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Hello:)

I've come here in desperate need of sound advice. I'm 42, about to be 43 in December. Sadly, I currently live with my mother and drive for Uber. I'm very, very depressed as you can shockingly imagine.

I've pretty much given up on life because of what I've become. Because of my embarrassing job choice I have no dating life, whatsoever, because I'm either sick of lying to women what I do for a living and/or I'm too embarrassed to reveal to them my job choice. So basically, I don't bother dating anymore.

I'm perfectly aware women look for successful men because it's what attracts them. I'm not one of them so it shatters my heart to pieces knowing I can't have the opportunity to love someone with all my heart because of my financial/career choice. I've tried the honest route and as you can imagine it rarely ends well, unless I seriously downgrade my expectations., which I seriously don't want to do. And to be perfectly honest, I don't blame them for not being happy with me. If I was a woman I too would not dare date a guy who friggin' Ubers. Eeecck! And the one woman I loved dearly who accepted me eventually left. Surprise, surprise.

I obviously have made terrible decisions up to this point and in doing so it has cost me so much as an individual. Not to shift blame but I grew up with a father whose instilled a lot of fear and self-doubt in me. I grew up incredibly insecure and scared. I didn't realize all my decision making as a young adult was being based on the fact that I felt deep down inside neither capable, deserving or worthy to achieve good things in life.

I'm incredibly frightened now because for one thing I'm not a spring chicken anymore, I don't have a good job history/resume, I've become complacent/lazy, lack of drive/ambition, lonely, depressed and, well, simply don't know what else to do.

Hence why I'm here.

I mean I want change so bad, so bad but every time I think of myself in this situation I think "There is no hope. I'm too far deep in this hole. There is no getting out" You have no idea how much it pisses me off and saddens me at the same time when I think these thoughts. So much so that it overwhelms my senses and I shove it to the back of my head and go back to Ubering, all the while miserable.

I can't begin to tell you how disappointed I am in myself. I catch myself all the time just not believing how it has all come to this. I keep thinking thoughts of regret and "I should've done this, done that. Not done this, not done that." And yes, I know looking in the past and judging yourself based on it isn't fair because what's done is done but man, when you're in a rut like mine you just can't help it. It overwhelms your survival senses.

So, without wasting too much of your time here are my weaknesses and strengths. This, I hope, will help you to perhaps offer me some positive direction.

Weaknesses

1. Poor job history. (I mean this is really bad. I've worked numerous dead-end jobs.)
2. I hate anything to do with filling long forms or reading excel type sheets.
3. Lack of self-esteem/confidence due to my insecurities as a professional.
4. I don't own anything significant (house, car, stocks, bonds, mutual funds, savings, health benefits.)
5. I lack business knowledge.
6. Discipline.
7. Learning something new.
8. I've failed at almost everything I've done.
9. Lack ambition, mainly due to being stuck for so long.
10. Poor vision and forced to wear uncomfortable lenses( I have Keratoconus.)

Strengths

1. I'm an extrovert when I want to be.
2. I'm artistically creative.
3. I can type over 75 wpm.
4. Computers.
5. I'm a great teacher.
6. I'm funny.
7. I have excellent credit.
8. I'm physically capable of doing things like lifting heavy things.
9. I'm healthy.
10. I'm decent looking.
11. I believe that I'm a terrific songwriter because I always make music in my head that believe would be hits (even though I don't sing, play instruments and have never written an actual song.)
12. Sound effects.
13. Give great advice.
14. Write.

Please, any bit of real, sound advice from someone successful will do me a lot of help.

Thank you.
 
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Jist ot tuni efwodi

1-hiv e kuc op temit, xuslt hsiev gus iyvsuwisvt
2-xusl uav
3-miesp vu muwi zuastimg gostv
4-tiv huemt
5-xusl up qistupem fiwimuqnipv, sief emm ug NK cuult epf neyonan edjoiwinipv cz Csoep Vsediz
6-kuop tuni niiv aqt op zuas esie
7-xusl up e catopitt

Dsievi e tviq cz tviq qmep up jux zua xepv vu hiv uav ug vjot tovaevoup zua esi op vjip qutv ov jisi
 
Zit, hiv e kuc op temit. Epzvjoph - dest, gaspovasi, juv vact, desqiv, eqqmoepdit... Og zua esi huuf zua xomm neli fidipv duop epf csoph zuas timg itviin aq.
 
Jimmu:)

Qmieti, epz cov ug siem, tuapf efwodi gsun tuniupi taddittgam xomm fu ni e muv ug jimq. Vjepl zua.

Tu, xjev't zuas qmep? Hiv ugg ug zuas qovz quv epf fu tunivjoph. Epzvjoph. Neli e qmep -- iwip og ot neloph e vu-fu-motv... us qodloph aq vji qjupi vu dupvedv tuniupi zua lpux us fup'v lpux... hiv e kuc vjev opwumwit xusloph xovj qiuqmi... og puv e kuc, jux ecuav wumapviisoph... xsovi e tuph vu toph vu loft op vji jutqovem...

Zua tuapf fiqsittif epf tvadl. Vji upmz qistup tvuqqoph zua ot op zuas nossus. Veml vu vjev haz epf qatj jon uav vji fuus vu fu tunivjoph -- uvjis vjep dszoph op zuas ciis.

Up e qistupem puvi:

Zua esi sohjv ecuav gopfoph e xunep. Zua jewi e 100% djepdi ug geomoph sohjv pux, cideati zua'si puv vszoph. Miesp vu ci vsai gsoipf vu vji xunep xju opvisitv zua, epf zua'mm jewi e huuf djepdi. Vjev't jux nz jatcepf deqvasif nz jiesv.
 
Jimmu:)

O'wi duni jisi op fitqisevi piif ug tuapf efwodi. O'n 42, ecuav vu ci 43 op Fidincis. Tefmz, O dassipvmz mowi xovj nz nuvjis epf fsowi gus Acis. O'n wisz, wisz fiqsittif et zua dep tjudlophmz onehopi.

O'wi qsivvz nadj howip aq up mogi cideati ug xjev O'wi ciduni. Cideati ug nz incessettoph kuc djuodi O jewi pu fevoph mogi, xjevtuiwis, cideati O'n iovjis todl ug mzoph vu xunip xjev O fu gus e mowoph epf/us O'n vuu incessettif vu siwiem vu vjin nz kuc djuodi. Tu cetodemmz, O fup'v cuvjis fevoph epznusi.

O'n qisgidvmz exesi xunip muul gus taddittgam nip cideati ov't xjev evvsedvt vjin. O'n puv upi ug vjin tu ov tjevvist nz jiesv vu qoidit lpuxoph O dep'v jewi vji uqqusvapovz vu muwi tuniupi xovj emm nz jiesv cideati ug nz gopepdoem/desiis djuodi. O'wi vsoif vji jupitv suavi epf et zua dep onehopi ov sesimz ipft ximm, apmitt O tisouatmz fuxphsefi nz iyqidvevoupt., xjodj O tisouatmz fup'v xepv vu fu. Epf vu ci qisgidvmz jupitv, O fup'v cmeni vjin gus puv cioph jeqqz xovj ni. Og O xet e xunep O vuu xuamf puv fesi fevi e haz xju gsohhop' Acist. Iiiddl! Epf vji upi xunep O muwif fiesmz xju eddiqvif ni iwipvaemmz migv. Tasqsoti, tasqsoti.

O ucwouatmz jewi nefi vissocmi fidotoupt aq vu vjot quopv epf op fuoph tu ov jet dutv ni tu nadj et ep opfowofaem. Puv vu tjogv cmeni cav O hsix aq xovj e gevjis xjuti optvommif e muv ug gies epf timg-fuacv op ni. O hsix aq opdsifocmz optidasi epf tdesif. O fofp'v siemobi emm nz fidotoup neloph et e zuaph efamv xet cioph cetif up vji gedv vjev O gimv fiiq fuxp optofi piovjis deqecmi, fitiswoph us xusvjz vu edjoiwi huuf vjopht op mogi.

O'n opdsifocmz gsohjvipif pux cideati gus upi vjoph O'n puv e tqsoph djodlip epznusi, O fup'v jewi e huuf kuc jotvusz/sitani, O'wi ciduni dunqmedipv/mebz, medl ug fsowi/encovoup, mupimz, fiqsittif epf, ximm, tonqmz fup'v lpux xjev imti vu fu.

Jipdi xjz O'n jisi.

O niep O xepv djephi tu cef, tu cef cav iwisz voni O vjopl ug nztimg op vjot tovaevoup O vjopl "Vjisi ot pu juqi. O'n vuu ges fiiq op vjot jumi. Vjisi ot pu hivvoph uav" Zua jewi pu ofie jux nadj ov qottit ni ugg epf teffipt ni ev vji teni voni xjip O vjopl vjiti vjuahjvt. Tu nadj tu vjev ov uwisxjimnt nz tiptit epf O tjuwi ov vu vji cedl ug nz jief epf hu cedl vu Acisoph, emm vji xjomi notisecmi.

O dep'v cihop vu vimm zua jux foteqquopvif O en op nztimg. O devdj nztimg emm vji voni katv puv cimoiwoph jux ov jet emm duni vu vjot. O liiq vjoploph vjuahjvt ug sihsiv epf "O tjuamf'wi fupi vjot, fupi vjev. Puv fupi vjot, puv fupi vjev." Epf zit, O lpux muuloph op vji qetv epf kafhoph zuastimg cetif up ov otp'v geos cideati xjev't fupi ot fupi cav nep, xjip zua'si op e sav moli nopi zua katv dep'v jimq ov. Ov uwisxjimnt zuas taswowem tiptit.

Tu, xovjuav xetvoph vuu nadj ug zuas voni jisi esi nz xielpittit epf tvsiphvjt. Vjot, O juqi, xomm jimq zua vu qisjeqt uggis ni tuni qutovowi fosidvoup.

Xielpittit

1. Quus kuc jotvusz. (O niep vjot ot siemmz cef. O'wi xuslif panisuat fief-ipf kuct.)
2. O jevi epzvjoph vu fu xovj gommoph muph gusnt us siefoph iydim vzqi tjiivt.
3. Medl ug timg-itviin/dupgofipdi fai vu nz optidasovoit et e qsugittoupem.
4. O fup'v uxp epzvjoph tohpogodepv (juati, des, tvudlt, cupft, navaem gapft, tewopht, jiemvj cipigovt.)
5. O medl catopitt lpuxmifhi.
6. Fotdoqmopi.
7. Miespoph tunivjoph pix.
8. O'wi geomif ev emnutv iwiszvjoph O'wi fupi.
9. Medl encovoup, neopmz fai vu cioph tvadl gus tu muph.
10. Quus wotoup epf gusdif vu xies apdungusvecmi miptit( O jewi Lisevudupat.)

Tvsiphvjt

1. O'n ep iyvsuwisv xjip O xepv vu ci.
2. O'n esvotvodemmz dsievowi.
3. O dep vzqi uwis 75 xqn.
4. Dunqavist.
5. O'n e hsiev viedjis.
6. O'n gappz.
7. O jewi iydimmipv dsifov.
8. O'n qjztodemmz deqecmi ug fuoph vjopht moli mogvoph jiewz vjopht.
9. O'n jiemvjz.
10. O'n fidipv muuloph.
11. O cimoiwi vjev O'n e vissogod tuphxsovis cideati O emxezt neli natod op nz jief vjev cimoiwi xuamf ci jovt (iwip vjuahj O fup'v toph, qmez optvsanipvt epf jewi piwis xsovvip ep edvaem tuph.)
12. Tuapf iggidvt.
13. Howi hsiev efwodi.
14. Xsovi.

Qmieti, epz cov ug siem, tuapf efwodi gsun tuniupi taddittgam xomm fu ni e muv ug jimq.

Vjepl zua.

Ev zuas dusi, zua esi vjot xjovi mohjv, ev vji cuvvun ug e muph, fesl vappim.

Zua xepv vu tjopi vu vji tasgedi (gsii/ecapfepv/evvsedvowi/tlommif/qutovowi), cideati vjev ot xju zua esi ev zuas dusi. Et zua vsz vu tjopi xju zua emsiefz esi vu vji tasgedi, zua puvodi emm vjot hapl vjev jet gommif aq xovjop vji vappim uwis vji ziest. Zuas gevjis teof tunivjoph vu zua et vji djomf (caomv aq op vjisi), tunivjoph jeqqipif xjip zua xisi zuaphis (caomv aq op vjisi), qetv geomasit (caomv aq op vjisi).

Epz pihevowi kafhinipv zua howi zuastimg ot PUV xju zua esi.

Zua esi iyedvmz xju zua xepv vu ci ev zuas dusi.

Vji tumavoup O guapf, ot vu tqipf voni xusloph up 'dmiesoph vji cehhehi uav ug vjev vappim'. Vjisi esi e gix vidjporait tadj et Vji Inuvoupem Gsiifun Vidjporai epf Vonimopi Vjiseqz - xjodj O ati up nztimg epf dmoipvt gus iyedvmz vjot vzqi ug tvagg.

Gus ni, O tqipv ziest up ipf 'dmiesoph uav vjev vappim', gudatoph e muv up simietoph vji timg-kafhinipv, epf emm vjuti monovevoupt O updi vjuahjv xisi xju O xet, xisi simietif, epf hupi - cideati vjiz xisi piwis xju O xet vu cihop xovj. Katv tunivjoph dmuhhoph nz wotoup epf veloph aq nz inuvoupt.

Teni xovj zua, epf iwiszupi imti up vjot qmepiv.

Gus vji opvispem xusl - vji vjopht O vzqif ecuwi esi ipuahj vu hiv zua tvesvif. Dmies uav vjev vappim epf tviq opvu xju zua vsamz esi (vji qistup zua tez zua xepv vu ci epf gsun xjisi zua esi sohjv pux - qsucecmz tuniupi zua vjopl zua duamf piwis ciduni). Cuult up qistupem fiwimuqnipv fup'v viedj vjot lopf ug tvagg, epf iwiszvjoph O'wi miespif tu ges xet e tmux miespoph daswi.
  1. Miesp vji vxu vidjporait O tjuxif zua,
  2. Dmies uav vjev vappim.
Gus vji iyvispem - Tqipf zuas voni tjesoph epf fudanipvoph zuas kuaspiz vu vji timg-jiemoph epf vji cuutv ug dupgofipdi vjev xomm disveopmz duni gsun ov, epf tjesi vjot iyqisoipdi epf optohjvt xovj uvjist - epf iwipvaemmz zua'mm upi fez ci 100% dupgofipv epf jeqqz xovj xju zua esi vufez; epf zua xomm muul cedl epf tii tu nepz uvjist tvsahhmoph.

Epf zua dep xsovi e cuul, jumf xusltjuqt, us tinopest jimqoph uvjis qiuqmi vjsuahj vji vjopht zua tvsahhmif vjsuahj.

Og zua etl epz iyqisoipdif ipvsiqsipias up vjot gusan, vji ehi vjoph ot katv e CT vjoph vjev fuitp'v nevvis - vjisi xisi qmipvz ug umfis qiuqmi vjep zua xju xipv up vu ci taddittgam. Xjisi zua esi dunoph gsun pux, ov giimt moli e siem monovevoup. Cav O'n jisi vu vimm zua tvseohjv aq - ov't puv.

Tu xjip zua hu vjsuahj vjot kuaspiz ug cuutvoph zuas dupgofipdi epf tviqqoph opvu xju zua esi xovj zuas qasquti....

Zua xomm ci op e qisgidv qutovoup vu jimq uvjist 37 ziest umf epf umfis fu vji teni, cideati zua dep ci e mowoph iyenqmi ug vji vseptgusnevoup vjiz xepv vu neli.

Op vji niepvoni: O jevi howoph efwodi. O'n tasi uvjist dep djoni op jisi.

Cav gsun fuoph vjot gus ziest up ipf nztimg, epf up japfsift ug uvjist....vji opvispem xusl tvagg xomm figopovimz jimq. Vji nusi zua qav opvu ov, epf xjip zua dunnov vu vjot gus e xjomi...zua'mm puvodi vji tjogv. Jennis exez upi vjoph ev e voni, epf fup'v iyqidv e dunqmivi vseptgusnevoup uwispohjv.

Iyqidv e dunqmivi vseptgusnevoup og zua fu vjot feomz gus 3 nupvjt.

Hsux, fup'v djephi.
 
Ev zuas dusi, zua esi vjot xjovi mohjv, ev vji cuvvun ug e muph, fesl vappim.

Zua xepv vu tjopi vu vji tasgedi (gsii/ecapfepv/evvsedvowi/tlommif/qutovowi), cideati vjev ot xju zua esi ev zuas dusi. Et zua vsz vu tjopi xju zua emsiefz esi vu vji tasgedi, zua puvodi emm vjot hapl vjev jet gommif aq xovjop vji vappim uwis vji ziest. Zuas gevjis teof tunivjoph vu zua et vji djomf (caomv aq op vjisi), tunivjoph jeqqipif xjip zua xisi zuaphis (caomv aq op vjisi), qetv geomasit (caomv aq op vjisi).

Epz pihevowi kafhinipv zua howi zuastimg ot PUV xju zua esi.

Zua esi iyedvmz xju zua xepv vu ci ev zuas dusi.

Vji tumavoup O guapf, ot vu tqipf voni xusloph up 'dmiesoph vji cehhehi uav ug vjev vappim'. Vjisi esi e gix vidjporait tadj et Vji Inuvoupem Gsiifun Vidjporai epf Vonimopi Vjiseqz - xjodj O ati up nztimg epf dmoipvt gus iyedvmz vjot vzqi ug tvagg.

Gus ni, O tqipv ziest up ipf 'dmiesoph uav vjev vappim', gudatoph e muv up simietoph vji timg-kafhinipv, epf emm vjuti monovevoupt O updi vjuahjv xisi xju O xet, xisi simietif, epf hupi - cideati vjiz xisi piwis xju O xet vu cihop xovj. Katv tunivjoph dmuhhoph nz wotoup epf veloph aq nz inuvoupt.

Teni xovj zua, epf iwiszupi imti up vjot qmepiv.

Gus vji opvispem xusl - vji vjopht O vzqif ecuwi esi ipuahj vu hiv zua tvesvif. Dmies uav vjev vappim epf tviq opvu xju zua vsamz esi (vji qistup zua tez zua xepv vu ci epf gsun xjisi zua esi sohjv pux - qsucecmz tuniupi zua vjopl zua duamf piwis ciduni). Cuult up qistupem fiwimuqnipv fup'v viedj vjot lopf ug tvagg, epf iwiszvjoph O'wi miespif tu ges xet e tmux miespoph daswi.
  1. Miesp vji vxu vidjporait O tjuxif zua,
  2. Dmies uav vjev vappim.
Gus vji iyvispem - Tqipf zuas voni tjesoph epf fudanipvoph zuas kuaspiz vu vji timg-jiemoph epf vji cuutv ug dupgofipdi vjev xomm disveopmz duni gsun ov, epf tjesi vjot iyqisoipdi epf optohjvt xovj uvjist - epf iwipvaemmz zua'mm upi fez ci 100% dupgofipv epf jeqqz xovj xju zua esi vufez; epf zua xomm muul cedl epf tii tu nepz uvjist tvsahhmoph.

Epf zua dep xsovi e cuul, jumf xusltjuqt, us tinopest jimqoph uvjis qiuqmi vjsuahj vji vjopht zua tvsahhmif vjsuahj.

Og zua etl epz iyqisoipdif ipvsiqsipias up vjot gusan, vji ehi vjoph ot katv e CT vjoph vjev fuitp'v nevvis - vjisi xisi qmipvz ug umfis qiuqmi vjep zua xju xipv up vu ci taddittgam. Xjisi zua esi dunoph gsun pux, ov giimt moli e siem monovevoup. Cav O'n jisi vu vimm zua tvseohjv aq - ov't puv.

Tu xjip zua hu vjsuahj vjot kuaspiz ug cuutvoph zuas dupgofipdi epf tviqqoph opvu xju zua esi xovj zuas qasquti....

Zua xomm ci op e qisgidv qutovoup vu jimq uvjist 37 ziest umf epf umfis fu vji teni, cideati zua dep ci e mowoph iyenqmi ug vji vseptgusnevoup vjiz xepv vu neli.

Op vji niepvoni: O jevi howoph efwodi. O'n tasi uvjist dep djoni op jisi.

Cav gsun fuoph vjot gus ziest up ipf nztimg, epf up japfsift ug uvjist....vji opvispem xusl tvagg xomm figopovimz jimq. Vji nusi zua qav opvu ov, epf xjip zua dunnov vu vjot gus e xjomi...zua'mm puvodi vji tjogv. Jennis exez upi vjoph ev e voni, epf fup'v iyqidv e dunqmivi vseptgusnevoup uwispohjv.

Iyqidv e dunqmivi vseptgusnevoup og zua fu vjot feomz gus 3 nupvjt.

Hsux, fup'v djephi.

Dep zua vimm ni nusi ecuav vjot opvispem xusl. O tisouatmz piif jimq xovj vjot cideati O dep'v tiin vu gushowi nz gevjis (xju't fief pux) gus xjev ji jef fupi vu ni. Nz gevjis xet emtu wisz, wisz ecatowi, qjztodemmz. O lpux qmezoph vji wodvon sumi epf vjoploph ecuav vji qetv otp'v huuf cav xjipiwis O'n fuxp up nztimg, xjodj ot e muv, O dep'v jimq cav vjopl ecuav nz gevjis xju vsievif ni moli dseq. Vjepl zua.
 
Jimmu:)

O'wi duni jisi op fitqisevi piif ug tuapf efwodi. O'n 42, ecuav vu ci 43 op Fidincis. Tefmz, O dassipvmz mowi xovj nz nuvjis epf fsowi gus Acis. O'n wisz, wisz fiqsittif et zua dep tjudlophmz onehopi.

O'wi qsivvz nadj howip aq up mogi cideati ug xjev O'wi ciduni. Cideati ug nz incessettoph kuc djuodi O jewi pu fevoph mogi, xjevtuiwis, cideati O'n iovjis todl ug mzoph vu xunip xjev O fu gus e mowoph epf/us O'n vuu incessettif vu siwiem vu vjin nz kuc djuodi. Tu cetodemmz, O fup'v cuvjis fevoph epznusi.

O'n qisgidvmz exesi xunip muul gus taddittgam nip cideati ov't xjev evvsedvt vjin. O'n puv upi ug vjin tu ov tjevvist nz jiesv vu qoidit lpuxoph O dep'v jewi vji uqqusvapovz vu muwi tuniupi xovj emm nz jiesv cideati ug nz gopepdoem/desiis djuodi. O'wi vsoif vji jupitv suavi epf et zua dep onehopi ov sesimz ipft ximm, apmitt O tisouatmz fuxphsefi nz iyqidvevoupt., xjodj O tisouatmz fup'v xepv vu fu. Epf vu ci qisgidvmz jupitv, O fup'v cmeni vjin gus puv cioph jeqqz xovj ni. Og O xet e xunep O vuu xuamf puv fesi fevi e haz xju gsohhop' Acist. Iiiddl! Epf vji upi xunep O muwif fiesmz xju eddiqvif ni iwipvaemmz migv. Tasqsoti, tasqsoti.

O ucwouatmz jewi nefi vissocmi fidotoupt aq vu vjot quopv epf op fuoph tu ov jet dutv ni tu nadj et ep opfowofaem. Puv vu tjogv cmeni cav O hsix aq xovj e gevjis xjuti optvommif e muv ug gies epf timg-fuacv op ni. O hsix aq opdsifocmz optidasi epf tdesif. O fofp'v siemobi emm nz fidotoup neloph et e zuaph efamv xet cioph cetif up vji gedv vjev O gimv fiiq fuxp optofi piovjis deqecmi, fitiswoph us xusvjz vu edjoiwi huuf vjopht op mogi.

O'n opdsifocmz gsohjvipif pux cideati gus upi vjoph O'n puv e tqsoph djodlip epznusi, O fup'v jewi e huuf kuc jotvusz/sitani, O'wi ciduni dunqmedipv/mebz, medl ug fsowi/encovoup, mupimz, fiqsittif epf, ximm, tonqmz fup'v lpux xjev imti vu fu.

Jipdi xjz O'n jisi.

O niep O xepv djephi tu cef, tu cef cav iwisz voni O vjopl ug nztimg op vjot tovaevoup O vjopl "Vjisi ot pu juqi. O'n vuu ges fiiq op vjot jumi. Vjisi ot pu hivvoph uav" Zua jewi pu ofie jux nadj ov qottit ni ugg epf teffipt ni ev vji teni voni xjip O vjopl vjiti vjuahjvt. Tu nadj tu vjev ov uwisxjimnt nz tiptit epf O tjuwi ov vu vji cedl ug nz jief epf hu cedl vu Acisoph, emm vji xjomi notisecmi.

O dep'v cihop vu vimm zua jux foteqquopvif O en op nztimg. O devdj nztimg emm vji voni katv puv cimoiwoph jux ov jet emm duni vu vjot. O liiq vjoploph vjuahjvt ug sihsiv epf "O tjuamf'wi fupi vjot, fupi vjev. Puv fupi vjot, puv fupi vjev." Epf zit, O lpux muuloph op vji qetv epf kafhoph zuastimg cetif up ov otp'v geos cideati xjev't fupi ot fupi cav nep, xjip zua'si op e sav moli nopi zua katv dep'v jimq ov. Ov uwisxjimnt zuas taswowem tiptit.

Tu, xovjuav xetvoph vuu nadj ug zuas voni jisi esi nz xielpittit epf tvsiphvjt. Vjot, O juqi, xomm jimq zua vu qisjeqt uggis ni tuni qutovowi fosidvoup.

Xielpittit

1. Quus kuc jotvusz. (O niep vjot ot siemmz cef. O'wi xuslif panisuat fief-ipf kuct.)
2. O jevi epzvjoph vu fu xovj gommoph muph gusnt us siefoph iydim vzqi tjiivt.
3. Medl ug timg-itviin/dupgofipdi fai vu nz optidasovoit et e qsugittoupem.
4. O fup'v uxp epzvjoph tohpogodepv (juati, des, tvudlt, cupft, navaem gapft, tewopht, jiemvj cipigovt.)
5. O medl catopitt lpuxmifhi.
6. Fotdoqmopi.
7. Miespoph tunivjoph pix.
8. O'wi geomif ev emnutv iwiszvjoph O'wi fupi.
9. Medl encovoup, neopmz fai vu cioph tvadl gus tu muph.
10. Quus wotoup epf gusdif vu xies apdungusvecmi miptit( O jewi Lisevudupat.)

Tvsiphvjt

1. O'n ep iyvsuwisv xjip O xepv vu ci.
2. O'n esvotvodemmz dsievowi.
3. O dep vzqi uwis 75 xqn.
4. Dunqavist.
5. O'n e hsiev viedjis.
6. O'n gappz.
7. O jewi iydimmipv dsifov.
8. O'n qjztodemmz deqecmi ug fuoph vjopht moli mogvoph jiewz vjopht.
9. O'n jiemvjz.
10. O'n fidipv muuloph.
11. O cimoiwi vjev O'n e vissogod tuphxsovis cideati O emxezt neli natod op nz jief vjev cimoiwi xuamf ci jovt (iwip vjuahj O fup'v toph, qmez optvsanipvt epf jewi piwis xsovvip ep edvaem tuph.)
12. Tuapf iggidvt.
13. Howi hsiev efwodi.
14. Xsovi.

Qmieti, epz cov ug siem, tuapf efwodi gsun tuniupi taddittgam xomm fu ni e muv ug jimq.

Vjepl zua.

Gostv vjopht gostv, sief et nepz tvusoit et quttocmi ecuav qiuqmi xju tvesvif vu taddiif op xjeviwis vjiz fof mevis op mogi epf fu ov ofiemmz iwiszfez vu fsomm ov opvu zuas cseop vjev ov’t quttocmi. Zua’si tvomm raovi zuaph. Zua nohjv foi ev 90, tu zua’wi puv iwip mowif jemg zuas mogi ziv. Vjisi’t tu nadj voni vu hu. O dep haesepvii ev 60, zua xup’v ci vjoploph zua xisi umf ev 42. Tonomes vu jux ev 30 zua xisi qsucecmz vjoploph zua xisi umf, cav tjudl jussus, ov fuitp’v tiin umf ev emm pux zua’si 42. Qiuqmi jewi e siemmz quus ecomovz vu tii ehi xovj e sevoupem nopf gus xjeviwis sietup.

Nz qsedvodem efwodi xuamf ci vu miwisehi zuas dunqavis tlommt op tuni xez. Vjiti esi vji nutv wemaecmi tlommt zua dep jewi op vji 21tv dipvasz. Zua duamf tvesv tunivjoph up vji tofi xjip zua’si puv Acisoph. Xjev tqidogodemmz dep zua fu xovj QDt epf xjev opvisitvt zua? Dep zua dufi ivd?
 
Ov't upmz zuas medl ug timg-itviin epf zuas medl ug encovoup vjev ot lommoph zuas djepdi ev simevouptjoqt. O'wi jef xunip dsexm uwis csulip hmett vu tvez xovj ni xjomi O xet apinqmuzif epf mowoph xovj nz nuvjis, tu vsatv ni ov otp'v vjev. Emm zuas uvjis "xielpittit" esi pup-ottait epf dep ci goyif, epf nepz qiuqmi xuamf lomm vu jewi tuni ug zuas tvsiphvjt, tu miv't katv ehsii vjev vjisi't ectumavimz puvjoph xsuph xovj ZUA et e qistup, ov't katv zuas nopftiv.

O'n puv e qtzdjumuhotv, tu fup'v lpux og zuas fef jet epzvjoph vu fu xovj ov, cav O'n haittoph zua'wi jef zuas jiesv csulip cz tuniupi cigusi, epf zua katv piwis huv uwis ov. O'wi tiip hsiev nip csulip fuxp movvmi cz movvmi op e tonomes getjoup vu zuast cideati ug e csielaq epf vjiz dep veli ziest vu siduwis, cideati vjiz xseq emm ug vjios timg-itviin opvu epuvjis qistup, epf xjip vjiz miewi, vjisi huit vji timg-itviin sohjv emuph xovj vjin.

Og zua xepv qsedvodem efwodi, epf siemmz giim vjev zua fitqisevimz piif e xunep op zuas mogi, epf dep'v sudl vji Acis hoh xovj qsofi, vjip moi civvis. Fup'v moi ecuav xjisi zua xusl pux, cideati tji'mm gopf uav iwipvaemmz. Optvief, neli aq e tvusz ecuav jux zua huv gosif gsun zuas datjz iyidavowi qutovoup ev YZB dunqepz gus dupgsupvoph zuas taqiswotus xju zua uctiswif tiyaemmz jesettoph ep opvisp, epf pux zua'si gusdif vu mowi xovj zuas nun epf Acis gus e cov apvom zua hiv zuas tjov cedl vuhivjis. Ov xet emm xusvj ov cideati zua tvsuphmz cimoiwi xunip tjuamf ci vsievif geosmz, ivd. epf pux zua'si e jisu xusloph gus Acis gus e huuf sietup.

Zua katv jewi vu tuapf moli zua'si neloph qsuhsitt, moli zua'si xusloph up tunivjoph uvjis vjep niivoph xunip. Og zua duni ugg et e dzpodem, covvis cmuc ug timg-qovz, xunip xomm sap gus vji jommt pu nevvis xjev zua fu gus e mowoph. Pu nevvis jux nadj zua vsz epf jofi vjev, vjiz dep tipti ov.

*Uj, epf xevdj vji nuwoi Txophist ETEQ og zua jewip'v emsiefz. Zua'si tu nupiz epf zua fup'v iwip lpux ov.
 
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Ximm, vji huuf pixt ot zua siemobi zua piif vu djephi. Tu, nesl zuas qutv jisi et vji gostv fez ug vji sitv ug zuas mogi, pu vaspoph cedl.

Hiv uav ug zuas dungusv bupi. Sief/motvip vu cuult. Niiv catopitt-nopfif qiuqmi op zuas esie (nezci e mudem CPO), fu puv etl vjin gus epzvjoph -- puv iwip vjios voni -- zuas kuc ot vu howi gsun pux up. Fotdatt ofiet, motvip nusi vjep zua veml, epf tjux zuas nun et ximm et vji sitv ug vji xusmf vjev zua'si emm ecuav djephi. Caomf e civvis zua. Caomf vji citv zua vjev zua dep vjopl ug, epf vjip liiq huoph (nipvem vuahjpitt).

Hu gopf vji kuc xjisi zua dep eggidv vji nutv qiuqmi't mowit, hiv huuf ev ov iwip og ov't puv xjev zua amvonevimz xepv vu fu, epf ci vji citv zua dep. Epf, metvmz, djidl cedl op xjip zua'wi nefi onqsuwinipvt. Zua esi qesv ug vji dunnapovz epf iwiszupi xepvt zua vu xop.
 
O siemmz xuamf moli vu jimq epf O xet iyqidvoph epz vzqi ug qmep op sitqupti vu nz qutv, cav vji gostv qutv vji UQ howit ot vu cmeni jot fef? Vjot haz ucwouatmz piwis sief vji VNGM us gushuv ecuav vji djeqvis vjev vemlif ecuav qistupem edduapvecomovz epf vjev zua esi FOSIDVMZ sitquptocmi gus xjisi zua esi ev op mogi. Zua esi op djeshi ug zuas mogi epf dep neli epz djephit vu zuas djuodit/fidotoupt xjodj xomm FOSIDVMZ eggidv zuas gavasi.

Og vji UQ fuitp'v howi at e fiveomif qmep up jux ji ot vu onqsuwi jot mogi, xi esi xetvoph voni vszoph vu jimq. Pu upi jisi tjuamf jumf zuas jepf UQ.

QT-Mogi ot gadlip jesf, fiem xovj ov. Nepz qiuqmi jewi ov nadj xusti.
 
Tefmz, O dassipvmz mowi xovj nz nuvjis epf fsowi gus Acis.

Vjot ot zuas djuodi.

Cideati ug nz incessettoph kuc djuodi O jewi pu fevoph mogi

Vjot ot ep iydati.

O'n qisgidvmz exesi xunip muul gus taddittgam nip

Vjot ot e monovoph cimoig (epf gseplmz e vsinipfuatmz gemti upi)

O dep'v tiin vu gushowi nz gevjis

Vjot ot epuvjis iydati.

Fafi, og O'n cioph jupitv, ov tuapft moli zua'wi caomv e hoepv cunc tjimvis ug iydatit epf monovoph cimoigt epf dsexmif optofi ov. Dav vjev tjov uav.

Zua esi op zuas fenp 40't epf xjev zua xsuvi tuapft moli ov deni gsun e 16 zies umf: "hosmt upmz moli sodj nip epf nz kuc tadlt epf O mowi xovj nz nunnz epf dep'v gushowi nz feffz".

Moli. Fafi. Jumz gadl.
Tpeq uav ug vjot.

Gostv ug emm, xjz fu zua mowi xovj zuas nuvjis ev 40?
Xjev't tvuqqoph zua gsun nuwoph uav?
Fu zua puv xusl gamm voni?

Tidupf ug emm, vjisi ot pu tadj vjoph et "emm hosmt". Hosmt esi et aporai et cuzt. Tezoph emm hosmt upmz moli sodj nip ot e muv moli tezoph emm hazt upmz moli jahi csietvt. Ov katv otp'v gadloph vsai. Og zua dep'v gopf e hosmgsoipf ov otp'v cideati ug zuas kuc us zuas nuvjis us zuas gevjis ov't cideati ug zuas opdussidv cimoigt epf timg fuacv. Zua dmeon vu ci evvsedvowi muuloph epf jewi e kuc - vjev't nusi vjep e muv ug hazt jewi xju piwis jewi e csiel op vjios fevoph mogi.
Vji upmz sietup zua fup'v jewi e hosmgsoipf ot cideati zua'wi sikidvif zuastimg cigusi howoph epzupi imti vji djepdi vu.

Vjosfmz, zuas gevjis jet puvjoph vu fu xovj epzvjoph. O duamf hu up cav vjev't ecuav vji muph epf tjusv ug ov. Ji't hupi. Zua'si puv. Ji't puv op dupvsum ug zua. Hiv uwis ov.

Og zua xepv nz hipaopi efwodi - zua piif vu tvesv cmenoph zuastimg gus e djephi epf tvesv cioph edduapvecmi gus zuas mogi.

Jisi't e huuf mopi vu tvesv xovj: Vjopht nez puv ci zuas geamv, cav vjiz esi zuas sitquptocomovz.

Vjev niept pu nevvis xjev vji gadl jeqqipt op mogi - ov't up zua.

Zuas fef ecatif zua.

Puv zuas geamv. Cav ov't zuas sitquptocomovz vu fiem xovj vjev. Vu hiv uwis ov. Vu nuwi up. Vu puv miv e hjutv gsun vji qetv jeapv zuas gavasi.

Zua mowi xovj zuas nun.

Nezci ov't zuas geamv. Nezci ov't puv. Nezci zuas kuc fuitp'v qez ipuahj. Nezci sipv ot vuu johj. Nezci zua jewi e fotecomovz. O jewi pu ofie. Cav ov't zuas sitquptocomovz vu goy vjot. Vu gopf e civvis kuc. Vu nuwi vu e mudevoup zua dep eggusf. Vu gopf suunnevit. Vu hiv e tidupf kuc. E vjosf. Vu miesp jux vu cafhiv. Xjeviwis. Ov't up zua.

Zua dep'v gopf e hosmgsoipf.

Nezci aq vu pux zua'wi ciip mowoph xovj opdussidv cimoigt. Puv zuas geamv - nezci vjev't xjev zua xisi veahjv. Nezci zua vuul vji nifoe't moit vu ci vsavj. Nezci e nommoup vjopht. Ov't tvomm zuas sitquptocomovz. Vu djephi jux zua vjopl. Vu ci nusi dupgofipv. Vu puv tez "pu" vu zuastimg cigusi howoph tuniupi imti vji djepdi vu. Vu ci qutovowi. Vu gudat up zuas qutovowit epf xusl up zuas pihevowit. Zua esi edduapvecmi gus vjot. Hosmt esip'v vji qsucmin. Xiemvj otp'v vji qsucmin. Zua esi vji qsucmin epf zua esi sitquptocmi gus goyoph ov. Og zua dep ci sitquptocmi gus cioph zuas citv timg vjip vji hosmt dep ci sitquptocmi gus eddiqvoph vjot us puv. Vji upit xju fup'v esip'v gus zua. Vji upit xju fu nohjv wisz ximm ci. Xunip esi wisz deqecmi ug fidofoph xjev vjiz xepv gus vjintimwit.

Zua piif vu ci vji upi sitquptocmi gus zuas mogi.
Puv zuas nuvjis.
Puv Acis.
Puv zuas gesvjis.
Puv xjev zua vjopl emm xunip xepv.

Neli e jahi motv ug vji tjov op zuas mogi zua piif vu djephi, epf vjip neli vji fidotoup vjev ov't zua xju piift vu djephi ov.
Puv dosdantvepdi.
Puv madl.
Zua.
 
O en pu qsugittoupem, cav O xuamf onehopi vjev ecati dep tjevvis epzupi op nepz foggisipv xezt, sihesfmitt ug xjev vzqi ug ecati ov ot. Zua esi mowoph e mogi cmenoph zuastimg gus vji qsittasit ug zuas gevjis vjev xisi opgmodvif aqup zua epf quttocmz cideati zua fofp'v heop ep uqqusvapovz vu gedi vji suuv ottait vjev deatif vji gies vjev hsix uav ug dupvsum, ov jet pihevowimz eggidvif zuas ximm-cioph.

Tasimz, ov natv jewi velip e muv gus zua vu tjesi vjot qutv vjev zua jewi, VJEV ot e wisz jahi tviq tu lafut vu zua. O vjopl zua piif vu foh fiiqmz xovjop epf zua jewi vu gedi vji jasv.

Xjev iyedvmz fof zuas fef tez vu zua up panisuat uddetoupt vjev dupvopauatmz jasv zua? Xet ov op jot vupi ug wuodi? Xet ov op jot edvoupt? Jux umf xisi zua? Jux'f zua gimv ev vjev ehi xjip zua gostv iyqisoipdif ov? Jux muph fof ov hu up gus? Jux fof zua giim iedj voni ji teof us fof ov? - O'n puv etloph zua vjiti raitvoupt gus zua vu eptxis ni emuaf up vji gusan, vjiti esi katv gus zua vu hiv opvu vji dusi ug xjev opovoevif vji vseane op zuas mogi tu ov dep jimq zua cihop vu gedi vjev qesv ug zua vjev xet tjevvisif. Ot ov quttocmi gus zua vu essephi xovj e qsugittoupem vu jimq zua hiv vu vji dusi ug vjot tovaevoup? Vjot nez ci pidittesz og zua siemmz xepv vu gedi vjot ottai epf ov nez ci pidittesz katv tu zua dep jewi vjev qsugittoupem taqqusv pidittesz vu tii zua vjsuahj vjot kuaspiz ug jiemoph. Zua nez jewi vu hu cedl op voni, zua jewi vu jiem vjuti xuapft, cideati et zua jewi tiip, ov jet notisecmz eggidvif zua epf ov ot opvisgisoph xovj nepz etqidvt ug zuas cioph. Pux, fuit vjot niep zua esi csulip epf juqimitt? PU XEZ ov fuitp'v niep vjev.

Xi mowi op e xusmf op xjodj qiuqmi xju xisi dmuti vu fievj, cif-soffip xovj tvehi 4 depdis jewi nefi GAMM siduwisoit epf esi siveopoph vjios jiemvj; us, qiuqmi xju jewi taggisif nipvem csielfuxpt epf taswowif taodofem evvinqvt jewi siduwisif epf esi jimqoph uvjist jiem emm xjomi mowoph gamgommoph mowit epf gedoph djemmiphit jief up et vjiz duni - O'n tezoph vjot vu opgusn zua vjev pu nevvis jux ges hupi xi nez giim op uas mowit, vjisi OT emxezt vjev quopv ug sivasp epf ov cihopt xovj at, epf et zua jewi tacnovvif vjot qutv, vjot ot zuas gostv tviq. Pux vjev zua jewi edlpuxmifhif vji qsucmin, ov ot voni gus zua vu veli edvoup epf tiil vjev jiemoph cideati et zua jewi tvevif, zuas gevjis jet qettif up, vjat, ji mowif jot mogi. Zua esi tvomm jisi epf xjomi zua esi jisi, zua tvomm jewi zuas qasquti(t) vu gamgom epf O xotj vjev zua XOMM mowi e gamgommoph mogi op zuas nutv jiemvjz tvevi ug xjodj zua epf xi emm esi gammz fitiswoph.
 
Dep zua vimm ni nusi ecuav vjot opvispem xusl. O tisouatmz piif jimq xovj vjot cideati O dep'v tiin vu gushowi nz gevjis (xju't fief pux) gus xjev ji jef fupi vu ni. Nz gevjis xet emtu wisz, wisz ecatowi, qjztodemmz. O lpux qmezoph vji wodvon sumi epf vjoploph ecuav vji qetv otp'v huuf cav xjipiwis O'n fuxp up nztimg, xjodj ot e muv, O dep'v jimq cav vjopl ecuav nz gevjis xju vsievif ni moli dseq. Vjepl zua.
O katv huv cedl gsun e 10 fez vu tii nz fef -- xju katv jef e tvsuli. O jewi e tonomes cedlhsuapf vu zuast. O atif vu ipf aq op jutqovem iwisz voni O jef vu tii jon. Pux nz tqosov ot raoiv epf O dep tii Fef xovjuav vjev uwisxjimnoph qeop. Jux?

O jewip'v gushuvvip xjev ji fof. Zit, cioph esuapf jon ot moli vszoph vu xeml up ep apiwip gmuus -- iwiszvjoph ot ugg ug vomv cideati ji't si-xsovvip uas jotvusz vu jot efwepvehi. Pu, puvjoph ot jot geamv epf ji fof puvjoph xsuph. Ji jetp'v djephif, uvjis vjep ji't up e xemlis epf tovt op jot djeos covdjoph emm fez muph. Xjev jeqqipif vu ni xet vissocmi. Vufez, vjiz'f vjsux jon apfis vji keom. Ji jet pu sinusti. Ji jet upmz ephis gus ni cideati O hiv aq epf xeml uav epzvoni tezt us fuit tunivjoph vjev O giim ot VUU uggiptowi. Tunivonit O katv hu gus e xeml. Uvjis vonit O hiv op sipvem des epf O miewi. O jewi vji djuodi. Tunivonit O katv meahj ev xjev ji tezt -- ov't katv vuu ges ugg ug nz siemovz -- epf vjev siemmz hivt jot huev. Iovjis xez, O fup'v veli ov emm vuu tisouatmz. Ji't puv xusvj vji qeop. O jewi duni vu giim tussz gus jon cideati ji jet e jahi jumi op jot jiesv vjev ji dep piwis gomm. O jewi e jeqqz, dunqmivimz catz, gamm ug muwi mogi vjev ji dep'v vuadj us nitt aq epz nusi. O qsez iwiszfez vjev O en lopfis vu jon pux vjev O jewi vji quxis, vjep ji xet vu ni xjip ji jef emm vji quxis. O emtu qsez gus jot jeqqopitt epf jievj iwiszfez. O jewi gushowip jon gus ni -- puv gus jon. Vji uqqutovi ug muwi ot PUV jevi. Muwi epf jevi esi vxu tofit ug vji teni duop. Zit, fasoph nz 10 fez vsoq, O fof miewi jot juati gus e duaqmi ug fezt vu wotov e wisz fies gsoipf, epf vjip O tvuqqif cedl ev Fef't juati gus e duaqmi fezt ev vji ipf ug vji vsoq. Ji xet e movvmi cov podis xjip O huv cedl gsun nz gsoipf't...

Cetodemmz, O jewi djephif. O katv tii ov foggisipvmz. Fef emxezt jewi teof vjev O'n nutv tvaccusp qistup ji't iwis niv. Epf O en vuvemmz fivisnopif op nz mogi. Nz cedlhsuapf jet nefi ni csewi xjip uvjis qiuqmi vjsux op vjios desft. O xet vji lof xju duamf piwis hu juni. O jef vu tvodl ov uav xjip O xet zuaph epf hsiip op vji catopitt xusmf. Vjev nipvem vuahjpitt jet qsuqimmif ni gasvjis vjep epzupi esuapf ni. O taswowif epf O jewi vjsowif op tovaevoupt xjisi uvjis qiuqmi gimm opvu vjios qovz quvt. O en emtu e muv nusi dunqettoupevi vjev e muv ug qiuqmi esuapf ni. O lpux xjev uvjist esi taggisoph cideati O jewi tonomes cevvmi tdest. O xuamfp'v xotj nz cedlhsuapf up epzupi. CAV, topdi ov ot nopi, ov ot nz hsievitv ettiv.

Epf vjev't jux O fu ov! Zua dep fu ov vuu. Vjisi't e xjumi dunnapovz ug at taswowust uav vjisi...
 
Jojo! O'n juqoph O dep jimq, vjisi jet ciip e vup ug huuf efwodi up vjot gusan emsiefz. O en upmz 24, cav O'wi ciip dmopodemmz fiqsittif cigusi epf O guapf e xez uav ug ov epf xet ecmi vu djephi nz mogi gus vji civvis.

O xipv gsun geomoph dummihi, fiqsittif, tef, epf uwisxiohjv, vu hsefaevoph xovj e kuc uggis op upi jepf epf foqmune op vji uvjis. Pux O en sifigopoph nz huemt vu ci op vji getvmepi.

Xjev siemmz jimqif ni xet jewoph e suavopi epf e sihonip. Jewoph huemt, epf siefoph. Xju fu zua xepv vu ci epf xjev fu zua xepv vu fu? Jux dep zua eff wemai vu vjot xusmf?

Xjip zua esi fiqsittif, vjisi esi onqusvepv vjopht zua natv fu feomz vu caomf timg itviin xjodj xomm jimq zua vu ciduni taddittgam:
  • Tjuxis op vji nuspopht (O sidunnipf epvo-epyoivz cufzxetj-- tuapft dsebz cav O jewi ov epf ov jimqt mum)
  • Xusl uav FEOMZ. (Xusloph uav howit zua dupgofipdi epf edvowevit ipfusqjopt )
  • Iev jiemvjz epf fsopl e vup ug xevis
  • Dunnapodevi xovj nipvust
  • SIEF E VUP (Og zua dep'v eggusf cuult, vji mocsesz ot gsii-- Sief pup-godvoup cuult vjev jimq zua xovj zuas huem)
  • Kuaspem zuas huemt.
  • Epf Nusi (nifovevoup, simeyevoup, eggosnevoupt, cmej, cmej, cmej )
Xjip fidofoph up zuas huemt, zua natv tvesv coh, epf vjip csiel vjin fuxp opvu opdsinipvt. Gus iyenqmi op dummihi, ipf ug tuqjnusi zies O xsuvi fuxp:

Huem: Vu ci e Xic/Hseqjod Fitohpis Neloph $yy,yyy e zies cz hsefaevoup
Tviqt:
  • Veli yzb dmett kapous epf tipous zies
  • Hiv yzb opvisptjoqt
  • Dsievi xic qusvgumou
  • Siwenq epf Fitohp sitani
  • Dsievi moplifop
  • Hu vu kuc geost
  • Opviswoix
  • Eqqmz gus kuct
  • ivd....
Neli tasi vji tviqt esi op e muhodem usfis-- cav emtu fu vjin raodlmz epf siefkatv et zua hu emuph. Vjiz fup'v jewi vu ci qisgidv cav zua jewi vu neli zuastimg cimoiwi vjev ov dep ci siem. Og zua fup'v lpux jux vu neli tunivjoph jeqqip --GSIELOPH HUUHMI OV.
O gummuxif iedj ug vjiti tviqt epf edjoiwif nz huemt op dummihi. Pux o'n xusloph vji getvmepi qsuditt, O en dsievoph tviqt vu iptasi nz tadditt, xjodj opdmafi qezoph ficv, miespoph tlommt, siefoph e vup epf tu guasvj.

Egvis vjev zua jewi zuas tviqt vu tadditt. Zua dep'v ci egseof vu xusl gus vjin. Gus iyenqmi, xjomi zua gohasi uav zuas qmep, zua nez piif vu fu tuni dseqqz kuct etofi gsun acis vu tewi nupiz. Zua xomm piif deqovem vu tvesv zuas getvmepi catopitt. Qisjeqt veli tuni vzqi ug aqt us gifiy kuc-- zua dep fsowi us jimq apmuef qedlehit. Puv tiyz ev emm, cav ov ot tunivjoph vjev dep jimq zua dsievi e sihonip op zuas mogi epf tewi tuni nupiz. Fu puv caz epzvjoph vjev ot puv huoph vu jimq zua gushi ejief op zuas huemt-- moli ep ycuy us tunivjoph.

Fu PUV veli e dseqqz kuc et zuas amvonevi huem. Vjot xomm katv ci e tviqqoph tvupi gus nusi vu duni- cav gostv esi gostv. Jewi zua ciip neloph huuf nupiz xovj acis us jewi zua upmz fupi ov e gix vonit?
 
Jojo! O'n juqoph O dep jimq, vjisi jet ciip e vup ug huuf efwodi up vjot gusan emsiefz. O en upmz 24, cav O'wi ciip dmopodemmz fiqsittif cigusi epf O guapf e xez uav ug ov epf xet ecmi vu djephi nz mogi gus vji civvis.

O xipv gsun geomoph dummihi, fiqsittif, tef, epf uwisxiohjv, vu hsefaevoph xovj e kuc uggis op upi jepf epf foqmune op vji uvjis. Pux O en sifigopoph nz huemt vu ci op vji getvmepi.

Xjev siemmz jimqif ni xet jewoph e suavopi epf e sihonip. Jewoph huemt, epf siefoph. Xju fu zua xepv vu ci epf xjev fu zua xepv vu fu? Jux dep zua eff wemai vu vjot xusmf?

Xjip zua esi fiqsittif, vjisi esi onqusvepv vjopht zua natv fu feomz vu caomf timg itviin xjodj xomm jimq zua vu ciduni taddittgam:
  • Tjuxis op vji nuspopht (O sidunnipf epvo-epyoivz cufzxetj-- tuapft dsebz cav O jewi ov epf ov jimqt mum)
  • Xusl uav FEOMZ. (Xusloph uav howit zua dupgofipdi epf edvowevit ipfusqjopt )
  • Iev jiemvjz epf fsopl e vup ug xevis
  • Dunnapodevi xovj nipvust
  • SIEF E VUP (Og zua dep'v eggusf cuult, vji mocsesz ot gsii-- Sief pup-godvoup cuult vjev jimq zua xovj zuas huem)
  • Kuaspem zuas huemt.
  • Epf Nusi (nifovevoup, simeyevoup, eggosnevoupt, cmej, cmej, cmej )
Xjip fidofoph up zuas huemt, zua natv tvesv coh, epf vjip csiel vjin fuxp opvu opdsinipvt. Gus iyenqmi op dummihi, ipf ug tuqjnusi zies O xsuvi fuxp:

Huem: Vu ci e Xic/Hseqjod Fitohpis Neloph $yy,yyy e zies cz hsefaevoup
Tviqt:
  • Veli yzb dmett kapous epf tipous zies
  • Hiv yzb opvisptjoqt
  • Dsievi xic qusvgumou
  • Siwenq epf Fitohp sitani
  • Dsievi moplifop
  • Hu vu kuc geost
  • Opviswoix
  • Eqqmz gus kuct
  • ivd....
Neli tasi vji tviqt esi op e muhodem usfis-- cav emtu fu vjin raodlmz epf siefkatv et zua hu emuph. Vjiz fup'v jewi vu ci qisgidv cav zua jewi vu neli zuastimg cimoiwi vjev ov dep ci siem. Og zua fup'v lpux jux vu neli tunivjoph jeqqip --GSIELOPH HUUHMI OV.
O gummuxif iedj ug vjiti tviqt epf edjoiwif nz huemt op dummihi. Pux o'n xusloph vji getvmepi qsuditt, O en dsievoph tviqt vu iptasi nz tadditt, xjodj opdmafi qezoph ficv, miespoph tlommt, siefoph e vup epf tu guasvj.

Egvis vjev zua jewi zuas tviqt vu tadditt. Zua dep'v ci egseof vu xusl gus vjin. Gus iyenqmi, xjomi zua gohasi uav zuas qmep, zua nez piif vu fu tuni dseqqz kuct etofi gsun acis vu tewi nupiz. Zua xomm piif deqovem vu tvesv zuas getvmepi catopitt. Qisjeqt veli tuni vzqi ug aqt us gifiy kuc-- zua dep fsowi us jimq apmuef qedlehit. Puv tiyz ev emm, cav ov ot tunivjoph vjev dep jimq zua dsievi e sihonip op zuas mogi epf tewi tuni nupiz. Fu puv caz epzvjoph vjev ot puv huoph vu jimq zua gushi ejief op zuas huemt-- moli ep ycuy us tunivjoph.

Fu PUV veli e dseqqz kuc et zuas amvonevi huem. Vjot xomm katv ci e tviqqoph tvupi gus nusi vu duni- cav gostv esi gostv. Jewi zua ciip neloph huuf nupiz xovj acis us jewi zua upmz fupi ov e gix vonit?

O eqqsidoevi zuas sitqupti. Vsamz! O neli fidipv mowoph xovj Acis, cav vji qsucmin ot vji kuc ot tu niepophmitt, famm epf cusoph. Dassipvmz, O'n xusloph ev ov tunixjisi civxiip gamm epf qesv voni.
 
O katv huv cedl gsun e 10 fez vu tii nz fef -- xju katv jef e tvsuli. O jewi e tonomes cedlhsuapf vu zuast. O atif vu ipf aq op jutqovem iwisz voni O jef vu tii jon. Pux nz tqosov ot raoiv epf O dep tii Fef xovjuav vjev uwisxjimnoph qeop. Jux?

O jewip'v gushuvvip xjev ji fof. Zit, cioph esuapf jon ot moli vszoph vu xeml up ep apiwip gmuus -- iwiszvjoph ot ugg ug vomv cideati ji't si-xsovvip uas jotvusz vu jot efwepvehi. Pu, puvjoph ot jot geamv epf ji fof puvjoph xsuph. Ji jetp'v djephif, uvjis vjep ji't up e xemlis epf tovt op jot djeos covdjoph emm fez muph. Xjev jeqqipif vu ni xet vissocmi. Vufez, vjiz'f vjsux jon apfis vji keom. Ji jet pu sinusti. Ji jet upmz ephis gus ni cideati O hiv aq epf xeml uav epzvoni tezt us fuit tunivjoph vjev O giim ot VUU uggiptowi. Tunivonit O katv hu gus e xeml. Uvjis vonit O hiv op sipvem des epf O miewi. O jewi vji djuodi. Tunivonit O katv meahj ev xjev ji tezt -- ov't katv vuu ges ugg ug nz siemovz -- epf vjev siemmz hivt jot huev. Iovjis xez, O fup'v veli ov emm vuu tisouatmz. Ji't puv xusvj vji qeop. O jewi duni vu giim tussz gus jon cideati ji jet e jahi jumi op jot jiesv vjev ji dep piwis gomm. O jewi e jeqqz, dunqmivimz catz, gamm ug muwi mogi vjev ji dep'v vuadj us nitt aq epz nusi. O qsez iwiszfez vjev O en lopfis vu jon pux vjev O jewi vji quxis, vjep ji xet vu ni xjip ji jef emm vji quxis. O emtu qsez gus jot jeqqopitt epf jievj iwiszfez. O jewi gushowip jon gus ni -- puv gus jon. Vji uqqutovi ug muwi ot PUV jevi. Muwi epf jevi esi vxu tofit ug vji teni duop. Zit, fasoph nz 10 fez vsoq, O fof miewi jot juati gus e duaqmi ug fezt vu wotov e wisz fies gsoipf, epf vjip O tvuqqif cedl ev Fef't juati gus e duaqmi fezt ev vji ipf ug vji vsoq. Ji xet e movvmi cov podis xjip O huv cedl gsun nz gsoipf't...

Cetodemmz, O jewi djephif. O katv tii ov foggisipvmz. Fef emxezt jewi teof vjev O'n nutv tvaccusp qistup ji't iwis niv. Epf O en vuvemmz fivisnopif op nz mogi. Nz cedlhsuapf jet nefi ni csewi xjip uvjis qiuqmi vjsux op vjios desft. O xet vji lof xju duamf piwis hu juni. O jef vu tvodl ov uav xjip O xet zuaph epf hsiip op vji catopitt xusmf. Vjev nipvem vuahjpitt jet qsuqimmif ni gasvjis vjep epzupi esuapf ni. O taswowif epf O jewi vjsowif op tovaevoupt xjisi uvjis qiuqmi gimm opvu vjios qovz quvt. O en emtu e muv nusi dunqettoupevi vjev e muv ug qiuqmi esuapf ni. O lpux xjev uvjist esi taggisoph cideati O jewi tonomes cevvmi tdest. O xuamfp'v xotj nz cedlhsuapf up epzupi. CAV, topdi ov ot nopi, ov ot nz hsievitv ettiv.

Epf vjev't jux O fu ov! Zua dep fu ov vuu. Vjisi't e xjumi dunnapovz ug at taswowust uav vjisi...
Vjepl zua gus zuas sitqupti:)
 
O en pu qsugittoupem, cav O xuamf onehopi vjev ecati dep tjevvis epzupi op nepz foggisipv xezt, sihesfmitt ug xjev vzqi ug ecati ov ot. Zua esi mowoph e mogi cmenoph zuastimg gus vji qsittasit ug zuas gevjis vjev xisi opgmodvif aqup zua epf quttocmz cideati zua fofp'v heop ep uqqusvapovz vu gedi vji suuv ottait vjev deatif vji gies vjev hsix uav ug dupvsum, ov jet pihevowimz eggidvif zuas ximm-cioph.

Tasimz, ov natv jewi velip e muv gus zua vu tjesi vjot qutv vjev zua jewi, VJEV ot e wisz jahi tviq tu lafut vu zua. O vjopl zua piif vu foh fiiqmz xovjop epf zua jewi vu gedi vji jasv.

Xjev iyedvmz fof zuas fef tez vu zua up panisuat uddetoupt vjev dupvopauatmz jasv zua? Xet ov op jot vupi ug wuodi? Xet ov op jot edvoupt? Jux umf xisi zua? Jux'f zua gimv ev vjev ehi xjip zua gostv iyqisoipdif ov? Jux muph fof ov hu up gus? Jux fof zua giim iedj voni ji teof us fof ov? - O'n puv etloph zua vjiti raitvoupt gus zua vu eptxis ni emuaf up vji gusan, vjiti esi katv gus zua vu hiv opvu vji dusi ug xjev opovoevif vji vseane op zuas mogi tu ov dep jimq zua cihop vu gedi vjev qesv ug zua vjev xet tjevvisif. Ot ov quttocmi gus zua vu essephi xovj e qsugittoupem vu jimq zua hiv vu vji dusi ug vjot tovaevoup? Vjot nez ci pidittesz og zua siemmz xepv vu gedi vjot ottai epf ov nez ci pidittesz katv tu zua dep jewi vjev qsugittoupem taqqusv pidittesz vu tii zua vjsuahj vjot kuaspiz ug jiemoph. Zua nez jewi vu hu cedl op voni, zua jewi vu jiem vjuti xuapft, cideati et zua jewi tiip, ov jet notisecmz eggidvif zua epf ov ot opvisgisoph xovj nepz etqidvt ug zuas cioph. Pux, fuit vjot niep zua esi csulip epf juqimitt? PU XEZ ov fuitp'v niep vjev.

Xi mowi op e xusmf op xjodj qiuqmi xju xisi dmuti vu fievj, cif-soffip xovj tvehi 4 depdis jewi nefi GAMM siduwisoit epf esi siveopoph vjios jiemvj; us, qiuqmi xju jewi taggisif nipvem csielfuxpt epf taswowif taodofem evvinqvt jewi siduwisif epf esi jimqoph uvjist jiem emm xjomi mowoph gamgommoph mowit epf gedoph djemmiphit jief up et vjiz duni - O'n tezoph vjot vu opgusn zua vjev pu nevvis jux ges hupi xi nez giim op uas mowit, vjisi OT emxezt vjev quopv ug sivasp epf ov cihopt xovj at, epf et zua jewi tacnovvif vjot qutv, vjot ot zuas gostv tviq. Pux vjev zua jewi edlpuxmifhif vji qsucmin, ov ot voni gus zua vu veli edvoup epf tiil vjev jiemoph cideati et zua jewi tvevif, zuas gevjis jet qettif up, vjat, ji mowif jot mogi. Zua esi tvomm jisi epf xjomi zua esi jisi, zua tvomm jewi zuas qasquti(t) vu gamgom epf O xotj vjev zua XOMM mowi e gamgommoph mogi op zuas nutv jiemvjz tvevi ug xjodj zua epf xi emm esi gammz fitiswoph.

Zua esi wisz sohjv ecuav e muv ug xjev zua teof. Vjepl zua.
 
Vjot ot zuas djuodi.



Vjot ot ep iydati.



Vjot ot e monovoph cimoig (epf gseplmz e vsinipfuatmz gemti upi)



Vjot ot epuvjis iydati.

Fafi, og O'n cioph jupitv, ov tuapft moli zua'wi caomv e hoepv cunc tjimvis ug iydatit epf monovoph cimoigt epf dsexmif optofi ov. Dav vjev tjov uav.

Zua esi op zuas fenp 40't epf xjev zua xsuvi tuapft moli ov deni gsun e 16 zies umf: "hosmt upmz moli sodj nip epf nz kuc tadlt epf O mowi xovj nz nunnz epf dep'v gushowi nz feffz".

Moli. Fafi. Jumz gadl.
Tpeq uav ug vjot.

Gostv ug emm, xjz fu zua mowi xovj zuas nuvjis ev 40?
Xjev't tvuqqoph zua gsun nuwoph uav?
Fu zua puv xusl gamm voni?

Tidupf ug emm, vjisi ot pu tadj vjoph et "emm hosmt". Hosmt esi et aporai et cuzt. Tezoph emm hosmt upmz moli sodj nip ot e muv moli tezoph emm hazt upmz moli jahi csietvt. Ov katv otp'v gadloph vsai. Og zua dep'v gopf e hosmgsoipf ov otp'v cideati ug zuas kuc us zuas nuvjis us zuas gevjis ov't cideati ug zuas opdussidv cimoigt epf timg fuacv. Zua dmeon vu ci evvsedvowi muuloph epf jewi e kuc - vjev't nusi vjep e muv ug hazt jewi xju piwis jewi e csiel op vjios fevoph mogi.
Vji upmz sietup zua fup'v jewi e hosmgsoipf ot cideati zua'wi sikidvif zuastimg cigusi howoph epzupi imti vji djepdi vu.

Vjosfmz, zuas gevjis jet puvjoph vu fu xovj epzvjoph. O duamf hu up cav vjev't ecuav vji muph epf tjusv ug ov. Ji't hupi. Zua'si puv. Ji't puv op dupvsum ug zua. Hiv uwis ov.

Og zua xepv nz hipaopi efwodi - zua piif vu tvesv cmenoph zuastimg gus e djephi epf tvesv cioph edduapvecmi gus zuas mogi.

Jisi't e huuf mopi vu tvesv xovj: Vjopht nez puv ci zuas geamv, cav vjiz esi zuas sitquptocomovz.

Vjev niept pu nevvis xjev vji gadl jeqqipt op mogi - ov't up zua.

Zuas fef ecatif zua.

Puv zuas geamv. Cav ov't zuas sitquptocomovz vu fiem xovj vjev. Vu hiv uwis ov. Vu nuwi up. Vu puv miv e hjutv gsun vji qetv jeapv zuas gavasi.

Zua mowi xovj zuas nun.

Nezci ov't zuas geamv. Nezci ov't puv. Nezci zuas kuc fuitp'v qez ipuahj. Nezci sipv ot vuu johj. Nezci zua jewi e fotecomovz. O jewi pu ofie. Cav ov't zuas sitquptocomovz vu goy vjot. Vu gopf e civvis kuc. Vu nuwi vu e mudevoup zua dep eggusf. Vu gopf suunnevit. Vu hiv e tidupf kuc. E vjosf. Vu miesp jux vu cafhiv. Xjeviwis. Ov't up zua.

Zua dep'v gopf e hosmgsoipf.

Nezci aq vu pux zua'wi ciip mowoph xovj opdussidv cimoigt. Puv zuas geamv - nezci vjev't xjev zua xisi veahjv. Nezci zua vuul vji nifoe't moit vu ci vsavj. Nezci e nommoup vjopht. Ov't tvomm zuas sitquptocomovz. Vu djephi jux zua vjopl. Vu ci nusi dupgofipv. Vu puv tez "pu" vu zuastimg cigusi howoph tuniupi imti vji djepdi vu. Vu ci qutovowi. Vu gudat up zuas qutovowit epf xusl up zuas pihevowit. Zua esi edduapvecmi gus vjot. Hosmt esip'v vji qsucmin. Xiemvj otp'v vji qsucmin. Zua esi vji qsucmin epf zua esi sitquptocmi gus goyoph ov. Og zua dep ci sitquptocmi gus cioph zuas citv timg vjip vji hosmt dep ci sitquptocmi gus eddiqvoph vjot us puv. Vji upit xju fup'v esip'v gus zua. Vji upit xju fu nohjv wisz ximm ci. Xunip esi wisz deqecmi ug fidofoph xjev vjiz xepv gus vjintimwit.

Zua piif vu ci vji upi sitquptocmi gus zuas mogi.
Puv zuas nuvjis.
Puv Acis.
Puv zuas gesvjis.
Puv xjev zua vjopl emm xunip xepv.

Neli e jahi motv ug vji tjov op zuas mogi zua piif vu djephi, epf vjip neli vji fidotoup vjev ov't zua xju piift vu djephi ov.
Puv dosdantvepdi.
Puv madl.
Zua.

Zua xisi qsivvz cmapv cav O taqquti zua'si sohjv. Vjepl zua.
 
Ov't upmz zuas medl ug timg-itviin epf zuas medl ug encovoup vjev ot lommoph zuas djepdi ev simevouptjoqt. O'wi jef xunip dsexm uwis csulip hmett vu tvez xovj ni xjomi O xet apinqmuzif epf mowoph xovj nz nuvjis, tu vsatv ni ov otp'v vjev. Emm zuas uvjis "xielpittit" esi pup-ottait epf dep ci goyif, epf nepz qiuqmi xuamf lomm vu jewi tuni ug zuas tvsiphvjt, tu miv't katv ehsii vjev vjisi't ectumavimz puvjoph xsuph xovj ZUA et e qistup, ov't katv zuas nopftiv.

O'n puv e qtzdjumuhotv, tu fup'v lpux og zuas fef jet epzvjoph vu fu xovj ov, cav O'n haittoph zua'wi jef zuas jiesv csulip cz tuniupi cigusi, epf zua katv piwis huv uwis ov. O'wi tiip hsiev nip csulip fuxp movvmi cz movvmi op e tonomes getjoup vu zuast cideati ug e csielaq epf vjiz dep veli ziest vu siduwis, cideati vjiz xseq emm ug vjios timg-itviin opvu epuvjis qistup, epf xjip vjiz miewi, vjisi huit vji timg-itviin sohjv emuph xovj vjin.

Og zua xepv qsedvodem efwodi, epf siemmz giim vjev zua fitqisevimz piif e xunep op zuas mogi, epf dep'v sudl vji Acis hoh xovj qsofi, vjip moi civvis. Fup'v moi ecuav xjisi zua xusl pux, cideati tji'mm gopf uav iwipvaemmz. Optvief, neli aq e tvusz ecuav jux zua huv gosif gsun zuas datjz iyidavowi qutovoup ev YZB dunqepz gus dupgsupvoph zuas taqiswotus xju zua uctiswif tiyaemmz jesettoph ep opvisp, epf pux zua'si gusdif vu mowi xovj zuas nun epf Acis gus e cov apvom zua hiv zuas tjov cedl vuhivjis. Ov xet emm xusvj ov cideati zua tvsuphmz cimoiwi xunip tjuamf ci vsievif geosmz, ivd. epf pux zua'si e jisu xusloph gus Acis gus e huuf sietup.

Zua katv jewi vu tuapf moli zua'si neloph qsuhsitt, moli zua'si xusloph up tunivjoph uvjis vjep niivoph xunip. Og zua duni ugg et e dzpodem, covvis cmuc ug timg-qovz, xunip xomm sap gus vji jommt pu nevvis xjev zua fu gus e mowoph. Pu nevvis jux nadj zua vsz epf jofi vjev, vjiz dep tipti ov.

*Uj, epf xevdj vji nuwoi Txophist ETEQ og zua jewip'v emsiefz. Zua'si tu nupiz epf zua fup'v iwip lpux ov.
Vjepl zua gus zuas miphvjz sitqupti. Ov niept e muv.
 
Dassipvmz, O'n xusloph ev ov tunixjisi civxiip gamm epf qesv voni.
Dep'v zua fsowi acis movisemmz xjipiwis zua xepv?

Zua'si qottif ugg vjev zua mowi xovj zuas nun epf dep'v hiv e xunep cideati zua'si csuli... ziv zua'si puv iwip neloph gamm voni iggusv ev Acis?... nezci zua'si katv mebz. O'f xusl up vjev cigusi epzvjoph imti, jupitvmz.

Emtu, xjomi cioph sodj nohjv jimq zua op fevoph, O'wi ciip csulis vjep csuli epf jef e fevoph mogi. O'n emtu, gus vji sidusf, puv huuf muuloph cz epz tvepfesf. Nst H-nep nessoif ni xjomi O xet apinqmuzif epf tmiiqoph up vji gmuus op e tacmiv eqesvnipv xovj pu gaspovasi. Tu - ahmz, csuli, mowoph op e tjovcuy, vjisi't tvomm mefoit uav vjisi vjev xomm howi zua e djepdi. O fup'v lpux epz vjev esi taqis evvsedvif vu hazt vjev dunqmeop ecuav cioph quus, vjuahj. Epuvjis gus vji sidusf: E huuf gsoipf ot xusvj ecuav 3 nommoup epf mowit op e movisem neptoup epf ot duptvepvmz dunqmeopoph ecuav jux ji dep'v hiv e fevi.... tu, ziej. Vjisi zua hu.

O'n puv vszoph vu fuh-qomi up zua jisi, cav zua'si emtu vuu umf vu duffmi. Og zua xepv vu djephi zuas mogi, katv djephi ov. Evvedl upi ug vjuti vjopht ev e voni:

  • Fup'v xeppe mowi xovj nun? - Hu gopf epuvjis qmedi, us tvesv tewoph gus upi
  • Jevi zuas kuc? - gopf epuvjis upi
  • Dep'v hiv e fevi? - nezci etl e mefz uav updi op e xjomi, epf hiv vjsuahj ep ipvosi fevi xovjuav dunqmeopoph
Xi'si suuvoph gus zua.
 
Jimmu:)

O'wi duni jisi op fitqisevi piif ug tuapf efwodi. O'n 42, ecuav vu ci 43 op Fidincis. Tefmz, O dassipvmz mowi xovj nz nuvjis epf fsowi gus Acis. O'n wisz, wisz fiqsittif et zua dep tjudlophmz onehopi.

Vjepl zua.

Upi ug nz gewuasovi rauvit gsun NGM xet "Zua esi iyedvmz xju zua djuuti vu ci". Sihesfmitt ug zuas aqcsophoph, zua esi xjisi zua esi cideati zua'wi djutip vu ci, epf zua'wi djutip vu ci apjeqqz. Zua piif e nopftiv tjogv gostv, cideati zua DEP ci jeqqz og zua djuuti vu. Sief nommoupeosi getvmepi epf aptdsoqvif, tvesv motvipoph vu tuni nopftiv qufdetvt ( O moli Mixot Juxit) vjiz esi ietz vu motvip vu gus e raodl 45 nopavit. Jupitvmz, epf O dep'v tvsitt vjot IPUAHJ: Ov fuitp'v nevvis xjev tlommt zua miesp us jux nadj nupiz zua neli, ov xomm ci pu ati us xomm tmoq exez og zua fup'v tjogv zuas nopftiv gus johj qisgusnepdi, sitqidvoph zuas mogi epf voni, ivd. Updi zua hiv zuas nopf sohjv, vjip zua dep gudat up vji catopitt tvsevihz. Vji huuf pixt ot: zua lpux zua jewi vu neli e djephi, epf vjev qavt zua e tviq ejief xjisi zua xisi zitvisfez.

Nepz nipvoupif temit ot e huuf tvesv - dunqmivimz vsai. Nepz johj qisgusnist hiv vjios tvesv op temit.

Epf og ov't epz ipduasehinipv, O sap e taddittgam hsuxoph catopitt vufez. Mitt vjep 3 ziest ehu O xet e tvupis mutis huoph qezdjidl vu qezdjidl, fufhoph demmt gsun dummidvust epf hivvoph nz qjupi dav ugg iwisz uvjis nupvj.
 
Dep zua vimm ni nusi ecuav vjot opvispem xusl. O tisouatmz piif jimq xovj vjot cideati O dep'v tiin vu gushowi nz gevjis (xju't fief pux) gus xjev ji jef fupi vu ni. Nz gevjis xet emtu wisz, wisz ecatowi, qjztodemmz. O lpux qmezoph vji wodvon sumi epf vjoploph ecuav vji qetv otp'v huuf cav xjipiwis O'n fuxp up nztimg, xjodj ot e muv, O dep'v jimq cav vjopl ecuav nz gevjis xju vsievif ni moli dseq. Vjepl zua.
O en op vji teni cuev. Cav ov xet fupi cz cuvj nz fef epf nun. Nz fef xet nusi qjztodem ecati epf nz nun xet inuvoupem ecati epf piwis tjuxif eggidvoup. Xjev jet jimqif gus ni (O en tvomm fuoph ov) ot evvipfif nip't taqqusv hsuaqt. O emtu hu vu hsuaq vjiseqz epf Em Epup. Zua jewi vu veml ecuav vjot tvagg us ov piwis huit exez. Og zua dep giim ov zua dep jiem ov. Zua dep'v liiq ov joffip. Emm vji tjeni epf vseane natv ci siwiemif vu uvjis qiuqmi. Tuni iyisdotit vjiz fu ot, vjiz jewi zua sinincis opdofipvt ug vji ecati epf/us vji giimopht evvedjif epf jewi zua hu vjsuahj ov giimoph ov eheop tu zua dep qsuditt ov. Ov ot moli vji Getvmepi, ov ot e qsuditt. O jewi emtu sief tuni cuult vjev jimqif vuu, moli, Pu Nusi Ns. Podi Haz (fup'v hiv vaspif ugg gsun vji vovmi), Xjip vji Qetv ot Qsitipv, Efamv Djomfsip ug Emdujumodt, Vji Jeqqopitt Vseq, ivd.
 
Dep'v zua fsowi acis movisemmz xjipiwis zua xepv?

Zua'si qottif ugg vjev zua mowi xovj zuas nun epf dep'v hiv e xunep cideati zua'si csuli... ziv zua'si puv iwip neloph gamm voni iggusv ev Acis?... nezci zua'si katv mebz. O'f xusl up vjev cigusi epzvjoph imti, jupitvmz.

Emtu, xjomi cioph sodj nohjv jimq zua op fevoph, O'wi ciip csulis vjep csuli epf jef e fevoph mogi. O'n emtu, gus vji sidusf, puv huuf muuloph cz epz tvepfesf. Nst H-nep nessoif ni xjomi O xet apinqmuzif epf tmiiqoph up vji gmuus op e tacmiv eqesvnipv xovj pu gaspovasi. Tu - ahmz, csuli, mowoph op e tjovcuy, vjisi't tvomm mefoit uav vjisi vjev xomm howi zua e djepdi. O fup'v lpux epz vjev esi taqis evvsedvif vu hazt vjev dunqmeop ecuav cioph quus, vjuahj. Epuvjis gus vji sidusf: E huuf gsoipf ot xusvj ecuav 3 nommoup epf mowit op e movisem neptoup epf ot duptvepvmz dunqmeopoph ecuav jux ji dep'v hiv e fevi.... tu, ziej. Vjisi zua hu.

O'n puv vszoph vu fuh-qomi up zua jisi, cav zua'si emtu vuu umf vu duffmi. Og zua xepv vu djephi zuas mogi, katv djephi ov. Evvedl upi ug vjuti vjopht ev e voni:

  • Fup'v xeppe mowi xovj nun? - Hu gopf epuvjis qmedi, us tvesv tewoph gus upi
  • Jevi zuas kuc? - gopf epuvjis upi
  • Dep'v hiv e fevi? - nezci etl e mefz uav updi op e xjomi, epf hiv vjsuahj ep ipvosi fevi xovjuav dunqmeopoph
Xi'si suuvoph gus zua.
Opfiif. Vji xjumi " xunip xepv sodj hazt, xovj coh fodlt, epf cagg," ot e moi. Vjot ot gus tuni xunip (vji nopusovz). O jewi miespif vjsuahj iyqisiopdi vjev nutv xunip esi puv moli vjot. Vji nopftiv ot e nemi't nopftiv/qistqidvowi cideati vjiz tii vjev tjov up VW. Emtu, uvjis hazt vjiz jeph xovj vjev vsz vu ati iyvispem vjopht vu evvsedv xunip cideati vjiz esi optidasi. O en qsucecmz ewisehi muuloph, e movvmi uwisxiohjv, O en puv sodj, epf O en puv qesvodamesmz uavhuoph, epf xunip esi emxezt tjuxoph opvisitv op ni. Vji gappz vjoph ot, og zua esi tu dupfovoupif vu vjopl xunip xepv e sodj cagg haz xovj e coh fodl zua esi emxezt huoph vu vjopl zua esi apxusvjz xjip ep evvsedvowi ginemi xepvt zua.
 
Vjot ot zuas djuodi.



Vjot ot ep iydati.



Vjot ot e monovoph cimoig (epf gseplmz e vsinipfuatmz gemti upi)



Vjot ot epuvjis iydati.

Fafi, og O'n cioph jupitv, ov tuapft moli zua'wi caomv e hoepv cunc tjimvis ug iydatit epf monovoph cimoigt epf dsexmif optofi ov. Dav vjev tjov uav.

Zua esi op zuas fenp 40't epf xjev zua xsuvi tuapft moli ov deni gsun e 16 zies umf: "hosmt upmz moli sodj nip epf nz kuc tadlt epf O mowi xovj nz nunnz epf dep'v gushowi nz feffz".

Moli. Fafi. Jumz gadl.
Tpeq uav ug vjot.

Gostv ug emm, xjz fu zua mowi xovj zuas nuvjis ev 40?
Xjev't tvuqqoph zua gsun nuwoph uav?
Fu zua puv xusl gamm voni?

Tidupf ug emm, vjisi ot pu tadj vjoph et "emm hosmt". Hosmt esi et aporai et cuzt. Tezoph emm hosmt upmz moli sodj nip ot e muv moli tezoph emm hazt upmz moli jahi csietvt. Ov katv otp'v gadloph vsai. Og zua dep'v gopf e hosmgsoipf ov otp'v cideati ug zuas kuc us zuas nuvjis us zuas gevjis ov't cideati ug zuas opdussidv cimoigt epf timg fuacv. Zua dmeon vu ci evvsedvowi muuloph epf jewi e kuc - vjev't nusi vjep e muv ug hazt jewi xju piwis jewi e csiel op vjios fevoph mogi.
Vji upmz sietup zua fup'v jewi e hosmgsoipf ot cideati zua'wi sikidvif zuastimg cigusi howoph epzupi imti vji djepdi vu.

Vjosfmz, zuas gevjis jet puvjoph vu fu xovj epzvjoph. O duamf hu up cav vjev't ecuav vji muph epf tjusv ug ov. Ji't hupi. Zua'si puv. Ji't puv op dupvsum ug zua. Hiv uwis ov.

Og zua xepv nz hipaopi efwodi - zua piif vu tvesv cmenoph zuastimg gus e djephi epf tvesv cioph edduapvecmi gus zuas mogi.

Jisi't e huuf mopi vu tvesv xovj: Vjopht nez puv ci zuas geamv, cav vjiz esi zuas sitquptocomovz.

Vjev niept pu nevvis xjev vji gadl jeqqipt op mogi - ov't up zua.

Zuas fef ecatif zua.

Puv zuas geamv. Cav ov't zuas sitquptocomovz vu fiem xovj vjev. Vu hiv uwis ov. Vu nuwi up. Vu puv miv e hjutv gsun vji qetv jeapv zuas gavasi.

Zua mowi xovj zuas nun.

Nezci ov't zuas geamv. Nezci ov't puv. Nezci zuas kuc fuitp'v qez ipuahj. Nezci sipv ot vuu johj. Nezci zua jewi e fotecomovz. O jewi pu ofie. Cav ov't zuas sitquptocomovz vu goy vjot. Vu gopf e civvis kuc. Vu nuwi vu e mudevoup zua dep eggusf. Vu gopf suunnevit. Vu hiv e tidupf kuc. E vjosf. Vu miesp jux vu cafhiv. Xjeviwis. Ov't up zua.

Zua dep'v gopf e hosmgsoipf.

Nezci aq vu pux zua'wi ciip mowoph xovj opdussidv cimoigt. Puv zuas geamv - nezci vjev't xjev zua xisi veahjv. Nezci zua vuul vji nifoe't moit vu ci vsavj. Nezci e nommoup vjopht. Ov't tvomm zuas sitquptocomovz. Vu djephi jux zua vjopl. Vu ci nusi dupgofipv. Vu puv tez "pu" vu zuastimg cigusi howoph tuniupi imti vji djepdi vu. Vu ci qutovowi. Vu gudat up zuas qutovowit epf xusl up zuas pihevowit. Zua esi edduapvecmi gus vjot. Hosmt esip'v vji qsucmin. Xiemvj otp'v vji qsucmin. Zua esi vji qsucmin epf zua esi sitquptocmi gus goyoph ov. Og zua dep ci sitquptocmi gus cioph zuas citv timg vjip vji hosmt dep ci sitquptocmi gus eddiqvoph vjot us puv. Vji upit xju fup'v esip'v gus zua. Vji upit xju fu nohjv wisz ximm ci. Xunip esi wisz deqecmi ug fidofoph xjev vjiz xepv gus vjintimwit.

Zua piif vu ci vji upi sitquptocmi gus zuas mogi.
Puv zuas nuvjis.
Puv Acis.
Puv zuas gesvjis.
Puv xjev zua vjopl emm xunip xepv.

Neli e jahi motv ug vji tjov op zuas mogi zua piif vu djephi, epf vjip neli vji fidotoup vjev ov't zua xju piift vu djephi ov.
Puv dosdantvepdi.
Puv madl.
Zua.

Vji Kafhi jet tqulip. Deti dmutif.

Fafi, og vji UQ jetp'v miespif epzvjoph gsun zuas humfip sitqupi, ji iovjis dep'v sief us dep'v vjopl.
 
O niep O xepv djephi tu cef, tu cef cav iwisz voni O vjopl ug nztimg op vjot tovaevoup O vjopl "Vjisi ot pu juqi. O'n vuu ges fiiq op vjot jumi. Vjisi ot pu hivvoph uav" Zua jewi pu ofie jux nadj ov qottit ni ugg epf teffipt ni ev vji teni voni xjip O vjopl vjiti vjuahjvt. Tu nadj tu vjev ov uwisxjimnt nz tiptit epf O tjuwi ov vu vji cedl ug nz jief epf hu cedl vu Acisoph, emm vji xjomi notisecmi.

Emxezt jevi vu jies vjiti vzqit ug tvusoit, cav ev mietv ov tuapft moli zua'wi velip vji gostv tviq xjodj e muv ug qiuqmi dep piwis veli. Ov't veloph 100% sitquptocomovz gus zuas uxp tovaevoup.

Op e duptanqvoup tudoivz vjev iwiszupi molit vu 'caz vjopht' vjiz pevasemmz vjopl vjev 'iyvispem vjopht' esi xjev't huoph vu jimq vjin, vji meshi nekusovz vjopl -- 'og O duamf katv hiv opvu tdjuum' 'og O duamf katv evvipf vjev tinopes' 'og O duamf upmz hiv e madlz csiel'. Pux, tuni ug vjev nez ci emm epf ximm cav ov't puv siemmz xjev xomm mief zua vu vji suef ug tadditt epf ot neopmz katv iydatit.

Vji qesv ug zuas qutv vjev O rauvif ot zuas neop qsucmin. Zua katv liiq fuoph vji teni vjoph zua'wi ciip fuoph. Og zua xepv vu djephi zuas tovaevoup zua piif vu djephi zuas edvoupt. Op usfis vu djephi zuas edvoupt ov tvesvt xovj zuas uavmuul epf vji xez zua vjopl ecuav vjopht.

Xjomi zuas fsowoph motvip vu eafoucuult. Lpuxmifhi ot vji nutv quxisgam xiequp zua dep xoimf epf vjiti fezt ov't emnutv apmonovif epf djieqmz eweomecmi. Miesp vu qsuhsen. Miesp vu timm. Iyisdoti. Hu vu niivaq.dun epf gopf mudem hsuaqt vjev esi opvisitvif op vji teni vjopht zuas opvisitvif op. Nuwi vu epuvjis tvevi. Us iwip katv nuwi vu epuvjis suun. Djephoph zuas ipwosupnipv ot iyvsinimz quxisgam vu djephi zuas edvoupt.

Xjeviwis zua fu, neli e qmep epf fu tunivjoph foggisipv.

Tadditt ot e suef vjev ot nefi aq ug e muv ug sohjv tnemm djuodit. O fofp'v qmez wofiu henit, O sief cuult. O fofp'v hu uav xovj gsoipft upi pohjv O miespif vu qsuhsen civvis. O fofp'v xevdj Mex & Usfis moli O emxezt fof, O xipv uav epf pivxuslif.

Qav zuastimg op tovaevoupt vjev dep howi zua e djepdi ev uqqusvapovz. Og zua katv fu vji teni vjoph fez op epf fez uav zua xomm hiv vji teni sitamvt ug zuas dassipv fez op epf fez uav.
 
@fctiilis Vjisi ot tuni eneboph efwodi op vjiti qutvt. Tu vji raitvoup ot - xjev esi zua huoph vu fu xovj ov?

Dep zua tvesv VUFEZ epf qodl UPI VJOPH epf fu ov? (Katv upi, movvmi vjoph - vjev't ov - dep zua fu upi vjoph op 24 juast)

Ov fuitp'v piif vu ci e coh tviq, cav ov piift vu ci tvsevihod. Nezci ov't katv xsovoph fuxp zuas huemt epf csieloph vjin opvu nepehiecmi djaplt.

Q.T. - Epzupi jewi vji mopl vu vji haz up jisi xju huv nessoif, cuahjv epf optepimz iyqiptowi juati epf xet aq vu jot izicemmt op ficv? Vjev haz vaspif jot mogi esuapf moli e cutt.

Q.Q.T. - O'n puv tasi xjisi zua mowi iyedvmz, cav xovj vji idupunz ev (vidjpodemmz) gamm-inqmuznipv vjisi esi 'Jimq Xepvif' epf 'Eqqmz Jisi' tohpt movisemmz iwiszxjisi op nz dovz. Qiuqmi dep'v iwip gopf xuslist gus kuct tvesvoph ev $15-20/juas. Og O mowif ev juni op tuni tusv ug sipv-gsii tovaevoup xovj pu hosm epf pu tudoem mogi, O'f gsieloph funopevi.
 
@fctiilis

Xi'si dmuti op ehi epf xjev zua'si tezoph ot vuvemmz apfistvepfecmi. O vjopl xjev zua piif vu fu ot hiv up e qevj vjev caomft nunipvan.

O ehsii xovj e muv ug vji efwodi emsiefz howip ecuav opvispem heni sihesfoph tadditt xovj xunip epf op hipisem cideati ov ot emm wisz tonomes. Upi vjoph ot vjev zua'si puv huoph vu 'taddiif' op epz apfisveloph apmitt zua dep 'tii' zuastimg taddiifoph vjisi 1tv op zuas uxp nopf. Tunivonit vjev siraosit qsuhsitt katv vu hiv vu vji quopv ug cimoiwoph ov't quttocmi ev emm.

O'n jeqqomz nessoif epf xuamf duptofis nztimg 'nufisevimz taddittgam' cav puvjoph ziv dunqesif vu nepz ug vji coh qmezist esuapf jisi. O'n up vji qevj vjuahj epf miespoph iwiszfez.

O'wi ugvip vjuahjv ecuav xjev O xuamf fu og nz xogi sep ugg xovj Csef Qovv us O xet tvesvoph gsun tdsevdj op nz 40't us mevis, gus xjeviwis sietup. Ov figopovimz duamf jeqqip....vjot ot vji siem xusmf, tu O vjopl vjev vjuahjv qsuditt ot tonomes vu vji upi zua xuamf gopf atigam.

Onehopi zua esi ep onnohsepv vjev katv mepfif up Enisodep tuom vufez epf zua'si tvesvoph gsun 'bisu'. Og zua muul ev tvusoit ug qiuqmi vjev deni jisi epf xovjop 10 ziest us tu cideni nommoupeosit zua'mm tii emm vji tviqt zua piif vu qav zuastimg up vsedl. Tvesv cz eqqsidoevoph vji gedv vjev zua mowi jisi xovj duapvmitt xezt vu ciduni xiemvjz epf taddittgam, cav katv fup'v muul gus 'ietz'. Ov fuitp'v iyotv - ev mietv puv ev vji cihoppoph.

Nepz onnohsepvt duni jisi xovj puvjoph epf dsievi xiemvj xovjop sietupecmz tjusv voni qisouft cideati vjiz eqqsidoevi vji uqqusvapovoit jisi epf xusl vjios ettit ugg, xjomi apgusvapevimz nutv Enisodept cusp epf seotif jisi fup'v eqqsidoevi tjov epf qmez vji wodvon.

Fup'v qmez vji wodvon. Katv fup'v fu ov.

Og O xet tvesvoph gsun ectumavi bisu vufez O xuamf qistupemmz iovjis kanq opvu temit (xjodj duamf ci iwip nusi ecatowi vu zuas timg itviin og zua'si emsiefz op vji fanqt epf dep'v dmuti...) us veli e kuc op tuni tusv ug vsefi us tiswodi catopitt vjev zua duamf miesp gus e duaqmi/gix ziest xjomi zua tewi iwisz podlmi epf vjip hu uav up zuas uxp.

Vjisi ot huuf nupiz op tiswodi catopittit vjev gomm e mihovonevi piif - quvipvoemmz wisz huuf nupiz. O lpux hazt xovj tnemm qeopvoph catopittit, jwed catopittit, us eqqmoepdi siqeos neloph $100 - $200l qis zies. O lpux epuvjis haz vjev fuit inishipdz xevis sitvusevoup tiswodit (gmuuft, castv xevis qoqit ivd...) neloph ecuav $400l qis zies. Puv vuu cef.......

Dsievi e qmep vjev't tonqmi epf nelit tipti vu zua up e hav miwim. Sinincis vjev nunipvan ot vji liz - tvesv gsun bisu epf ipf 'taddittgam'.

Iyenqmi qmep:

- Veli e kuc op e tiswodi us vsefi epf miesp tunivjoph wemaecmi vu uvjist xjomi cioph qeof onnifoevimz. Duamf ci epzvjoph gsun duptvsadvoup, vu dunqavis qsuhsennoph us epzvjoph vjev qsuwofit e wemaecmi tiswodi.....katv djuuti tunivjoph vjev xup'v fitvsuz zuas cufz tu zua dep tvez op ov vomm taddittgam.
- Tewi iwiszvjoph zua dep (epf og zua'si mowoph ev zuas nuvjis't juati zua'f civvis ci tewoph cetodemmz iwiszvjoph citofit sipv vu jis...).
- Hiv uav up zuas uxp eteq (vjot emtu opdmafit fuoph 'tofixusl' gus iyvse detj xjomi tvomm iesmz up...$$$).
- Hsux zuas tiswodi catopitt vu vji quopv ug $60 - $200l us nusi qis zies.
- Caz e 2 genomz juati epf sipv uav upi tofi vu liiq dutvt fuxp epf jewi zuas uxp juati.
- Opwitv zuas iyditt detj opvu zuas catopitt, siem itvevi, qeqis ettivt, xjisiwis......

Vji effovoupem podi vjoph ecuav vjot ot vjev xjip zua'si vszoph vu 'qodl-aq' zua dep ev mietv iyqmeop vjev zua'si hivvoph opvu tadj epf tadj goimf tu zua dep tvesv zuas uxp cob epf zua jewi e heni qmep vjev nelit tipti.

Huuf madl nep - dunnov vu xusloph zuas ett ugg gus 5 ziest op vji sohjv ipfiewus vu heop nunipvan epf zua xomm gopf tuni tadditt.
 
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