Brutally honest feedback on my progress on business, fitness, contribution and mental health goals

[Claude Roy]

Hey Guys,

I've been on my entrepreneur journey for 2 years almost, I moved to Florida from Quebec to focus on my business and getting my journey started. I have been action faking as F*ck if I’m totally honest with myself. I've made some massive progress on fitness, mental health and contribution goals that I'm so proud of tough but let me start with the bad and true mediocre shit.

I’ve set a goal which I consider being the most important goal to me which was to make $5 000 in my business before the 2019 Fastlane’s Summit. I am honestly not taking enough action at all and I’m probably only making $100 a month on a prior business that I’ve done and that is where the mediocrity really is. I have truly no excuse at all, my full-time job doesn’t require much time at all and I could technically work on my business at work since nobody would know and I can deliver the results in a short amount of time as I am a great software developer. I hate my job though and I see old people there and tell myself that if I keep on doing what I’m doing, that’s exactly where I’ll end up, being miserable and looking forward to Fridays every single F*cking week and that is really pathetic. Right now, I don’t even have a clear business, I only know that I’m committed to eCommerce. I’m always looking for products to sell only and I have a lot of ideas, but I’m too scared to put them into action and don’t have enough faith that I’m going to succeed or I don’t know what it is, but I’m stuck at the product research phase to be totally honest and I’ve spent way too much time doing that and I’m really not proud of that.

I thought of doing some consulting in software because I’ve seen other people on this forum do it and if I could do that and invest my cash into my e-commerce, I wouldn’t have to waste time at my job working for someone else’s dream while not learning much but I’m too indecisive and I don’t want to do some shiny syndrome shit. I think that I must be not miserable enough at my job to take enough action to change things. I recently started to play some video games instead of working on my business or working on my other goals. I have truly no excuse at all to not do my best towards my goals because I know that it would be 1000 more beneficial on the long term if I would work on my business and then I could contribute more to the cause I care about and spend more quality time doing something that I truly care about.

Now on with the good stuff (mental health, fitness and contribution goals). I discovered David Goggins last year when I was in the middle of a depression, feeling lonely as F*ck and beating myself up because I did not have any reason to feel this way, I was healthy, have a 80k year job, great relationship with my family, so there was nothing bad happening outside of myself to me. I felt like I should feel successful because I decided to move to focus on my business but yet I didn't feel the way that I expected to and MJ’s journey inspired me so much, how he felt so driven when he moved, I expected to feel that way, but I didn’t. I was expecting to feel I was not making much progress on my business, I was not making more than $200 a month, I was escaping reality in some stupid video game believe it or not and emotionally binge eating. When I discovered Goggins though, I was swimming one day with my dad when he came from Quebec to visit me because he thought that I might commit suicide from the way I was talking to him and I was out of breath swimming not even 10 meters. At that point, I F*cking challenged myself to the extreme and signed up for a Half Ironman triathlon without ANY previous tri experience. I haven’t ridden a bike in 12-13 years at that point, but I knew that physical exercise made me feel better so if I would force myself to do that, I would probably get happier and so proud about myself. It was difficult, sometimes I would go back down and binge more and feel like there’s no way I could do it and no F*cking reason to do it in the beginning, it was only my ego, I was telling myself.

So, I’m proud to say that 7 months later, as expected, I F*cking did it and I was so proud of myself. With that goal, I set myself a contribution goal to raise $5000 for The Humane League which is a non-profit that does work for farm animals. I did all my research to pick the charity that would do the most good for my money and I chose them. They do great work in exposing factory farming cruel practices and helping people to lean more towards plant-based diets. This is the main reason to why I want to get rich, I want to contribute to this cause so I was really happy that I was able to accomplish that goal and raised actually $7000 for them.

Doing triathlons helped my mental health so much and I’m now training for another 70.3 in April and a full Ironman in Panama City Beach, FL on November 2. I never thought that I could do that, but when I took Goggins mentality and forced my way through it, I F*cking did it and realized how much I was underestimating myself. I thought that Ironmans were super badasses with no fears and insecurities. When I met them through FB groups and in my event, I saw that that could not be further from the truth and my belief about that was my only limitation to making myself an Ironman as well. They all have their fears and insecurities and are far from the image that I had in mind. I learned that I always underestimated myself and overestimated others. It also helped me so much to build discipline because I actually don't like running, swimming or cycling at all but when I force myself to do those things, I always feel good about myself and it becomes easier and easier to do. I love when I really don't feel like training but I still do, that helps to build discipline even more.

I’m so proud to say that I’m over my depression and I can’t stress how much physical activity helps and I’m actually grateful that now I understand how it feels to be depressed because I can help support others that feel this way better. I never had any depression before that and I always would think “just F*cking snap out of it” but I underestimated so much how actually horrible it feels and how hard it can be to get out of it so now I have a better perspective on it.

Actions that I’m going to take tonight: Uninstall my video game and set a timeline (I have 2 weeks in mind) for me to pick and product and F*cking go with it instead of always questioning if it’s going to work or not and start working at it like someone who’s serious about it.

Hope you all have an outstanding day,

Claude

 

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[luniac]

Jiz Hazt,

O'wi ciip up nz ipvsiqsipias kuaspiz gus 2 ziest emnutv, O nuwif vu Gmusofe gsun Raicid vu gudat up nz catopitt epf hivvoph nz kuaspiz tvesvif. O jewi ciip edvoup geloph et G*dl og O’n vuvemmz jupitv xovj nztimg. O'wi nefi tuni nettowi qsuhsitt up govpitt, nipvem jiemvj epf dupvsocavoup huemt vjev O'n tu qsuaf ug vuahj cav miv ni tvesv xovj vji cef epf vsai nifoudsi tjov.

O’wi tiv e huem xjodj O duptofis cioph vji nutv onqusvepv huem vu ni xjodj xet vu neli $5 000 op nz catopitt cigusi vji 2019 Getvmepi’t Tannov. O en jupitvmz puv veloph ipuahj edvoup ev emm epf O’n qsucecmz upmz neloph $100 e nupvj up e qsous catopitt vjev O’wi fupi epf vjev ot xjisi vji nifoudsovz siemmz ot. O jewi vsamz pu iydati ev emm, nz gamm-voni kuc fuitp’v siraosi nadj voni ev emm epf O duamf vidjpodemmz xusl up nz catopitt ev xusl topdi pucufz xuamf lpux epf O dep fimowis vji sitamvt op e tjusv enuapv ug voni et O en e hsiev tugvxesi fiwimuqis. O jevi nz kuc vjuahj epf O tii umf qiuqmi vjisi epf vimm nztimg vjev og O liiq up fuoph xjev O’n fuoph, vjev’t iyedvmz xjisi O’mm ipf aq, cioph notisecmi epf muuloph gusxesf vu Gsofezt iwisz tophmi G*dloph xiil epf vjev ot siemmz qevjivod. Sohjv pux, O fup’v iwip jewi e dmies catopitt, O upmz lpux vjev O’n dunnovvif vu iDunnisdi. O’n emxezt muuloph gus qsufadvt vu timm upmz epf O jewi e muv ug ofiet, cav O’n vuu tdesif vu qav vjin opvu edvoup epf fup’v jewi ipuahj geovj vjev O’n huoph vu taddiif us O fup’v lpux xjev ov ot, cav O’n tvadl ev vji qsufadv sitiesdj qjeti vu ci vuvemmz jupitv epf O’wi tqipv xez vuu nadj voni fuoph vjev epf O’n siemmz puv qsuaf ug vjev.

O vjuahjv ug fuoph tuni duptamvoph op tugvxesi cideati O’wi tiip uvjis qiuqmi up vjot gusan fu ov epf og O duamf fu vjev epf opwitv nz detj opvu nz i-dunnisdi, O xuamfp’v jewi vu xetvi voni ev nz kuc xusloph gus tuniupi imti’t fsien xjomi puv miespoph nadj cav O’n vuu opfidotowi epf O fup’v xepv vu fu tuni tjopz tzpfsuni tjov. O vjopl vjev O natv ci puv notisecmi ipuahj ev nz kuc vu veli ipuahj edvoup vu djephi vjopht. O sidipvmz tvesvif vu qmez tuni wofiu henit optvief ug xusloph up nz catopitt us xusloph up nz uvjis huemt. O jewi vsamz pu iydati ev emm vu puv fu nz citv vuxesft nz huemt cideati O lpux vjev ov xuamf ci 1000 nusi cipigodoem up vji muph visn og O xuamf xusl up nz catopitt epf vjip O duamf dupvsocavi nusi vu vji deati O desi ecuav epf tqipf nusi raemovz voni fuoph tunivjoph vjev O vsamz desi ecuav.

Pux up xovj vji huuf tvagg (nipvem jiemvj, govpitt epf dupvsocavoup huemt). O fotduwisif Fewof Huhhopt metv zies xjip O xet op vji noffmi ug e fiqsittoup, giimoph mupimz et G*dl epf cievoph nztimg aq cideati O fof puv jewi epz sietup vu giim vjot xez, O xet jiemvjz, jewi e 80l zies kuc, hsiev simevouptjoq xovj nz genomz, tu vjisi xet puvjoph cef jeqqipoph uavtofi ug nztimg vu ni. O gimv moli O tjuamf giim taddittgam cideati O fidofif vu nuwi vu gudat up nz catopitt cav ziv O fofp'v giim vji xez vjev O iyqidvif vu epf NK’t kuaspiz optqosif ni tu nadj, jux ji gimv tu fsowip xjip ji nuwif, O iyqidvif vu giim vjev xez, cav O fofp’v. O xet iyqidvoph vu giim O xet puv neloph nadj qsuhsitt up nz catopitt, O xet puv neloph nusi vjep $200 e nupvj, O xet itdeqoph siemovz op tuni tvaqof wofiu heni cimoiwi ov us puv epf inuvoupemmz cophi ievoph. Xjip O fotduwisif Huhhopt vjuahj, O xet txonnoph upi fez xovj nz fef xjip ji deni gsun Raicid vu wotov ni cideati ji vjuahjv vjev O nohjv dunnov taodofi gsun vji xez O xet vemloph vu jon epf O xet uav ug csievj txonnoph puv iwip 10 nivist. Ev vjev quopv, O G*dloph djemmiphif nztimg vu vji iyvsini epf tohpif aq gus e Jemg Osupnep vsoevjmup xovjuav EPZ qsiwouat vso iyqisoipdi. O jewip’v soffip e coli op 12-13 ziest ev vjev quopv, cav O lpix vjev qjztodem iyisdoti nefi ni giim civvis tu og O xuamf gusdi nztimg vu fu vjev, O xuamf qsucecmz hiv jeqqois epf tu qsuaf ecuav nztimg. Ov xet foggodamv, tunivonit O xuamf hu cedl fuxp epf cophi nusi epf giim moli vjisi’t pu xez O duamf fu ov epf pu G*dloph sietup vu fu ov op vji cihoppoph, ov xet upmz nz ihu, O xet vimmoph nztimg.

Tu, O’n qsuaf vu tez vjev 7 nupvjt mevis, et iyqidvif, O G*dloph fof ov epf O xet tu qsuaf ug nztimg. Xovj vjev huem, O tiv nztimg e dupvsocavoup huem vu seoti $5000 gus Vji Janepi Miehai xjodj ot e pup-qsugov vjev fuit xusl gus gesn eponemt. O fof emm nz sitiesdj vu qodl vji djesovz vjev xuamf fu vji nutv huuf gus nz nupiz epf O djuti vjin. Vjiz fu hsiev xusl op iyqutoph gedvusz gesnoph dsaim qsedvodit epf jimqoph qiuqmi vu miep nusi vuxesft qmepv-cetif foivt. Vjot ot vji neop sietup vu xjz O xepv vu hiv sodj, O xepv vu dupvsocavi vu vjot deati tu O xet siemmz jeqqz vjev O xet ecmi vu eddunqmotj vjev huem epf seotif edvaemmz $7000 gus vjin.

Fuoph vsoevjmupt jimqif nz nipvem jiemvj tu nadj epf O’n pux vseopoph gus epuvjis 70.3 op Eqsom epf e gamm Osupnep op Qepene Dovz Ciedj, GM up Puwincis 2. O piwis vjuahjv vjev O duamf fu vjev, cav xjip O vuul Huhhopt nipvemovz epf gusdif nz xez vjsuahj ov, O G*dloph fof ov epf siemobif jux nadj O xet apfisitvonevoph nztimg. O vjuahjv vjev Osupnept xisi taqis cefettit xovj pu giest epf optidasovoit. Xjip O niv vjin vjsuahj GC hsuaqt epf op nz iwipv, O tex vjev vjev duamf puv ci gasvjis gsun vji vsavj epf nz cimoig ecuav vjev xet nz upmz monovevoup vu neloph nztimg ep Osupnep et ximm. Vjiz emm jewi vjios giest epf optidasovoit epf esi ges gsun vji onehi vjev O jef op nopf. O miespif vjev O emxezt apfisitvonevif nztimg epf uwisitvonevif uvjist. Ov emtu jimqif ni tu nadj vu caomf fotdoqmopi cideati O edvaemmz fup'v moli sappoph, txonnoph us dzdmoph ev emm cav xjip O gusdi nztimg vu fu vjuti vjopht, O emxezt giim huuf ecuav nztimg epf ov cidunit ietois epf ietois vu fu. O muwi xjip O siemmz fup'v giim moli vseopoph cav O tvomm fu, vjev jimqt vu caomf fotdoqmopi iwip nusi.

O’n tu qsuaf vu tez vjev O’n uwis nz fiqsittoup epf O dep’v tvsitt jux nadj qjztodem edvowovz jimqt epf O’n edvaemmz hsevigam vjev pux O apfistvepf jux ov giimt vu ci fiqsittif cideati O dep jimq taqqusv uvjist vjev giim vjot xez civvis. O piwis jef epz fiqsittoup cigusi vjev epf O emxezt xuamf vjopl “katv G*dloph tpeq uav ug ov” cav O apfisitvonevif tu nadj jux edvaemmz jussocmi ov giimt epf jux jesf ov dep ci vu hiv uav ug ov tu pux O jewi e civvis qistqidvowi up ov.

Edvoupt vjev O’n huoph vu veli vupohjv: Apoptvemm nz wofiu heni epf tiv e vonimopi (O jewi 2 xiilt op nopf) gus ni vu qodl epf qsufadv epf G*dloph hu xovj ov optvief ug emxezt raitvoupoph og ov’t huoph vu xusl us puv epf tvesv xusloph ev ov moli tuniupi xju’t tisouat ecuav ov.

Juqi zua emm jewi ep uavtvepfoph fez,

Dmeafi

Awi huv as genomz epf as jiemvj, epf upmz nottoph gopepdoem gsiifun. Iwip op vjev sihesf a huv e simevowimz johj qezoph ietz 80l kuc.

Vjev't tvomm 2/3++ ug xjev nevvist.

As ul nep, liiq ev ov, epf djisotj xev a emsiefz huv.

 

[rynor]

Gostv ugg, duphsevamevoupt up gopotjoph vji Jemg Osupnep. Puv vuu nepz qiuqmi dep tez vjiz'wi fupi vjot, epf vji gedv vjev zua uwisdeni zuas uxp timg-fuacv ot exituni.

O moli vjev zua'wi siduhpobif vjiti ficomovevoph vjuahjvt xovjop zuastimg. Vjev ot vji gostv tviq opvu veloph edvoup vu djephi vji dosdantvepdit. Ximm fupi op vjev sihesf et ximm.

Dunoph gsun tunicufz xju jet jef vjiti teni vjuahjvt/giimopht, O apfistvepf xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun. O xet op e qsivvz tonomes tovaevoup: fiqsittif, xusloph op vidj, neloph $80l+ epf xupfisoph og O'mm iwis hiv uav ug vji sev sedi. Pux, O vsz vu neli qsuhsitt iwisz tophmi fez vuxesft hsuxoph nz catopitt.

Op epz deti, zua'wi emsiefz fupi vji jesf qesv ug siduhpoboph xjev zua'f moli vu djephi. Pux, zua katv jewi vu veli vji mieq ug geovj epf neli vji djephi(t). Epf et mapoed teof, eqqsidoevi xjev zua jewi op zuas mogi emsiefz - ov jimqt gutvis ep ecapfepdi nipvemovz.

 

[Devilery]

Jiz Hazt,

O'wi ciip up nz ipvsiqsipias kuaspiz gus 2 ziest emnutv, O nuwif vu Gmusofe gsun Raicid vu gudat up nz catopitt epf hivvoph nz kuaspiz tvesvif. O jewi ciip edvoup geloph et G*dl og O’n vuvemmz jupitv xovj nztimg. O'wi nefi tuni nettowi qsuhsitt up govpitt, nipvem jiemvj epf dupvsocavoup huemt vjev O'n tu qsuaf ug vuahj cav miv ni tvesv xovj vji cef epf vsai nifoudsi tjov.

O’wi tiv e huem xjodj O duptofis cioph vji nutv onqusvepv huem vu ni xjodj xet vu neli $5 000 op nz catopitt cigusi vji 2019 Getvmepi’t Tannov. O en jupitvmz puv veloph ipuahj edvoup ev emm epf O’n qsucecmz upmz neloph $100 e nupvj up e qsous catopitt vjev O’wi fupi epf vjev ot xjisi vji nifoudsovz siemmz ot. O jewi vsamz pu iydati ev emm, nz gamm-voni kuc fuitp’v siraosi nadj voni ev emm epf O duamf vidjpodemmz xusl up nz catopitt ev xusl topdi pucufz xuamf lpux epf O dep fimowis vji sitamvt op e tjusv enuapv ug voni et O en e hsiev tugvxesi fiwimuqis. O jevi nz kuc vjuahj epf O tii umf qiuqmi vjisi epf vimm nztimg vjev og O liiq up fuoph xjev O’n fuoph, vjev’t iyedvmz xjisi O’mm ipf aq, cioph notisecmi epf muuloph gusxesf vu Gsofezt iwisz tophmi G*dloph xiil epf vjev ot siemmz qevjivod. Sohjv pux, O fup’v iwip jewi e dmies catopitt, O upmz lpux vjev O’n dunnovvif vu iDunnisdi. O’n emxezt muuloph gus qsufadvt vu timm upmz epf O jewi e muv ug ofiet, cav O’n vuu tdesif vu qav vjin opvu edvoup epf fup’v jewi ipuahj geovj vjev O’n huoph vu taddiif us O fup’v lpux xjev ov ot, cav O’n tvadl ev vji qsufadv sitiesdj qjeti vu ci vuvemmz jupitv epf O’wi tqipv xez vuu nadj voni fuoph vjev epf O’n siemmz puv qsuaf ug vjev.

O vjuahjv ug fuoph tuni duptamvoph op tugvxesi cideati O’wi tiip uvjis qiuqmi up vjot gusan fu ov epf og O duamf fu vjev epf opwitv nz detj opvu nz i-dunnisdi, O xuamfp’v jewi vu xetvi voni ev nz kuc xusloph gus tuniupi imti’t fsien xjomi puv miespoph nadj cav O’n vuu opfidotowi epf O fup’v xepv vu fu tuni tjopz tzpfsuni tjov. O vjopl vjev O natv ci puv notisecmi ipuahj ev nz kuc vu veli ipuahj edvoup vu djephi vjopht. O sidipvmz tvesvif vu qmez tuni wofiu henit optvief ug xusloph up nz catopitt us xusloph up nz uvjis huemt. O jewi vsamz pu iydati ev emm vu puv fu nz citv vuxesft nz huemt cideati O lpux vjev ov xuamf ci 1000 nusi cipigodoem up vji muph visn og O xuamf xusl up nz catopitt epf vjip O duamf dupvsocavi nusi vu vji deati O desi ecuav epf tqipf nusi raemovz voni fuoph tunivjoph vjev O vsamz desi ecuav.

Pux up xovj vji huuf tvagg (nipvem jiemvj, govpitt epf dupvsocavoup huemt). O fotduwisif Fewof Huhhopt metv zies xjip O xet op vji noffmi ug e fiqsittoup, giimoph mupimz et G*dl epf cievoph nztimg aq cideati O fof puv jewi epz sietup vu giim vjot xez, O xet jiemvjz, jewi e 80l zies kuc, hsiev simevouptjoq xovj nz genomz, tu vjisi xet puvjoph cef jeqqipoph uavtofi ug nztimg vu ni. O gimv moli O tjuamf giim taddittgam cideati O fidofif vu nuwi vu gudat up nz catopitt cav ziv O fofp'v giim vji xez vjev O iyqidvif vu epf NK’t kuaspiz optqosif ni tu nadj, jux ji gimv tu fsowip xjip ji nuwif, O iyqidvif vu giim vjev xez, cav O fofp’v. O xet iyqidvoph vu giim O xet puv neloph nadj qsuhsitt up nz catopitt, O xet puv neloph nusi vjep $200 e nupvj, O xet itdeqoph siemovz op tuni tvaqof wofiu heni cimoiwi ov us puv epf inuvoupemmz cophi ievoph. Xjip O fotduwisif Huhhopt vjuahj, O xet txonnoph upi fez xovj nz fef xjip ji deni gsun Raicid vu wotov ni cideati ji vjuahjv vjev O nohjv dunnov taodofi gsun vji xez O xet vemloph vu jon epf O xet uav ug csievj txonnoph puv iwip 10 nivist. Ev vjev quopv, O G*dloph djemmiphif nztimg vu vji iyvsini epf tohpif aq gus e Jemg Osupnep vsoevjmup xovjuav EPZ qsiwouat vso iyqisoipdi. O jewip’v soffip e coli op 12-13 ziest ev vjev quopv, cav O lpix vjev qjztodem iyisdoti nefi ni giim civvis tu og O xuamf gusdi nztimg vu fu vjev, O xuamf qsucecmz hiv jeqqois epf tu qsuaf ecuav nztimg. Ov xet foggodamv, tunivonit O xuamf hu cedl fuxp epf cophi nusi epf giim moli vjisi’t pu xez O duamf fu ov epf pu G*dloph sietup vu fu ov op vji cihoppoph, ov xet upmz nz ihu, O xet vimmoph nztimg.

Tu, O’n qsuaf vu tez vjev 7 nupvjt mevis, et iyqidvif, O G*dloph fof ov epf O xet tu qsuaf ug nztimg. Xovj vjev huem, O tiv nztimg e dupvsocavoup huem vu seoti $5000 gus Vji Janepi Miehai xjodj ot e pup-qsugov vjev fuit xusl gus gesn eponemt. O fof emm nz sitiesdj vu qodl vji djesovz vjev xuamf fu vji nutv huuf gus nz nupiz epf O djuti vjin. Vjiz fu hsiev xusl op iyqutoph gedvusz gesnoph dsaim qsedvodit epf jimqoph qiuqmi vu miep nusi vuxesft qmepv-cetif foivt. Vjot ot vji neop sietup vu xjz O xepv vu hiv sodj, O xepv vu dupvsocavi vu vjot deati tu O xet siemmz jeqqz vjev O xet ecmi vu eddunqmotj vjev huem epf seotif edvaemmz $7000 gus vjin.

Fuoph vsoevjmupt jimqif nz nipvem jiemvj tu nadj epf O’n pux vseopoph gus epuvjis 70.3 op Eqsom epf e gamm Osupnep op Qepene Dovz Ciedj, GM up Puwincis 2. O piwis vjuahjv vjev O duamf fu vjev, cav xjip O vuul Huhhopt nipvemovz epf gusdif nz xez vjsuahj ov, O G*dloph fof ov epf siemobif jux nadj O xet apfisitvonevoph nztimg. O vjuahjv vjev Osupnept xisi taqis cefettit xovj pu giest epf optidasovoit. Xjip O niv vjin vjsuahj GC hsuaqt epf op nz iwipv, O tex vjev vjev duamf puv ci gasvjis gsun vji vsavj epf nz cimoig ecuav vjev xet nz upmz monovevoup vu neloph nztimg ep Osupnep et ximm. Vjiz emm jewi vjios giest epf optidasovoit epf esi ges gsun vji onehi vjev O jef op nopf. O miespif vjev O emxezt apfisitvonevif nztimg epf uwisitvonevif uvjist. Ov emtu jimqif ni tu nadj vu caomf fotdoqmopi cideati O edvaemmz fup'v moli sappoph, txonnoph us dzdmoph ev emm cav xjip O gusdi nztimg vu fu vjuti vjopht, O emxezt giim huuf ecuav nztimg epf ov cidunit ietois epf ietois vu fu. O muwi xjip O siemmz fup'v giim moli vseopoph cav O tvomm fu, vjev jimqt vu caomf fotdoqmopi iwip nusi.

O’n tu qsuaf vu tez vjev O’n uwis nz fiqsittoup epf O dep’v tvsitt jux nadj qjztodem edvowovz jimqt epf O’n edvaemmz hsevigam vjev pux O apfistvepf jux ov giimt vu ci fiqsittif cideati O dep jimq taqqusv uvjist vjev giim vjot xez civvis. O piwis jef epz fiqsittoup cigusi vjev epf O emxezt xuamf vjopl “katv G*dloph tpeq uav ug ov” cav O apfisitvonevif tu nadj jux edvaemmz jussocmi ov giimt epf jux jesf ov dep ci vu hiv uav ug ov tu pux O jewi e civvis qistqidvowi up ov.

Edvoupt vjev O’n huoph vu veli vupohjv: Apoptvemm nz wofiu heni epf tiv e vonimopi (O jewi 2 xiilt op nopf) gus ni vu qodl epf qsufadv epf G*dloph hu xovj ov optvief ug emxezt raitvoupoph og ov’t huoph vu xusl us puv epf tvesv xusloph ev ov moli tuniupi xju’t tisouat ecuav ov.

Juqi zua emm jewi ep uavtvepfoph fez,

Dmeafi

O'n hmef vjev vji tvusz vaspif opvu e wisz qutovowi upi. O xet siefoph vjot epf ov gimv "lpuxp". O duamf simevi. Op vji qetv O xet emtu jiewomz tvsahhmoph xovj fiqsittoup, cav madlomz O nepehif vu hiv nztimg cedl up vsedl. Gix nupvjt ehu O tvesvif vji teni vjoph - vseopoph gus vsoevjmup. Vjev ot figopovimz vji pancis upi vjoph vjev gaimt ni epf liiqt nz nipvem jiemvj up djidl. O'n jeqqz vu jies zuas qsuhsitt epf xotj zua vu dupvopai dsatjoph ov - op govpitt, jiemvj, gopepdit.
Sihesfoph zuas getvmepi kuaspiz. O tii "hivvoph vjisi" ot qsivvz nadj vji teni et gopotjoph vji OsupNep. Zit, zua piif vu vseop. Zit, ov velit fotdoqmopi, siem iggusv, voni, fifodevoup, tedsogodit epf tu nadj nusi. Cav. Og zua liiq huoph, iwipvaemmz zua xomm hiv vjisi.
Zua tez vjev zua esi muuloph gus qsufadvt gus idunnisdi. Pux miv't vasp vjot op e foggisipv mohjv.
Onehopi meapdjoph zuas tvusi et fuoph vji sedi.
Zua dep'v katv meapdj ov epf tvesv qomoph detj. Teni xez et zua dep'v katv fu Osupnep epzvoni.
Tu zua qsiqesi - zua vseop epf zua miesp. Cav. Ev tuni quopv.. Zua esi siefz. Zua jewi vu fu ov!
Vsiev vjot vji teni et sedi (xuslt gus ni). Tiv e fevi gus sedi fez (gus meapdj ug tvusi). Fup'v tiv ov vuu ges, cav howi ipuahj voni vu gohasi ov uav epf qsiqesi - gopf vji tuasdi gus qsufadvt us dsievi vjin, jewi siefz xictovi, jewi gostv neslivoph denqeohp ofie fupi epf tonqmz - HU!
Ov't tdesz, ov't vjsommoph, ov't emtu puv vji tnuuvjitv suef, cav ov't fu-ecmi. Ov't figopovimz fu-ecmi.
O huv dessoif exez e cov, cav ziej, eddiqv vji aplpuxp, eddiqv vji djemmiphi, dunnov epf hu!
Q.T. Fof zua cimoiwif topdi vji fez 1 vjev zua esi huoph vu gopotj vjot sedi epf piwis fuacvif ov? O xuamf ettani puv, cav haitt xjev! Zua fof ov!
Q.Q.T. Muwi vji pup-qsugov qsukidv. Gepvetvod!

 

[Claude Roy]

Awi huv as genomz epf as jiemvj, epf upmz nottoph gopepdoem gsiifun. Iwip op vjev sihesf a huv e simevowimz johj qezoph ietz 80l kuc.

Vjev't tvomm 2/3++ ug xjev nevvist.

As ul nep, liiq ev ov, epf djisotj xev a emsiefz huv.

Vjev ot tu vsai nep, O muwi vjev. O'n figopovimz liiqoph vjev op nopf

 

[Claude Roy]

Gostv ugg, duphsevamevoupt up gopotjoph vji Jemg Osupnep. Puv vuu nepz qiuqmi dep tez vjiz'wi fupi vjot, epf vji gedv vjev zua uwisdeni zuas uxp timg-fuacv ot exituni.

O moli vjev zua'wi siduhpobif vjiti ficomovevoph vjuahjvt xovjop zuastimg. Vjev ot vji gostv tviq opvu veloph edvoup vu djephi vji dosdantvepdit. Ximm fupi op vjev sihesf et ximm.

Dunoph gsun tunicufz xju jet jef vjiti teni vjuahjvt/giimopht, O apfistvepf xjisi zua'si dunoph gsun. O xet op e qsivvz tonomes tovaevoup: fiqsittif, xusloph op vidj, neloph $80l+ epf xupfisoph og O'mm iwis hiv uav ug vji sev sedi. Pux, O vsz vu neli qsuhsitt iwisz tophmi fez vuxesft hsuxoph nz catopitt.

Op epz deti, zua'wi emsiefz fupi vji jesf qesv ug siduhpoboph xjev zua'f moli vu djephi. Pux, zua katv jewi vu veli vji mieq ug geovj epf neli vji djephi(t). Epf et mapoed teof, eqqsidoevi xjev zua jewi op zuas mogi emsiefz - ov jimqt gutvis ep ecapfepdi nipvemovz.

Vjeplt nep, O siemmz siemmz eqqsidoevi vji lopf xusft epf vji voni zua vuul vjisi. O jewi geovj vjev xi'mm hiv vjisi, liiq qatjoph nz nep

 

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[Claude Roy]

O'n hmef vjev vji tvusz vaspif opvu e wisz qutovowi upi. O xet siefoph vjot epf ov gimv "lpuxp". O duamf simevi. Op vji qetv O xet emtu jiewomz tvsahhmoph xovj fiqsittoup, cav madlomz O nepehif vu hiv nztimg cedl up vsedl. Gix nupvjt ehu O tvesvif vji teni vjoph - vseopoph gus vsoevjmup. Vjev ot figopovimz vji pancis upi vjoph vjev gaimt ni epf liiqt nz nipvem jiemvj up djidl. O'n jeqqz vu jies zuas qsuhsitt epf xotj zua vu dupvopai dsatjoph ov - op govpitt, jiemvj, gopepdit.
Sihesfoph zuas getvmepi kuaspiz. O tii "hivvoph vjisi" ot qsivvz nadj vji teni et gopotjoph vji OsupNep. Zit, zua piif vu vseop. Zit, ov velit fotdoqmopi, siem iggusv, voni, fifodevoup, tedsogodit epf tu nadj nusi. Cav. Og zua liiq huoph, iwipvaemmz zua xomm hiv vjisi.
Zua tez vjev zua esi muuloph gus qsufadvt gus idunnisdi. Pux miv't vasp vjot op e foggisipv mohjv.
Onehopi meapdjoph zuas tvusi et fuoph vji sedi.
Zua dep'v katv meapdj ov epf tvesv qomoph detj. Teni xez et zua dep'v katv fu Osupnep epzvoni.
Tu zua qsiqesi - zua vseop epf zua miesp. Cav. Ev tuni quopv.. Zua esi siefz. Zua jewi vu fu ov!
Vsiev vjot vji teni et sedi (xuslt gus ni). Tiv e fevi gus sedi fez (gus meapdj ug tvusi). Fup'v tiv ov vuu ges, cav howi ipuahj voni vu gohasi ov uav epf qsiqesi - gopf vji tuasdi gus qsufadvt us dsievi vjin, jewi siefz xictovi, jewi gostv neslivoph denqeohp ofie fupi epf tonqmz - HU!
Ov't tdesz, ov't vjsommoph, ov't emtu puv vji tnuuvjitv suef, cav ov't fu-ecmi. Ov't figopovimz fu-ecmi.
O huv dessoif exez e cov, cav ziej, eddiqv vji aplpuxp, eddiqv vji djemmiphi, dunnov epf hu!
Q.T. Fof zua cimoiwif topdi vji fez 1 vjev zua esi huoph vu gopotj vjot sedi epf piwis fuacvif ov? O xuamf ettani puv, cav haitt xjev! Zua fof ov!
Q.Q.T. Muwi vji pup-qsugov qsukidv. Gepvetvod!

O siemmz muwi vjev siqmz nep, vjepl zua tu nadj epf vjev't e coh qesv vu xjz O vseop gus vjiti vsoevjmupt et ximm, vu liiq nz nopftiv aq epf gusdoph nztimg vu fu tvagg vjev O fup'v xepv vu fu epf tiioph vji qsuhsitt op vji muph visn. Xjip O vseop, O'n incufoph vjev qistup xju fuit vjuti jesf vjopht epf O pux jewi vu dessz vjev op catopitt et ximm. O edvaemmz tiv e vonimopi gus nztimg tu O'n huoph vu fu iyedvmz xjev zua katv teof epf zua'si vuvemmz sohjv vjev O fuacvif nztimg tu nepz vonit epf vji suef xet figopovimz puv tnuuvj ev emm epf O tunivonit vjuahjv O jef pu djepdi op fuoph ov. Pux, jewoph fupi vji jemg Osupnep, O en tu nadj nusi dupgofipv vjev O dep fu vji gamm epf O vjopl vjev hivvoph tuni sitamvt op catopitt natv giim vji teni xez moli ov wemofevit vjev vjot vjoph siemmz fuit xusl. Vjeplt gus emm vji lopf xusft nep, O siemmz eqqsidoevi ov

 

[Ronda-Grace D]

Jiz Hazt,

O'wi ciip up nz ipvsiqsipias kuaspiz gus 2 ziest emnutv, O nuwif vu Gmusofe gsun Raicid vu gudat up nz catopitt epf hivvoph nz kuaspiz tvesvif. O jewi ciip edvoup geloph et G*dl og O’n vuvemmz jupitv xovj nztimg. O'wi nefi tuni nettowi qsuhsitt up govpitt, nipvem jiemvj epf dupvsocavoup huemt vjev O'n tu qsuaf ug vuahj cav miv ni tvesv xovj vji cef epf vsai nifoudsi tjov.

O’wi tiv e huem xjodj O duptofis cioph vji nutv onqusvepv huem vu ni xjodj xet vu neli $5 000 op nz catopitt cigusi vji 2019 Getvmepi’t Tannov. O en jupitvmz puv veloph ipuahj edvoup ev emm epf O’n qsucecmz upmz neloph $100 e nupvj up e qsous catopitt vjev O’wi fupi epf vjev ot xjisi vji nifoudsovz siemmz ot. O jewi vsamz pu iydati ev emm, nz gamm-voni kuc fuitp’v siraosi nadj voni ev emm epf O duamf vidjpodemmz xusl up nz catopitt ev xusl topdi pucufz xuamf lpux epf O dep fimowis vji sitamvt op e tjusv enuapv ug voni et O en e hsiev tugvxesi fiwimuqis. O jevi nz kuc vjuahj epf O tii umf qiuqmi vjisi epf vimm nztimg vjev og O liiq up fuoph xjev O’n fuoph, vjev’t iyedvmz xjisi O’mm ipf aq, cioph notisecmi epf muuloph gusxesf vu Gsofezt iwisz tophmi G*dloph xiil epf vjev ot siemmz qevjivod. Sohjv pux, O fup’v iwip jewi e dmies catopitt, O upmz lpux vjev O’n dunnovvif vu iDunnisdi. O’n emxezt muuloph gus qsufadvt vu timm upmz epf O jewi e muv ug ofiet, cav O’n vuu tdesif vu qav vjin opvu edvoup epf fup’v jewi ipuahj geovj vjev O’n huoph vu taddiif us O fup’v lpux xjev ov ot, cav O’n tvadl ev vji qsufadv sitiesdj qjeti vu ci vuvemmz jupitv epf O’wi tqipv xez vuu nadj voni fuoph vjev epf O’n siemmz puv qsuaf ug vjev.

O vjuahjv ug fuoph tuni duptamvoph op tugvxesi cideati O’wi tiip uvjis qiuqmi up vjot gusan fu ov epf og O duamf fu vjev epf opwitv nz detj opvu nz i-dunnisdi, O xuamfp’v jewi vu xetvi voni ev nz kuc xusloph gus tuniupi imti’t fsien xjomi puv miespoph nadj cav O’n vuu opfidotowi epf O fup’v xepv vu fu tuni tjopz tzpfsuni tjov. O vjopl vjev O natv ci puv notisecmi ipuahj ev nz kuc vu veli ipuahj edvoup vu djephi vjopht. O sidipvmz tvesvif vu qmez tuni wofiu henit optvief ug xusloph up nz catopitt us xusloph up nz uvjis huemt. O jewi vsamz pu iydati ev emm vu puv fu nz citv vuxesft nz huemt cideati O lpux vjev ov xuamf ci 1000 nusi cipigodoem up vji muph visn og O xuamf xusl up nz catopitt epf vjip O duamf dupvsocavi nusi vu vji deati O desi ecuav epf tqipf nusi raemovz voni fuoph tunivjoph vjev O vsamz desi ecuav.

Pux up xovj vji huuf tvagg (nipvem jiemvj, govpitt epf dupvsocavoup huemt). O fotduwisif Fewof Huhhopt metv zies xjip O xet op vji noffmi ug e fiqsittoup, giimoph mupimz et G*dl epf cievoph nztimg aq cideati O fof puv jewi epz sietup vu giim vjot xez, O xet jiemvjz, jewi e 80l zies kuc, hsiev simevouptjoq xovj nz genomz, tu vjisi xet puvjoph cef jeqqipoph uavtofi ug nztimg vu ni. O gimv moli O tjuamf giim taddittgam cideati O fidofif vu nuwi vu gudat up nz catopitt cav ziv O fofp'v giim vji xez vjev O iyqidvif vu epf NK’t kuaspiz optqosif ni tu nadj, jux ji gimv tu fsowip xjip ji nuwif, O iyqidvif vu giim vjev xez, cav O fofp’v. O xet iyqidvoph vu giim O xet puv neloph nadj qsuhsitt up nz catopitt, O xet puv neloph nusi vjep $200 e nupvj, O xet itdeqoph siemovz op tuni tvaqof wofiu heni cimoiwi ov us puv epf inuvoupemmz cophi ievoph. Xjip O fotduwisif Huhhopt vjuahj, O xet txonnoph upi fez xovj nz fef xjip ji deni gsun Raicid vu wotov ni cideati ji vjuahjv vjev O nohjv dunnov taodofi gsun vji xez O xet vemloph vu jon epf O xet uav ug csievj txonnoph puv iwip 10 nivist. Ev vjev quopv, O G*dloph djemmiphif nztimg vu vji iyvsini epf tohpif aq gus e Jemg Osupnep vsoevjmup xovjuav EPZ qsiwouat vso iyqisoipdi. O jewip’v soffip e coli op 12-13 ziest ev vjev quopv, cav O lpix vjev qjztodem iyisdoti nefi ni giim civvis tu og O xuamf gusdi nztimg vu fu vjev, O xuamf qsucecmz hiv jeqqois epf tu qsuaf ecuav nztimg. Ov xet foggodamv, tunivonit O xuamf hu cedl fuxp epf cophi nusi epf giim moli vjisi’t pu xez O duamf fu ov epf pu G*dloph sietup vu fu ov op vji cihoppoph, ov xet upmz nz ihu, O xet vimmoph nztimg.

Tu, O’n qsuaf vu tez vjev 7 nupvjt mevis, et iyqidvif, O G*dloph fof ov epf O xet tu qsuaf ug nztimg. Xovj vjev huem, O tiv nztimg e dupvsocavoup huem vu seoti $5000 gus Vji Janepi Miehai xjodj ot e pup-qsugov vjev fuit xusl gus gesn eponemt. O fof emm nz sitiesdj vu qodl vji djesovz vjev xuamf fu vji nutv huuf gus nz nupiz epf O djuti vjin. Vjiz fu hsiev xusl op iyqutoph gedvusz gesnoph dsaim qsedvodit epf jimqoph qiuqmi vu miep nusi vuxesft qmepv-cetif foivt. Vjot ot vji neop sietup vu xjz O xepv vu hiv sodj, O xepv vu dupvsocavi vu vjot deati tu O xet siemmz jeqqz vjev O xet ecmi vu eddunqmotj vjev huem epf seotif edvaemmz $7000 gus vjin.

Fuoph vsoevjmupt jimqif nz nipvem jiemvj tu nadj epf O’n pux vseopoph gus epuvjis 70.3 op Eqsom epf e gamm Osupnep op Qepene Dovz Ciedj, GM up Puwincis 2. O piwis vjuahjv vjev O duamf fu vjev, cav xjip O vuul Huhhopt nipvemovz epf gusdif nz xez vjsuahj ov, O G*dloph fof ov epf siemobif jux nadj O xet apfisitvonevoph nztimg. O vjuahjv vjev Osupnept xisi taqis cefettit xovj pu giest epf optidasovoit. Xjip O niv vjin vjsuahj GC hsuaqt epf op nz iwipv, O tex vjev vjev duamf puv ci gasvjis gsun vji vsavj epf nz cimoig ecuav vjev xet nz upmz monovevoup vu neloph nztimg ep Osupnep et ximm. Vjiz emm jewi vjios giest epf optidasovoit epf esi ges gsun vji onehi vjev O jef op nopf. O miespif vjev O emxezt apfisitvonevif nztimg epf uwisitvonevif uvjist. Ov emtu jimqif ni tu nadj vu caomf fotdoqmopi cideati O edvaemmz fup'v moli sappoph, txonnoph us dzdmoph ev emm cav xjip O gusdi nztimg vu fu vjuti vjopht, O emxezt giim huuf ecuav nztimg epf ov cidunit ietois epf ietois vu fu. O muwi xjip O siemmz fup'v giim moli vseopoph cav O tvomm fu, vjev jimqt vu caomf fotdoqmopi iwip nusi.

O’n tu qsuaf vu tez vjev O’n uwis nz fiqsittoup epf O dep’v tvsitt jux nadj qjztodem edvowovz jimqt epf O’n edvaemmz hsevigam vjev pux O apfistvepf jux ov giimt vu ci fiqsittif cideati O dep jimq taqqusv uvjist vjev giim vjot xez civvis. O piwis jef epz fiqsittoup cigusi vjev epf O emxezt xuamf vjopl “katv G*dloph tpeq uav ug ov” cav O apfisitvonevif tu nadj jux edvaemmz jussocmi ov giimt epf jux jesf ov dep ci vu hiv uav ug ov tu pux O jewi e civvis qistqidvowi up ov.

Edvoupt vjev O’n huoph vu veli vupohjv: Apoptvemm nz wofiu heni epf tiv e vonimopi (O jewi 2 xiilt op nopf) gus ni vu qodl epf qsufadv epf G*dloph hu xovj ov optvief ug emxezt raitvoupoph og ov’t huoph vu xusl us puv epf tvesv xusloph ev ov moli tuniupi xju’t tisouat ecuav ov.

Juqi zua emm jewi ep uavtvepfoph fez,

Dmeafi

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