'OrribleOphelia
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- Jun 20, 2018
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Sorry All,
Jumped the gun and posted a question on the forum before introducing myself. If only I was that sharp off the mark in life in general...I most probably wouldn't be here. But, yep, here I am, losing my looks and gone past caring. All my life I was a good, obedient, reliable employee, totally 'normal'...on the outside...but all this time a burning desire to just to prove I COULD be wealthy and successful if I really tried. I really tried. I know now I did it all wrong and where I went wrong. Am I the bald guy with the comb now? I tried to kid myself I'd let go of wanting life to be anything different but IT doesn't let ME go. I feel more than ever I would rather die trying. They say 'you can't take it with you'. True. But nice to have built-up and acquired your own version of what's valuable and worthwhile that can go on doing good after you've gone. This is my aim.
Jumped the gun and posted a question on the forum before introducing myself. If only I was that sharp off the mark in life in general...I most probably wouldn't be here. But, yep, here I am, losing my looks and gone past caring. All my life I was a good, obedient, reliable employee, totally 'normal'...on the outside...but all this time a burning desire to just to prove I COULD be wealthy and successful if I really tried. I really tried. I know now I did it all wrong and where I went wrong. Am I the bald guy with the comb now? I tried to kid myself I'd let go of wanting life to be anything different but IT doesn't let ME go. I feel more than ever I would rather die trying. They say 'you can't take it with you'. True. But nice to have built-up and acquired your own version of what's valuable and worthwhile that can go on doing good after you've gone. This is my aim.
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