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You know, I understand how people are broken. David Goggins said that "many dreams die while suffering", and F*ck, it gets not just hard, but F*cking ugly.
One year ago my entrepreneurial dreams were reinvigorated, and since then I was sleepless learning and trying.
One year ago I had 2500€ in my bank account - now I have 270 and living on government housing.
I always chose fight over flight, but F*ck, I had no success, ever. I studied and perfected my mindset over the year. I've adopted a producer mindset - or at least I believe I did. TMF seemed to clear up my head recently and I've been grinding my day in and day out 3d modeling my invention.
I learned to defy my own suffering and push through more, but then what? I sat down today and realized that I haven't achieved jack F*cking shit. I haven't made a single dollar on entrepreneurship. Turns out, I never, except for when I shared some of my wisdom with other men, have served any value to anyone else.
For the past 1 year I haven't provided a single bit of value. Heck, even when I was on my job, I never once solved a problem myself - I think literally every single one was solved by someone else.
True, I now have a producer mindset. True, I now now that it is just about solving problems and providing value, and providing relative value.
But then, this night, I locked myself in a room realizing what a jack useless piece of shit I am and I studied what it meant to be hard - read David Goggins. When my mother came in I felt so F*cking decisive on my own weakness that I screamed at her - at 23:40. I've been surrounded by unambitious, weak pussies and I became weaker as a result. I said I want to move immediately to escape all the mediocre people surrounded by us, but because I failed we almost don't have any money. I tried to start english classes for ukrainians in Ireland, but they are not ready to pay the price... I know I am a good teacher, but ffs, do I have to resign?
As said, I understand now how men are broken. David Goggins said in Never Stopped "Many dreams die when we suffer", and when someone tells to "go get a job" as in "from flat broke to filthy rich" while it will move the needle forward - which is what we need - it will also kill a part of out dreams - and
F*ck, I need to become harder and go and move on. I've reread all of my readings and I understand that I just need to throw more CENTS darts at the market's board. Get a foundational job, then get specialized labor, then skill, and then move to specialized unit.
I'm almost flat broke and we don't have any money, but I'll make it to Dublin, rent some cheap-a$$ apartment and I will need to become more.
...Maybe you really didn't need to listen to this vent, but I pussied out and wasted half an hour reading it when I could think of my new CENTS business. Shit.
One year ago my entrepreneurial dreams were reinvigorated, and since then I was sleepless learning and trying.
One year ago I had 2500€ in my bank account - now I have 270 and living on government housing.
I always chose fight over flight, but F*ck, I had no success, ever. I studied and perfected my mindset over the year. I've adopted a producer mindset - or at least I believe I did. TMF seemed to clear up my head recently and I've been grinding my day in and day out 3d modeling my invention.
I learned to defy my own suffering and push through more, but then what? I sat down today and realized that I haven't achieved jack F*cking shit. I haven't made a single dollar on entrepreneurship. Turns out, I never, except for when I shared some of my wisdom with other men, have served any value to anyone else.
For the past 1 year I haven't provided a single bit of value. Heck, even when I was on my job, I never once solved a problem myself - I think literally every single one was solved by someone else.
True, I now have a producer mindset. True, I now now that it is just about solving problems and providing value, and providing relative value.
But then, this night, I locked myself in a room realizing what a jack useless piece of shit I am and I studied what it meant to be hard - read David Goggins. When my mother came in I felt so F*cking decisive on my own weakness that I screamed at her - at 23:40. I've been surrounded by unambitious, weak pussies and I became weaker as a result. I said I want to move immediately to escape all the mediocre people surrounded by us, but because I failed we almost don't have any money. I tried to start english classes for ukrainians in Ireland, but they are not ready to pay the price... I know I am a good teacher, but ffs, do I have to resign?
As said, I understand now how men are broken. David Goggins said in Never Stopped "Many dreams die when we suffer", and when someone tells to "go get a job" as in "from flat broke to filthy rich" while it will move the needle forward - which is what we need - it will also kill a part of out dreams - and
F*ck, I need to become harder and go and move on. I've reread all of my readings and I understand that I just need to throw more CENTS darts at the market's board. Get a foundational job, then get specialized labor, then skill, and then move to specialized unit.
I'm almost flat broke and we don't have any money, but I'll make it to Dublin, rent some cheap-a$$ apartment and I will need to become more.
...Maybe you really didn't need to listen to this vent, but I pussied out and wasted half an hour reading it when I could think of my new CENTS business. Shit.
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