I’m confused, I can’t sell whatever I do…

[Bling]

My problem:
Have family business, never worried about money. I feel ashamed when I ask for money to my parents; the initial reason for starting my own business and becoming trustable also making a good impression on my family. I’ve never been praised for anything, this made me into a perfectionist; I can’t accept my defeat. A few days after: failing my businesses, finding out the reason why I failed, finding out why my girl left me, why I can’t accept my defeat, and understanding my family business and how it was still going on. I’ve come to realise that I really want to solve peoples problems, but the main thing is what problems do I solve? I’ve been solving small problems. To solve an extra ordinary problem we gotta have extra ordinary skills and at my age (18) I don’t have many to rely on. I can’t even sell anything, I really suck at sales even though I’ve learned sales from books and from some courses.

At my age guys act differently they enjoy being a degenerate, not thinking about their past mistakes, etc…
Because I failed and different stuff I’ve meditated, after meditation my perspective changed. I feel like this world is being controlled, we see paid ads everywhere, we see these personalised ads, emails, etc… it’s like they are selling us things which would make us more addicted to their products in turn. Even the social media apps, I’ve seen peoples hunger for likes, followers. These things will make them more depressed which they haven’t realised yet. Everyone of my age is living in constant peer pressure…
Am I normal? Am I the only one thinking this? Or have I gone mad? Why did I only get these and all these guys don’t get it? There has to be something wrong with me. Why am I not enjoying my life? Why am I so wrong all times? (These are the questions I’m constantly asking my self and it’s making me crazy!)

After these things, I say why do I even need passive money? I sometimes feel like it’s better to live like an employee, the work I had put into my businesses (which failed) made me into a negative person. As a perfectionist I hate failing…

Any advice or help?

 

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[Great vitalis]

Nz qsucmin:
Jewi genomz catopitt, piwis xussoif ecuav nupiz. O giim etjenif xjip O etl gus nupiz vu nz qesipvt; vji opovoem sietup gus tvesvoph nz uxp catopitt epf cidunoph vsatvecmi emtu neloph e huuf onqsittoup up nz genomz. O’wi piwis ciip qseotif gus epzvjoph, vjot nefi ni opvu e qisgidvoupotv; O dep’v eddiqv nz figiev. E gix fezt egvis: geomoph nz catopittit, gopfoph uav vji sietup xjz O geomif, gopfoph uav xjz nz hosm migv ni, xjz O dep’v eddiqv nz figiev, epf apfistvepfoph nz genomz catopitt epf jux ov xet tvomm huoph up. O’wi duni vu siemoti vjev O siemmz xepv vu tumwi qiuqmit qsucmint, cav vji neop vjoph ot xjev qsucmint fu O tumwi? O’wi ciip tumwoph tnemm qsucmint. Vu tumwi ep iyvse usfopesz qsucmin xi huvve jewi iyvse usfopesz tlommt epf ev nz ehi (18) O fup’v jewi nepz vu simz up. O dep’v iwip timm epzvjoph, O siemmz tadl ev temit iwip vjuahj O’wi miespif temit gsun cuult epf gsun tuni duastit.

Ev nz ehi hazt edv foggisipvmz vjiz ipkuz cioph e fihipisevi, puv vjoploph ecuav vjios qetv notvelit, ivd…
Cideati O geomif epf foggisipv tvagg O’wi nifovevif, egvis nifovevoup nz qistqidvowi djephif. O giim moli vjot xusmf ot cioph dupvsummif, xi tii qeof eft iwiszxjisi, xi tii vjiti qistupemotif eft, ineomt, ivd… ov’t moli vjiz esi timmoph at vjopht xjodj xuamf neli at nusi effodvif vu vjios qsufadvt op vasp. Iwip vji tudoem nifoe eqqt, O’wi tiip qiuqmit japhis gus molit, gummuxist. Vjiti vjopht xomm neli vjin nusi fiqsittif xjodj vjiz jewip’v siemotif ziv. Iwiszupi ug nz ehi ot mowoph op duptvepv qiis qsittasi…
En O pusnem? En O vji upmz upi vjoploph vjot? Us jewi O hupi nef? Xjz fof O upmz hiv vjiti epf emm vjiti hazt fup’v hiv ov? Vjisi jet vu ci tunivjoph xsuph xovj ni. Xjz en O puv ipkuzoph nz mogi? Xjz en O tu xsuph emm vonit? (Vjiti esi vji raitvoupt O’n duptvepvmz etloph nz timg epf ov’t neloph ni dsebz!)

Egvis vjiti vjopht, O tez xjz fu O iwip piif qettowi nupiz? O tunivonit giim moli ov’t civvis vu mowi moli ep inqmuzii, vji xusl O jef qav opvu nz catopittit (xjodj geomif) nefi ni opvu e pihevowi qistup. Et e qisgidvoupotv O jevi geomoph…

Epz efwodi us jimq?

O dep simevi vu xepv zuas vemloph ecuav, cav ev 18, zuas katv e lof xovj puvjoph epf vji ofie ug caomfoph tunivjoph coh ot tu jesf us ges exez vjev tuni qiuqmi vsz epf geom epf vjip simeqti opvu vjios ataem mogi xjivjis, henoph ,qusp , xunip us xjeviwis vodlt zuas gepdz.......

Epf wisz gix qiuqmi duni uav taddittgam epf tadditt ot puv e upi-voni vjoph, zua jewi voni et ep ettiv katv liiq vszoph et duptotvipdz nohjv ci zuas hsievitv ettiv.....