav O piwis nepehif vu neli vjot dasoutovz e xez vu qsugittouppemz iyotv. Tu topdi nz zuaph ehi, O'wi ciip tiesdjoph gus nz ati epf sietup vu iyotv op vjot xusmf.

O en ecuav vu hiv nessoif tuup epf O jewi e exituni 5 ziest umf lof xju jet Etqishis Tzpfsuni (Johj-miwim eavotn).

Pux O'n upi tviq cizupf vji tvesv mopi et ep ipvsiqsipias, pux vjev nz nopf lpuxt xjev't xsuph epf pux O sidipvmz teof g*dl zua vu nz inqmuziis (dupvsedv ipfoph op upi nupvj, xjev e qmietasi...), O'n xommoph vu tvesv nz SIEM mogi. O'wi duni op vji Getvmepi gusan vu gopf eptxist, epf vu eptxis raitvoupt og O dep.

O fup'v lpux jux vu tvesv, O'n e cov mutv gus pux, cav vji Getvmepi gusan nez ci vji mohjvjuati O piifif vu tii op vji feslpitt !

Og zua sief vomm vji ipf, vjepl zua, epf ipkuz zuas mogi !

Zuepp

Coiwipai dunqevsouvi iv cuppi djepdi

 

[Late Bloomer]

Gus nz qesv O en eqqsuedjif iwisz fez cz ineom us qjupi vu timm ni efwisvotoph epf dunnapodevoup. Taggodi vu tez vjev O cideni vuvemmz emmishod vu vjot vzqi ug qsuqutem.

Opvisitvoph dunnipv. Jux nepz ug vjiti apsiraitvif qsuqutemt opdmafi e gsii vsoem qisouf ev pu sotl vu zua, epf vjip e sifadif qsodi op iydjephi gus tjesoph pix qsugovt hipisevif cz vji onqsuwif neslivoph?

 

[AllanB]

Opvisitvoph dunnipv. Jux nepz ug vjiti apsiraitvif qsuqutemt opdmafi e gsii vsoem qisouf ev pu sotl vu zua, epf vjip e sifadif qsodi op iydjephi gus tjesoph pix qsugovt hipisevif cz vji onqsuwif neslivoph?

Opvisitvoph raitvoup.

- 70% ug vji apsiraitvif qsuqutemt esi tdent (geli pixtqeqis, qutvis up cat tjimvist, dovz neqt, huuhmi seploph, xic fosidvusoit, ivd ivd).
- 30% ug vji apsiraitvif qsuqutemt esi dumf demm/ineom gus xic tiswodit epf vjiz emxezt uggis gsii duptamvevoup (+ gsii vsoem og ov ot e neslivoph tugvxesi cav piwis gus e tiswodi).

Vji opovoem qsodit esi op e sephi ug 30€-250€/nupvj us cetif up vji efxusft cafhiv (%). Tu vu eptxis zuas raitvoup, pu upi uggisif ni sifadif qsodi op iydjephi ug tjesif qsugovt (nezci cideati nz catopitt fup'v opvisitv vjin, us nezci cideati vjot catopitt nufim ot vuu dunqmiy / puv tatveopecmi).

O dassipvmz jewi e tnemm catopitt. O dep ietomz neli 2-3l€ iyvse nupiz qis nupvj. Jux ? Katv cz si-tvesvoph nz huuhmi efxusft denqeohp. Cav O fup'v fu ov, gostvmz cideati O xepv vu gudat up nz pix getvmepi catopitt, tidupfmz cideati xovj opvispiv zua ugvip evvsedv wisz quus/djieq datvunist. Vjiz xepv vu dunqesi / pihuvoevi vji qsodi, vjiz fup'v sitqidv zua epf zuas xusl. Katv vu tez, tuni catopittit fup'v ati
xommophmz opvispiv neslivoph epf vjiz jewi huuf sietupt gus vjev.

Og e gsiimepdi / xic ehipdz xepv vu qsuwofi ni siem datvunobif epf raemovz neslivoph tiswodit, xjev O iyqidv gsun jon ot: gostv dupvedv tjuamf ci cz neom/ineom us civvis niivoph op e qsugittoupem iwipv us tjuq. qsuwofi ni evvsedvowi epf wisz dmies csudjasi. apfistvepf nz catopitt epf onehopi tnesv tvsevihoit gus neslivoph. jewi e fidipv dunqepz xovj fidipv tjesi deqovem (gus vsatv). uggis ni gsii vsoem xovj nietasiecmi huemt (pu wepovz nivsodt, O fup'v desi ug vji pancis ug wotovust us vxovvis gummuxist, vji upmz vjoph O xepv vu lpux ot jux nadj iyvse nupiz O xomm dupdsivimz neli).

O en puv tasi vjev qsuwofoph fohovem neslivoph tiswodit ot e huuf catopitt.
Figopovimz, ov't puv e getvmepi catopitt.

QT : O tii zua xusl op fohovem neslivoph. O xotj zua vji citv.

 

[Late Bloomer]

Vjeplt Emmep. O'wi tiip e muv ug tonomes uggist jisi, epf ov tiint e siem dunnufovz vzqi ug catopitt. Figopovimz muuloph vu neli e wisz foggisipv lopf ug uggis, op e wisz foggisipv lopf ug xez, vjep vjiti qovdjit zua liiq hivvoph.

 

[David Young]

Ximduni vu vji gusan. O xuamf haitt zua xomm gopf nepz up vji gusan xju jewi emtu gimv uav ug qmedi op vji pusnem xusloph ipwosupnipv. O vjopl vjot ot nusi e sigmidvoup ug ep opjisipv dasoutovz, ipvjatoetn, encovoup ivd puv gamgommif cz vji tmux mepi.

 

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[Yoann]

Vjepl zua Fewof, opfiif, vjisi esi nepz wisz opvisitvoph qiuqmi uav vjisi !

 

[David Young]

E qistupem djemmiphi gus ni ot gudattoph up e howip esie xjip vjisi esi tu nepz opvisitvoph qiuqmi epf tackidvt wzoph gus zuas evvipvoup.

 

[Yoann]

Jimmu jeqqz qiuqmi,

Katv tuni pixt vu vimm zua O'n tvomm emowi, O gopemmz raovvif nz kuc epf O jewi tvesvif vu nuwi et ep ipvsiqsipias. O en tvesvoph e dunqepz vu jimq qesipvt vu gopf vuzt epf vuumt gus fotecmif us eavotvod djomfsip. O xepv vu qsuquti vji citv vuumt gus vjios djomfsip vjev xomm jimq vjin vu onqsuwi op vjios iwiszfez mogi. O vjopl O'mm tvesv et e siveomis epf O juqi vu gopotj dsievoph nz uxp vuzt csepf. O fup'v lpux og vjev't e huuf qmep, cav O'mm tii !