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I think I'm afraid of comfort, and I think I should scared by it even more. Scared of the comfort of mediocrity, or the golden handcuffs Ive already put on, and the golden shackles, ball, chain, and noose that are waiting for me. I'm afraid the siren song of mediocrity, convention, a weekly paycheque, and family expectations ('you dont want to be an entrepreneur! They're low class fools!').
I know I should be grateful for the job. It's a good one, though not spectacular, and my side-walking ways have until recently wasted any capital it could have helped me build up. But at the moment, with so much to learn and do, it feels like purgatory. I suppose thats kind of the point. It encourages patience, which is something Ive never been too good at. But still, it take energy and time, and quitting isn't a viable option just yet, so I scramble for the little crumbs of time and energy I can actually use to improve myself, and struggle not sink into the morass of reruns and alcohol.
It's a struggle. But If I can stay afraid, then I know I'll make it.
Anyone else here in the same situation?
I know I should be grateful for the job. It's a good one, though not spectacular, and my side-walking ways have until recently wasted any capital it could have helped me build up. But at the moment, with so much to learn and do, it feels like purgatory. I suppose thats kind of the point. It encourages patience, which is something Ive never been too good at. But still, it take energy and time, and quitting isn't a viable option just yet, so I scramble for the little crumbs of time and energy I can actually use to improve myself, and struggle not sink into the morass of reruns and alcohol.
It's a struggle. But If I can stay afraid, then I know I'll make it.
Anyone else here in the same situation?
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