THESE are the type of motherfuckers I get applying for lawn care positions for my company. I swear to god.
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I have been introspective and using what I think is logic & observation, believe the Cabal on our planet want to create Triality. We live in duality, and were supposedly heading away from duality to higher vibrations, and connecting to the greater conscious web. Duality is the spectrum between light and darkness, Triality adds Screwyness.
Everything the cabal does is about stifling clarity and creating chaos out of order, steerable chaos they then steer as a means to an end to get their order out of chaos. Of course this goes beyond money & breaking children, its about control over as much energy as possible that makes up the physical universe we live inside of. I believe they ultimately manipulate conscious and etheric energy in a bid to become an artificial Prime Creator, so the spider can create dimensional soul traps by way of creating new universes or hijacking existing ones. (Prime Creator, the actual entity that birthed our universe from 20+ dimensions up, not an interpretation as in deitys).
I have been going inside and have been exploring my inner world, and seeing how much of my outer world is a reflection of my inner world. As I question everything to the point of questioning everything I am aware of, and taking everything said in this thread into consideration, I still have a ways to go.
This is what I was going to say. I worked in a psych ward as a mental health nurse and what you said fits very closely with what I experienced and what OP said aboveSo what you are experiencing is a paranoid perhaps grandiose thought disorder.
Looks like some pretty run of the mill themes, technology and government surveillance - so that tells me your a westerner (hunter gatherer societies rarely have paranoid delusions and for some reason cultures that are less "independant" minded like japan the themes and archetypes seen in the delusion are different ie not 3 letter agency centered)
So if you have a diagnosis of perhaps schizoaffective disorder? schizophrenia? then you probably need a med adjustment . I sort of skimmed your post here but none of it seems directly intent based in terms of harming yourself or others so perhaps that could be done outpatient.
however if you have not been diagnosed I would definitely have myself committed (unless you we're just on a real mean hallucinogenic bender typing this and just went down a weird matrix themed style rabbit hole), obviously you wont because you have a fixed delusion and the logic of what i'm typing won't have any effect but, thought i'd mention it.
On a positive note, you are clearly able to type all of that out and it was a bit derailed but overall the topic stayed consistent. So thats a good sign.
I'm a little bit concerned that a post as recent as october didn't seem to have this delusional flavor to it, Dignium, are you by chance a male in his early or mid twenties? , have you been abusing amphetamines at all?
THESE are the type of motherfuckers I get applying for lawn care positions for my company. I swear to god.
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