Sounds like with that attitude you really should go for a stupid labor job.
Or...
You could pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and try again.
Do whatever it takes to pay the bills, have your pity party for a short while if you want, but then stop talking about all the things you don't want/you can't do/you're not good at/you're not good looking enough for/or what you're too good for and START talking about what you can do, what you WANT, what you ARE capable of.
Start there.
Or...
You could pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and try again.
Do whatever it takes to pay the bills, have your pity party for a short while if you want, but then stop talking about all the things you don't want/you can't do/you're not good at/you're not good looking enough for/or what you're too good for and START talking about what you can do, what you WANT, what you ARE capable of.
Start there.