Soulrize
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- Sep 21, 2014
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I'm not sure why but I work hard at my job however when it comes to stuff for myself such as cooking, cleaning, or use of my free time, it is mostly unconstructive. While I do listen to pod cast and apply it to work, when It comes to my own time after being clocked out , I don't do much. I do the bare minimal for college, and just about bare minimal for everything else like playing games some nights until its time to sleep and go to work the next day again. Work is moving fast and I've been complimented on my work ethic by both my immediate supervisor and manager and its progressing. Also when friends ask for help such as moving, I also put a lot of effort (not in my eyes ) because I'm just doing my best and in the same sense get complimented. Yet coming home I kind of questions myself and where is the drive for myself is at.
Any thoughts on this hang up or mental block I guess?
(also noted in my mind is everything I've done was once started with a friend and family member. For instance, Gaming started with a best friend in 11th grade, learning a new language started with a good inspiring teacher that first taught me the beginnings of the language, investing in stocks started with my dad in 8th grade, and working out started with another best friend post high school . While all of these habits are still around , something's stick around while other don't. It believe it was my individual experience with it , it was fun with the person or it was very fruitful in the results. I just notice that's how all my habits today both constructive and wasteful came about. )
Any thoughts on this hang up or mental block I guess?
(also noted in my mind is everything I've done was once started with a friend and family member. For instance, Gaming started with a best friend in 11th grade, learning a new language started with a good inspiring teacher that first taught me the beginnings of the language, investing in stocks started with my dad in 8th grade, and working out started with another best friend post high school . While all of these habits are still around , something's stick around while other don't. It believe it was my individual experience with it , it was fun with the person or it was very fruitful in the results. I just notice that's how all my habits today both constructive and wasteful came about. )
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