Sounds like some variation of “if I imagine things with enough emotion they‘ll come true” @v1nci i suggest dropping the mental masturbation and focus on building something to deliver value. Focus your energy on that. I think these sort of mental games are just ways to feel productive when the truth is your afraid to get started, fail, bruising your ego, etc. This is sidewalk thinking, take action. Specific action, based on a real plan, every day. Peace